And that was how we celebrated our Vday. I think what's most important on Vday is to do something that both like. Sometimes it can be elaborate, like last year, and sometimes it can be simple like this year. But I am all for observing this day, because even though the saying goes..."If you love one another, everyday is valentine's day," I still believe keeping this day aside to celebrate it in however way keeps the sparks alive :)
It is really challenging to keep the blog updated!
11th Jan: JJ and I have confirmed our wedding package from the outdoor wedding show BOWS! It includes the pre and actual day wedding videographer and photographer, as well as a customised gown+tux, and flowers etc. Basically everything except the dinner venue. Great start! :)
Here's a photo taken at the event.
Started school this January. Being able to enrol into SMU- it means so much to me. SMU has always been a school I envisioned myself in. Since the building's construction phase, papa will always drive us past the unfinished site, telling me how he wishes I will be in this school when I "grow up". I had a few hard knocks during the "growing up" that my dad was talking about. Retained in JC, went to Poly. Didn't do well in poly, so no SMU. Don't get me wrong, I am thankful for UB. I made some great friends there. I realised my potential. I found my confidence back again. This opportunity to study at SMU, I must remember to always thank God. In His time, I am now a SMU post grad student. I will be going to USA (supposed to go Buffalo but papa's business failed) and I will be going to Switzerland (supposed to go when I was 16). Everything in His time. Another person I need to thank is JJ's dad, who generously sponsored this course. I will put in my best, and learn as much as I can from all my classmates who are super experienced.
Made some firm friends right at the start- Roy, Sandie and Dom. A little like Janice, Lucius and Darryn :)
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Back to project meetings again |
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I wouldn't say we are like minded. But we click :) |
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One of my favourite modules thus far- at the Singapore Media Academy |
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Otelli Edwards- Newscaster at CNA. Brains and Beauty! |
Apart from school, I have also had the chance in Jan to get to know J's brother's fiancee-YQ better! We went shopping for gowns, and just chit chat over coffee.
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Starbucks lovers |
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Tried this gown for fun when shopping with her :) |
This year, I also remind myself again to make more efforts to care for my family. Shower them with love and concern. Spend on them, make them feel special. Bought some CNY shirts for papa, brought mummy for a CNY haircut :)
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Papa is too proud to say but I know he loved it. He whispered to me that it reminded me of my mom when he first dated her :D |
Love God, Love Yourself, Love Your Family. Cheers !
your name
wrote at ;; 2:19 PM
Monday, January 05, 2015
As I woke up from my sweetest dream
A simple dream of you and me
You teasing me, as it always has been
And me laughing at your silly grin
I woke up to an empty room
My heart cringed as I scanned once through
I perched to check if there was still food
To my dismay, all was gone too soon
Disappointed I was I laid back down
Wondering why you missed the drill
To kiss me, say you love me before you left
Were you in a rush, or did you forget?
Suddenly I heard a cough
I sat back up and looked through the door
There was light, there was sound!
My dearest fiance was still around!
I snuggled back with a smile
Anticipating the sweetest lull
And there he came, gentle as he is
"I love you" he said and sealed it with a kiss
Every line in this poem really happened. Crafted this poem in my mind when I was jogging this morning. The words just flow into my brain just like that. That's what love do to you :p
Took this picture at our impromptu supper picnic at East Coast Park.
Sat on the beach, listened to the waves, talked and shared- simple pleasures in life.
May we always be each other's best listener and companion :)
your name
wrote at ;; 11:19 PM
Saturday, January 03, 2015
It has been a long while since I wrote in this. Many things have changed, and I choose to think that I have grown up quite a bit.
Before I decided to continue blogging (and continue blogging on this page), I read through some of my posts from the archives. Laughed hard at my "cool" singlish, cringed a little at the downs, but all in all, I saw how God's blessings were being showered upon me at every single stage of my life-even when I felt He was far at that particular point of my life. Grateful for all the people He placed in the different phases of my life, thankful for the friends that are still around now.
So yes, I am going to continue blogging here. After all, the memories and emotions archived were as real as they could get then, and I feel I should not negate them.
Life has been wonderful.
I am engaged now to J. Learning to be a good and supportive wife.
I've been working in Parkway for 2.5 years now. This is my first full time job since graduation, and I have learned so much from here.
I am starting my Masters of Science in Communications Management this year.
My circle of friends has probably shrunk, as in, I don't meet many of them anymore. But there's still those few firm friends that have always been there.
I am doing ballet again-with Grace (*SURPRISE)
And many many more blessings that I am accumulating everyday (:
So I shall try to keep this blog alive, so that 10 years later, when I decide to rummage through my archives again, I will be able to laugh at my silly-ness from today, and thank God yet again, for being so personally involved in my life.
Today, my blog post will be about the soya bean cakes that I made! So J's helper made homemade Soyamilk, and I thought, what could I do with the remains of the beans- which I have learned they're called Okara. And this was what I did with them- Soya Cakes with Chocolate Filling (inspired by Mr Bean).
Recipe (6cakes):
6 Tbsp of Okara
