Wednesday, February 28, 2007

sharks.. i am reli getting lazy =s

woke up officially at 11.. =x rushed to sch.. but onli in time for contact..boo..

today was laming in sch again aft lunch..cam hog (as usual) i PROMISE i never cam hogged until u gals came into my life.. =s but i had great fun entertaining u guys.. =p from being blind to being bimbotic to being act cute.. my my... i had reli a lot of fun.. the tot of us having to part in 3 or 4 days.. jus made us treasure the time spent even more.. gals.. u rock!!

left for Bugis with nad.. and on GREAT IMPULSE.. i bought a digital cam (see.. i said i would) olympus.. not say VV GOOD.. but.. satisfactory.. my my.. i shd stop being so stubborn!!! but haha.. at least i got one load off my mind.. i shall tk all the pic i can in tjc... =x

i realised.. i actually do like downcasted skies.. =s lookin at the rain drops fall... i realised how cold it actually is.. on the outside.. and in the inside..=x

your name wrote at ;; 8:34 PM

Tuesday, February 27, 2007

ok i shall say it clear now..

i jus stepped down from being the captain of the team.. and.. stepped down from tjc tt team as well.. it wasnt easy.. sayin to the 10 over ppl who jus stare at u.. those ppl who u noe shd be down dere playin the game with u.. we shd be a team.. we shd be wearin tt jersey tog.. and supporting each other. i held back all the tears.. and told dem all tt i needed to say.. somehow it was tough. tougher than i tot..i couldn say alot of stuff tt i wanted to.. but i noe the team will und all tt i wanted to say.. i hope.. =s

today was a lazy day. i woke up officially at 11.. haha.. and went to sch.. jus for 3 reasons.

1) pei wen qi bcuz she is the onli 1 in class hu dun go for chempract besides me.. (but now elaine joins e gang)

2) cel Na kakak's bdae.

3) go for trng

well well well.. see how slack =(.. but things came out of it.. =D

aft chem pract..mr low came to find me under lt2.. we talked for half an hour (acc to wen qi, though i tot it was onli 5-10min).. at first it was superficial.. we jus talked abt whether i have tot thru carefully.. and whether i reli like e course i gg to.. den we went into more depth.. we talked abt calling and God's will.. i must say.. God reli spoke to me thru Mr Low.. 2 things tt deeply impressed my mind.. basic things..... but... impt basic things...

a) God canmake any wrong decisions right
b) God will be with me no matter what decision i make

simple logic.. anyone noes.. but... somethin tt requires faith.. as small as a mustard seed it may be.. but faith.. to believe.. thanks mr low..my my... God works in wonderful ways.. wad can i say.. i never knew mr low.. as in i know him but he doesnt know me.. started reading his blog last...june? and felt tt it was kinda interesting so it started becoming a routine blog, which means i will def go to his blog when i am online...this yr.. he became my chem prac cher.. but.. i dun need tk chem prac! but we ended up with this talk.. hmm.. amazing huh..

played freezbie today.. whoa. it is more tiring than i tot it'd be.. haha... den went for trng..

coach told me tt i will do more of.. trng the newcomers.. hmm.. i accept tt.. though it reli do get boring sometimes, esp watchin others playin comp and i playing basic strokes with them.. but i reli wan the team to be well..=x played with desmond and hui fen.. it jus brings me back to when i first started..learning from scratch... aww.. some real scary memories.. =p but.. every bit of those scary memories accounts for wad i am now.. =) not tt i am vv good.. but o wells.. :D

to tjc tt team:
i am reli sorry i had to go.. esp when this is.. like one of the toughest time ever.. i struggled.. and i mus admit i am being selfish.. i reli hope the team will cont to strive hard.. i promise... the new captain chosen will be a good one. i will ensure tt..its e least i can do.. :x i will trymy best to go for every game.. in the jersey u all wear.. i will try to come down for all the trngs.. to train e newer ones.. i promise to come for march camp.. i reli hope.. that wadeva happens to the tt team will be a push factor.. not a stumbling stone.. nth is impossible.. so lets our fix our eyes on our goal.. and work tog as a team.. inc me.. i will be e best audience and supporter.. cheerin u guys on from the sides.. thank u all for being such wonderful team mates.. thank u all for all e memories we had tog( like laughin and crapping tog, doin pt tog) .. even e bad ones (like me chokin on fish bone, or like samuel injuring his toe) i will miss u guys.. alot alot... do your best... and lets have no regrets.. :) lets trash and stomp on the feets of all e competitiors.. esp **JC.. ;) love u guys :)