6 Tbsp of Flour ( I used All Purpose Flour but I would think it'll be better with cake flour)
2 Tbsp Sugar
5 Tbsp Milk
1/2 Tbsp of Olive Oil
6 Cubes of 70% dark chocolates
Method:
1. Pre heat oven (180 degreeC)
2. Mix everything together except the chocolates.
3. Fill half the muffin tin with mixture.
4. Place one cube of chocolate in.
5. Cover the chocolate with more mixture.
6. Bake for 15-20mins (180degC)
Some photos:
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Okara |
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Final Product |
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My satisfied customer
Till then! Shall really try to diligently keep track of life (:
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your name
wrote at ;; 11:36 PM
Wednesday, March 14, 2012
On the Edge.
Sometimes, it's not that I want to
It's that I've got no choice.
I don't like how this feels either.
But I am on the edge.
your name
wrote at ;; 1:04 AM
Tuesday, March 13, 2012
Trophy girlfriend
When I first heard of this phrase, I took it the positive way.
I interpretated it as how a guy would describe his girl
Best of the best in his eyes
A trophy deserving girlfriend.
I was then told of the negative connotation of this phrase..
Surprisingly, it's also the commonly used definition
It meant a showcase girlfriend,
One that was perfect in society's context
Therefore bringing pride to the guy himself.
It is not above love
Or embracing the strengths and weaknesses of your partner
Instead, it's selfish manipulation of one's feelings for you to satisfy your ego
This phrase doesn't only work for guys
Girls too, often search for the trophy boyfriend.
But that's not true love.
You will not feel true joy talking about your partner.
You will not be able to share the laughters and pain with him/her.
I am writing this because I just witnessed true love
Well I cannot judge for sure that it's true love or not
But I can be sure the couple is standing far from the trophy girlfriend syndrome
He isn't perfect. He does not have the best job,looks or wealth.
She isn't perfect. She does not fit into society's perception of a good wife.
They are getting married in a week.
The guy knows that on the day itself, his wife may be under public scrutiny
Due to the big tattoo on her back
Not socially accepted. Maybe not a socially perceived beautiful bride.
But a wife in his eyes.
Not a trophy. A wife he loves.
Be with somebody because you love him/her.
Don't do it because it will look good on you,
Or for whatever other reasons.
Love is distinct.
You'll know you're in love, because you'll feel it.
Till then, do not settle.
your name
wrote at ;; 3:02 AM
Monday, March 12, 2012
Love...It is when you can find 10000 reasons to not feel anythingBut you still do.
It is when you try your hardest to replace the emotions with rationality
But the emotions always triumph.
It is when the slightest things can make you smile
As you survive through even the worst things in your life.
It is when many times you feel like giving up
But that one thing always holds you back.
Now that is love.
your name
wrote at ;; 2:10 AM
Sunday, March 11, 2012
Unspoken
When I see the disappointments in your eyesMy heart breaks, it shatters.
I hate those despair you show me,
Close to hopelessness and defeat.
I decide to stay nonchalant
I don't want to be emotionally laboured along with you
Because I've got so many other things on my shoulders
School, and everything else.
I know I am selfish
But it's hard for me.
You raised me to be pampered like a princess
But now, I have to be strong and tough.
My heart hurts, it aches to see
What used to be my pillars of support
Fall down in front of me.
In these months I've learnt
To become silent and conserved
But deep down, my dear parents,
Do know that my heart never hurt more than this.
your name
wrote at ;; 1:59 AM
Saturday, March 10, 2012
unscathed
was radomly looking at fbs of friends i was once close to
drifted apart... not because of any disagreements,
but just because of the sheer fact that time just push us in opposite directions
as i looked at their photos, I realized that they actually do tell a story
your life story.
it's like.. I've not met a person for a long time, but I can get a feel of how she has been
through her photos.
real smiles, or just facades,
well i can't tell
but at least it's an avenue.
had the sudden urge to blog again
i guess it may be because of the studying
people say you get distracted most when you're doing something most important
anyway, i just wanted to blog
not about daily happenings that much
but just continue to try and pen down emotions and thoughts
so that one day,
when i forget myself, or forget how I've walked through a certain phase
I can look back at my blog.
thought of starting on a new blog add
thought i wrote too many silly things on this (well i was only 16 when i started)
but i decided
that was who i really was
that past made me who i am today
so i'm going to embrace them
not just brush them off as "some lame pasts"
laughed at some of my ah-lian lingo
cringed at some of the real pain I had to go through
wow-ed myself with how I was so good at keeping to formats (wonder where that has gone to)
and just reminded myself
how blessed I am, to walk out of my teenage years unscathed (at least no bad scars)
what phase am i in now?
a phase of self-searching
a phase of grasping who I really am inside.
starting to feel the age catching up
starting to actively do things to prevent my body from disintegrating
take up yoga, cardio, go for massages.
studying hard (most of the time) for my last two sems in UB
making many new friends
losing some old buddies. you.
piling up on the "regrets" basket
throwing in some "should haves" and "i wish i had
nevertheless
it's a journey
and i will walk through it.
and come out
unscathed.
your name
wrote at ;; 11:52 AM
Monday, January 10, 2011
Am I Gonna Stop Blogging??
omg the last time i blogged was 3 months ago
just lost the motivation to blog about mundane everyday stuff
but then again
i am not ready to give up blogging altogether
so i shall attempt to blog some recent happenings
Gong Gong's Birthday
met up with my coussies to celebrate my grandfather's birthday
took many pictures that night but i shall just post up one
these are the younger cousins
watching them grow up is really ♥