to 26/07:
you guys... reli made my days in tjc this yr. much much easier.. this is a tough yr.. but knowin u guys and havin u guys ard.. jus made everythin perfect again.. =) those cam hoggin times.. and those vandali**** ahem.. and those gigglings.. u guys are sweet :) thanks audrey for sayin u miss me.. though u said u miss my nonsense too.. =p thanks for bein such a sweet bunch.. oh and eunice and elaine.. thanks for even rem wad i eat and dun eat in sch..my my.. we onli noe each other for a mth plus? but u guys even noe wad i eat and dun eat.. i was so touched... i will reli miss u guys.. i thank God tt.. i retained.. in time to know u ppl.. all the rubbish times and all e fun.. i will never forget them.. love u all.. :)

i dun wan to leave.. i cant bear to.. but at this point of time, i jus have to hold back all the tears..and leave, with a smile...

your name wrote at ;; 11:18 PM

Monday, February 26, 2007

today was an impt day..

made my decision. shall tell e world tmr.. =x accordin to mrs loke i should do smth... aiyah. tmr la.. wadeva! so sian.. talk to me like i am a... die die oso mus save face lidat.. bleahx..

went to tp in e morning. was quite sian bcuz i was super groggy i duno y... plus tt irritating pimple in my nose.. jus doubles up everything.. =s got some stuff settled.. den went back to tj.

sat with shara.. first time talk to her like.. lidat..haha.. she's cool.. =) we were even checkin out each others' hair.. =) her fringe is cool.. haha..

talked to mr fun.. thanks mr fun..for always being dere..i will get u e bottles of wine de. but for now.. STARBUCKS! =p

went to meet ziqi at bedok int. travelled to ps.. went spotlight.. den check out cameras.. haha..

met up with alvin and jingwen..shd have christine de.. but she last min cnot. so i was e onli rose amg the thorns.. ahem.. ok they will ALL disagree.. lol.. we walked a damn long tim b4 deciding to eat at makan sutra.. act.. nv tot of it de... was thinkin of restaurants.. but decided to use e money to eat smth cheaper but more yummy.. ordered stingray, or lua, hokkien mee, satay.. eat until super full.. denwe chat and laugh.. ok or rather.. they laugh at smth which i couldn get.. and i laugh at them laughin.. =p

we walked walked walked then ended up at this CHINESE rock open concert.. it was in CHINESE!! but i didn hear it being chi until vv long..=p

den cont walkin walkin.. walk from esplanade..to he pan.. and more more more.. jus walked.. and they jus kept makin fun of me.. humph!! so angry la.. den dearest jing wen started the "fail" thing.. argh!!!! then everything i say.. then they wil loudly say.. FAIL.. haha.. i never bring tissue out.. FAIL.. many more.. i dun rem onli.. haha..

finally after walkin for vv long.. left city hall and went home..

reli a cool day.. jus laughin at all the.. stupid and lamest things they do.. but 2H is aways 2H.. never fail to keep e spirits up no matter how tired or sian we are, or e situation is..

*happy birthday na kakak!*

2H rocks..=)

i hope i wun screw up tmr.. rahhh

your name wrote at ;; 11:41 PM

Sunday, February 25, 2007

today was quite a let down=(

was supposed to go biking.. but last min change of plans.. =( poor time planning. so in e end.. jus go Johnson's house do planning.. *boo boo boo*

left his house to meet e rest of the TT ppl at Bedok interchange to coach's house bai nian. again prob due to my poor planning.. onli less than ten turned up.. =(

played bridge there.. long time since i touched bridge!! i love it.. intellectual and fun!

took a bus to clement's house.. but i went home.. slept.. and woke up at like 8 to go his house, which is like a min walk..=) bridge agaiN!!! o.OO 2 bridgin in a day.. =D

went for supper (for e guys) dinner (for me).. den talked talked talked.. abt how johnson cried when we had to part, and how ziqi always eat bread in class, and how christine always try to pluch zi qi's gohti.. and many more.. ziqi is so right.. 2h dun talk abt present... we talk abt.. e past.. e fun we had.. =)

i wan to get a cam soon.. and when cass wants smth, she gets it!! humph.. gimme e most 2 weeks! i will get one! rahhhhh

i have decided.. nothing will mk me change except Him.. all e best to those hu are still in confusion.. been dere, done dat.. noe how it feels.. jus endure.. =x

meeting ziqi alvin christine johnson tmr.. yay-ness!!