Christmas Eve + New Year's Eve
Spent both eves at brewerkz
ya duh boring you may say
but i say it was great (:
maybe i couldnt catch full views of fireworks
or count down together with my darlings
but i definitely had my share of fun with the colleagues (:




Filming
Filmed for Clare's assignment
starred as some ke lian girl who's fiancee has cancer and lies to me to break up with me
haha
it was fun though tiring
i guess sometimes the people you work with makes the difference!



JB With Colleagues
Went for a day trip with some colleagues yesterday yay
didnt buy alot of things
did a massage, sang and of course, ATE A WHOLE LOT
but still i bought a decent steering wheel cover(i don't know what its called)
and a goregeous purse
no pictures of those buys though

that's mandy holding my all time fave marrybrown chicken!

all excited to start our trip!

this was outside a seafood restaurant that served decent food at a very low price!

aww i love this photo!

i can't pose looking like a rocker but i tried (:

great sisters!

who says colleagues can never be great friends? ♥
that's about it for this update after a long time
i will try to keep my blog alive before i certify it dead if unsuccessful
enjoying my last week of holidays before i start school again booo
but i shall try to enjoy school and put in more effort
so that i can enjoy in peace like i did this holiday!
alright signing off with a picture i took in jb
of this hat that i really like and i am regretting RIGHT NOW that i did not get it
:(

xoxo ♥♥♥
your name
wrote at ;; 3:16 AM
Tuesday, October 12, 2010
"When You Say Nothing At All"
It's amazing
How you can speak
Right to my heart
Without saying a word,
You can light up the dark
Try as I may
I could never explain
What I hear when
You don't say a thing
[CHORUS:]
The smile on your face
Lets me know
That you need me
There's a truth
In your eyes
Saying you'll never leave me
The touch of your hand says
You'll catch me
Whenever I fall
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
All day long
I can hear people
Talking out loud
But when you hold me near
You drown out the crowd
(The crowd)
Try as they may
They could never define
What's been said
Between your
Heart and mine
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
The smile on your face
The truth in your eyes
The touch of your hand
Let's me know
That you need me
(You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all
You say it best
When you say
Nothing at all)

everything that this song says (:
i know that one day, the reflection that I have been seeing will change
because i have faith, not blind faith...
but faith in my shield and armour
your name
wrote at ;; 9:57 PM
Wednesday, October 06, 2010
Life Goes On With You ♥
school has started for me for a couple of weeks already
its still manageable at this point actually (:
not dreading to go school as yet (only the waking up part at times)
and i am starting to have some life despite school
went FEP with janice after a long time and grabbed some cheap deals
life is just awesome when you have a car (:
other updates on my life..
have moved to yiochukang road, and although i still miss pasirris (i really do)
i am starting to get used to this place
at least my dogs have a bigger space to run about now
and i dont have to get summons for parking
ohwells.. no point whining about irreversible stuff yea..
just a short update to keep my blog going
do support my blog for my communications module by leaving a comment
its a weekly thing so do keep coming back
www.cassandraloh.wordpress.com
thanks ♥
will be back for more when i have more life
takecare everyone
♥

often i say, "i give up." but somewhere in me, i know i want to keep trying.
your name
wrote at ;; 12:32 AM
Thursday, August 26, 2010
I'm Back!! ♥
i finally got my laptop back!
haven been present in the virtual world for too long..
thankfully i had my iphone for basic things like twitter and fb
starting school at SIM next monday
after such a long break
i was actually quite looking forward to start school
HOWEVER
after looking at my timetable (which has lessons as early as 830am)
and considering the long journeys ive gotta take to school..
i suddenly feel abit reluctant to start school again.
but owells, ive to get my deg anyhow so complaining is completely unnecessary
oh yea.. im back at brewerkz indoor stadium
but i work very little though..
alrighty will be back to blog soon..
shall leave with a pic taken of me at beerfest asia.

♥
your name
wrote at ;; 3:35 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2010
Update Part 1
hello readers!!
thank you all for your support, despite me not blogging for so long
still have got a steady group of supporters reading!
Gosh there are like so many things i wanna blog about..
and this post is not gonna cover everything
anyways.. first up..
i've finally graduated from temasek poly..
thinking back on how long this journey has been
from jc to poly to finally graduating..
it certainly did bring up alot of emotions..
and i've really got to thank alot of people,
be it teachers (both tj and tp), family and friends
that i managed to complete this poly journey (:
didn't take too many pics that day though cux it was ultra chaotic
with my family, who has always been giving me the best support i need ♥
that's me in the robe which i totally forgot to return =X
the man who bought me flowers ♥
kaixuan- year1 classmate
with mr png- a great lecturer (:
year 1 classmates, amanda and janice
melissa- year 2 classmate
serene- tj and tp friend!
teddy- 2nd yr classmate
shaun- jap class classmate
weikiang- final year classmate
ryan- year 1 classmate
emily- year 1 and 2 classmate
Juz- year 2 classmate
alvin- erm.. ahs-tj-tp classmate
a great bunch of fun people i met in yr 2
eeling- yr3 classmate

yingying- yr 2 classmate

don- year3 classmate
Ivan- yr 2 classmate
sarah- year 1 classmate
Before graduation, i had the chance to go genting!
have been wanting to go there since long ago
cux i've never been there before despite it being so convenient
went there straight after work so i was really quite shag when i actually boarded the bus
waiting at brewerkz
in the bus..
on the way up.. didnt get car sick thankfully
probably cux i was snapping away while the bus was going up the mountain
we had alot of good food and i satisfied alot of cravings!
an example of a good meal:
not exactly very cheap but definitely satisfying
travel buddy 1: TK
me at the mushroom garden (i think thats what it's called)

travel buddy 2- ah wing

travel buddy 3- ah loon
what's genting without their rides!

and their ripley's museum


very interesting displays
the chair of the world's tallest man!
and the said luckiest chair
a car covered with many 1cent coins
i so miss old books smell.. (:
and a super weird mirror
world's tallest man!
and i finally got to eat cotton candy (:
ooh marrybrown- i miss tanudjaja!!
my hotel room!

the beautiful view from my room
random pic of me! ♥

more good food- ahyat for breakfast!

not like i know how to eat alot of these hehe

waiting to watch the 4D movie

tk and ah wing with 4D specs

me and ah loon with specs

the infamous ride of genting. which i did not take

we got stuck in a lift! first time ever for me and it was in genting!

oh this was the scary haunted house that made me cry :(

went down to KL, and this restaurant had free refills for milk tea omg!
have many more photos la but i am just lazy..
have much more to update..
like working @ beerfest, photoshoots, trip to rws etc
but shall keep it for next time!
i shall end of with a photo i took with my 2 other silly members of da clique
silly friends.. ♥
"One of the labels that never go out of style is friendship."-satc.
your name
wrote at ;; 2:20 PM