i've got a pimple in my nose.. ='(

your name wrote at ;; 11:22 PM

Saturday, February 24, 2007

today had service.. about love never failing.. bear,believe,hope,persevere.. these are the 4 words jiami jie emphasized.. smth i tot a great deal abt..

aft tt went cell bai.. haha.. other cells' ppl alot.. vv enthu vv noisy vv happening.. our cell.. bcuz all sec 1s.. alot never come.. den also not as happening or as noisy.. but then.. these sec1s. young but reli cute.. maybe we had to sacrifice the laughter.. but we earnt the innocence.. and a bonus... we could go to... YAN LE's HOUSE.. haha.. he is ultimately CUTE!!!! lol.. i am getting a camera SOON.. promise to tk a pic with him and show u guys.. how CUTE HE IS!! hee.. he is onli pri1 but he is so cute.. oh my... haha...

had to rush to meet my family at eunos mrt.. went to a restaurant for my uncle's bdae.. ok i will have these pics.. so i can upload.. =) but not today. haha.. mus wait for charles kor kor to send me.. =) but it was cool.. talked alot with big kor kor and wife and charles kor kor and gf.. as i am e 2nd youngest.. (youngest is bro).. they reli care for me alot.. maybe also bcuz i m girl.. they were teaching me how to reject guys, where not to go, how to make decisions.. bla bla.. reli sweet.. they reli care for me. thanks cousins.. =)

things to get.. with 300bucks..
a) a new hp ( i wan a slide one) *i prob can whine till mummy pays*
b) new cam *mummy subsidisin $200, bro $100*
c) new mp3
d) new bike *MUMMY WILL NEVER PAY A SINGLE CENT. ACT SHE CANT EVEN KNOW WHEN I BUY OR MY HEAD WILL ROLL!!! ok i mus seriousy consider again whether to buy or not.. =x
e) new clothes

ok maybe 300 is not enough.. 400?? :)

well done duathalon ppl!! =) i also wan tk part =(

i am not deciding.. until tmr.. i am not regretting.. until forever...

your name wrote at ;; 10:17 PM

i made a decision.. a short term one.. tt is to go for it. top the list.. and faced with a crucial decision. begged for extra time.. till mon...

went to sch with the biggest confusion in mind.. reached ard 1.. went straight into mr fun's office to tell him abt the trials.. stayed till 2.. he said some stuff.. but at tt point of time.. i was too confused.. so it didnt reli go in.. the moment i left sports com.. i went to my fave place to be alone.. hopin i'd see **. it was highly impossible bcuz i saw his friends at canteen. i walked and walked.. and alas the first person to greet me was **.. coincidence.. but a great one.. once again.. u appeared when i needed someone.. thanks.. but nevertheless.. prefered to be alone so i went into hiding.. felt beta aft an hour.. rushed for meeting

which onli grace came so it was quite a waste time meetin i feel.. like.. become individual kinda thing.. was quite sianz.. but tried to bring the spirit up.. at least i tried. den aft tt me and dang shi RUSHED to info comm for another meetin for all sports captains.. and me and ds realised aft one yr in tjc we still didnt noe where the info comm was.. =x ultimately it was ME who found it =p and though we were alittle late.. like 4:05.. we still had to rot til ard 5? the teachers were meetin inside and we captains jus waited outside.. like ya.. whilst waiting.. couldn tk it.. and showed it to *.. it was again coincidence.. but o well.. its ok.. * was nice..

aft meetin ds accompanied me for watermelon juice before pei ing me to go for cell.. thanks man.. for all e jokes.. =) went for cell.. had steamboat.. ate mostly the jap mushroom.. andsome hotdogs.. dun like boiled chicken or beef.. or meatballs. lol..so the guys gobbled dem conveniently. durin cell again ---.. so went to pwj's room and noone knew. stayed till quite late at her place watchin tv and bridging.. long time since i played tt.. and i m proud to say.. i m far from being the lousiest in bridge in my cell.. me and liang han.. survivors.. e rest.. ahem =p (esp keli and corine)

thats it for my day.. 2 days.. gimme 2 days..

to u.. thanks alot alot alot.. we met so coincidentally.. and u became my partner.. we could communicate bcuz we are both from sports.. and in e end.. u were always dere for me.. from last yr.. till now. thanks alot.. those msgs.. those hugs.. those encouragements.. they helped me alot.. i will never ever forget u.. promise.. thank u... for not being selfish.. and told me wads best.. :)

you appear time and time again when i need u.. but i cannot go to u.. i can onli be thankful for ur presence.. and i am alr vv thankful.. ** is down these few days.. hope u can cheer her up.. ouch..

your name wrote at ;; 12:37 AM

Thursday, February 22, 2007

i'm doomed.. reli i am...

yes no yes no yes no.. i m going crazy.. fear.. confusion.. everything... adds on.. im going crazy.. i am broken.. i reli need someone.. someone.. i reli need someone... no not u not u not u... its u...pls help me..

your name wrote at ;; 11:42 PM

i am confused.. so reli confused.. gettin all emo-y and stuff.. i need to choose in.. not 1 mth, not 1 week, not even 1 day... in less than 24 hours.. all my confidence which i used to have.. they are all gone!! my choice i made.. i didnt tell anyone.. but... now.. e choice is gone.. all e prayers and all e consultation.. comes to a stand still.. i start from zero again.. the onli diff.. i onli have less than 24 hrs to do wad i did for a mth..

oh God.. wad shd i do.. i have never been so confused.. never been so indecisive.. i look ok.. but i m confused.. pple say i gotta choose myself.. they cnot interfere.. now it is me and You.. noone else.. unlike *, i dun have **... i need to go thru this with God You and You alone..

dun ask me wad is it abt.. those hu noe noes it.. those hu dun.. den dun...

i need to decide now.. it is real.. so real.. never felt so real.. God i dunno.. my pride is takin over.. how i wish i had u with me to go thru this crap with me.. but u cant... i am alone.. in this shite.. all alone..

your name wrote at ;; 10:01 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

i was act bloggin.. halfway.. but now i no mood le.. sorry guys... wanna noe why can ask me personally.. =)

till then...

your name wrote at ;; 11:08 PM

today was a dumb dumb day.. =x

it all started when we were all vv bored bcuz we had TOO many breaks... i dunno how to express e sian-ness of e MANY breaks.. so me and aud dunno how got onto.. wad is kangkong in hokkien.. den i told her oink cai.. cuz it sounded rite.. den she dun believe.. den went to ask e mixed rice aunty.. in e end.. its eng cai.. lol.. by then we were alr laughin like siao... den some stuff wad is spinach in chi, guava in chi etc..it jus entertained us.. =)

had lessons.. 2 lessons for me today.. chem and gp. den my class decided to pon contact.. so me, aud and elaine went to BK at bedok int. (bcuz i was gg to meet ziqi and qs) we got the crowns for KIDS.. and entertained ourselves AGAIN.. lol.. took pic.. but aud's com down.. so cnot upload..

met ziqi and qs.. they are reli sweet la.. thanks man.. =)

coincidence again.. though everytime its silence.. i am startin to enjoy this silence. man i do sound like a ----.. this is probably e most evil character i ever played in my life.. =x and i reli do feel bad abt it..

some past pics...


this was the start of everythin.. zi pai..

sorry i reli not

your name wrote at ;; 10:18 PM

lesson 16 of purpose driven life for qt today.. God how can the pple in the world believe in coincidences when You planned everything!! this lesson is yet again.. one "coincidence".. planned beautifully in His time.. to come. and to speak to me..

amen..

your name wrote at ;; 1:59 AM

In His hands
hmm today was rather sian la. was supposed to meet up with mhg de.. then last min today he say cnot. haha.. but good oso.. i slp until 12 den wk up again. den went out with my disciples.. =) i reli enjoy this relationship with them. we are like friends..not disciple vs discipler.. took neoprint.. bought a same shirt.. haha and ate! =) though it was like.. onli 3 plus hours.. i reli enjoyed my time with the girls.. for this i mus thank God.. for givin me e wisdom in tkin these 3 girls... who are my first disciples.. and end up with this kinda relationship.. =)

then went to my mom's friends' house.. with onli one motivation.. winks.. hey it aint reli my fault.. wad other motives can there be when i dunno e ppl dere?! lol.. but in e end.. e kids.. ok i mean e teenagers dere were reli nice.. included me in everythin.. hee... and watched tv.. =D

things tt are happening jus realistically reminds me of me now.. abt my situation.. all i can say is wait.. and wait and wait.. its all in His hands.. tts wad i have to constantly remind myself.. aft e vcd player incident.. i m convinced.. all is in His hands.. i m not wishin for anythin bad to happen between..... i am jus prayin from my point of view.. tt wadeva outcome will be in His hands. yea..

to u... thanks for the compliment.. and thanks for always being there.. i will still treat u as a good friend..=) hope i didnt hurt u much.. =( in anyway.. i jus hope tt u will move on.. and stay happy. =D

your name wrote at ;; 1:33 AM

Monday, February 19, 2007

today was way cool.. went out with cousins.. adults NOT ALLOWED.. =p=p we left them in my aunty's house... and we went to Lido to watch Just Follow Law.. (my poor bro had to watch ghost rider himself bcuz he watched JFL alr..)

e show was alrite.. not as good as i expected (prob due to the high standards jack neo set fromhis i not stupid series... and home run.. ) but it was kinda funny la.. haha at first tot it was boring.. but aft tt... as e plot built up.. it was funny.. fann wong and gurmit singh did a gr8 job..=))

aft tt we went cineleisure k box.. at first was kinda weird.. bcuz though we cousins always sing in e car to msia(we usually go at least 2 times a yr), but now it is like.. weird. haha.. but aft awhile,.. it got better..=D sang like nobody's business.. even sang mary had a little lamb and happy birthday to accomodate my small cousin who is onli pri5.. haha.. cuteee mousie girl.. =DD

aft tt went with bro for "dinner" at tamp.. but ALL THE FOOD COURTS AND COFFEE SHOPS WERE CLOSE!!!! ARGH!!!!! no choice but to call mom.. who of cos knew e best place to find food. haha.. so aft all. cnto do without e car.. oops i mean cnot do with mom.. haha * my mom beta not read this*

yay yay yay.. ang bao money quite alot.. wanna buy shorts wanna buy this that that this.. and soon.. e money will be GONE.. lol no no no!! this yr diff.. will save up! i WILL!

i m learning.. learning not to envy.. but to shower my blessings.. aft all.. u're a great person.. so there i shdn be envious rite.. ineed to be satisfied.. im learning...

your name wrote at ;; 10:50 PM

Sunday, February 18, 2007

jus back from visiting.. but more comin soon.. haha. came home at 430.. leavin at 5.. i am super duper- ly tired..

wad i like abt new yr..
a) ANG BAOS! sorry if it sounds materialistic.. but lets be realistic.. we all do like the ang baos..
b) FOOD which reminds me, i am gg on a toxic free diet aft CNY!!
c) seeing my cousins again.. esp my dad's side.. when i am e youngest.. so... haha.. feel like a princess for once

wad i dun like abt new yr..
a) all e aunties askin.. got bf le ma.. hows sch...gettin prettier.. getting BLACKER(i always get this).. need to be more feminine (prob bcuz this yr wear jeans)
b) all te fatty food (contradicts b above)
c) the testimony i haf to set infront of my non christian relatives.. (not tt i dun wan to carry e cross.. but reli kinda hard at times..)
d) te tiredness.. ( my eyelids droppin ANYTIME)

haha.. yepps... o.O my mama wake up le.. its time to go out.. again.. YAWN..

i wan go shoppin aft new yr.. =))

your name wrote at ;; 4:51 PM

WHO SAYS LAST MINUTE IS BAD AND IT WONT WORK?!?!
i agree with u

last minute is reli scary! today morning.. i STARTED packin my room.. threw away about 4 bags of rubbish.. from papers to stuff toys to spoilt wallets which i couldn bear to throw b4.. hehe.. supposed to go shoppin alone today.. but last min guo qing had a cancelled appt. so i was meetin him.. supposed to meet at 1. but at 1 den i realised.. i haven pack fin and it was 1. so had to BEG my mummy to send me.. and my room ain't done! ARGhhhhhhhh...

met gq at east point. both of us haven eaten so went to food court.. first person i saw was Zi qi.. den i tot.. hmm wad a coincidence.. den zi qi pointed me to sam.. i was like.. wa so qiao... den lastly, saw alvin..lol.. wad a BIG coincidence.. =D

supposed to buy a top and a bottom.. aft shoppin and tryin for VV long.. i decided on two tops.. =p bottoms are reli hard to find these days.. dun wan to keep finding.. it will come to me de.. haha.. oops.. so yea.. it will be old bottoms for me this yr.. but act not tt bad..bcuz recently jus bought a new pair of jeans and a cool skirt(as named by gq). oh and last week i bought a new 3/4 pants..

evening went to grandma's house.. had a vv interestin convo. my uncle brought his gf.. who is a shanghai-nese (isit spelt this way) den she was saying singaporean men and shanghai men are diff.. the men in singapore are egoistic and dey dun do the slightest housework. in shanghai. the men there do the same amt as the women.. they also sweep and mop and cook etc.. she said tt in a family, whoever hu would go home first will help do the housework.. den i jum mumbled to myself, tt i would always reach home last.. and they all heard!!! so embarrassing la. they all laughed at me.. haha..but she vv sweet she say she never expect anythin from my uncle.. my uncle also emphasized tt he WILL NOT BE LIKE THE SHANGHAI MEN bcuz HE DUN WAN DO HOUSEWORK! haha but the weird thing is.. he is a cleaniness freak.. and he is a perfectionist!! the gf was saying.. he cnot stand anything done not perfectly.. like she once put her comb vertically on the table, and he reminded her tt it shd be horizontally placed.. haha small th9ings like tt.. lol... but a cute couple. =D

happy new yr everyone! i have a bad ankle for new yr.. =(

your name wrote at ;; 3:36 AM

Friday, February 16, 2007

now i am convinced.. that there is no coincidences in the world. Everythin was pre planned.. =)

that's enough. that's all i need.. it doesnt have to be status or competition.. it is jus.. to let things go the way it should go. I'm already happy. though it may be different, i am still happy. bcuz i noe tt He took charge, and He gave me this present today.. thank you Daddy. i am happy. i noe You are in charge. at the right time at the right moment, i felt happy. i was a fool before.. thinking of wad i shd do.. to win.. i tried to do it my way.. askin ppl for advices on how to emerge winner. but now i noe.. i dun have plan anything.. even more.. i was being too selfish to think of that.. sorry.. that thought in my mind.. was bad.. i have erased it.. whatever will be will be. after all.. its all planned..=)

wow.. i guess noone will understand the para above..hmm nvm.. it is jus for me to noe.. so as to remind myself always.. yea..

today was road run.. not supposed to run.. haha.. but last min.. they needed runners, so i went ahead... with friends tryin to stop me. but u noe.. STUBBORN CASS got her way.. =p everything was fine until the SLOPE.. sprained my ankle (again).. started walkin.. but decided to just push on. but reli couldn tk it and had to walk.. haha but den.. ke li came and i started runnin.. but gave up again cuz too pain.. until someone came and pushed me on.. paced him (he may not noe) and managed to finish.. sprinted e last part somemore.. =p=p disappointed in the placing.. but pleased with myself still.. at least i didnt walk back or wail or GIVE UP..=) good day today.. though sprained my ankle, and have a high possibility of gg visiting with a bad ankle, i still wun regret.. =p

had cell today.. Wad i learnt? nth fanciful.. jus... HAVE FAITH. so true.. trust that He plans and He is in control.. =) today was a good eg.. heex..

thank u for tt little present tt meant so much to me Daddy.. =)

your name wrote at ;; 11:41 PM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

Valentines day

didnt expect to receive wad i received.. tot aft leavin sec sch.. things will get slower.. but reli thanks to all hu gave me those stuff..

a) 9 stalks of flowers..
b) 3 boquets of flowers.. (thanks alot for the surprise.. appreciate alot.)
c) all e chocs and sweets, esp frm all e 26/07 peeps
d) cookies.. (thanks nat, grace and audrey)
e) presents.. ( creative and touching!)

thanks to all e pple.. and happy vdae!

aft sch went with dang shi to order jerseys and jackets.. not bad at all =p=p den rushed back to meet grace,chyr,twin and qi.. had a good chat with twin... yea.

facing alot of confusions.. reli alot man. duno wad and how to choose.. thanks YOU for helpin me along e way.. =) everything and anything.. thanks for being there.. =)) i noe if i choose the latter, we wont get to see each other in school le.. =( but.. i noe u alr noe wads best for me.. and u noe i noe it too. guess i will follow tt choice.. u told me to stick to my decision.. stay firm.. i will.. try hard.. =) thanks for always remindin me to look upon God and rely on Him.. thanks alot.. =)

i have not finished shoppin for cny stuff.. OH NO

your name wrote at ;; 10:20 PM

Sunday, February 04, 2007

ankle is recovering.. =) faster than i expected.. though still needa hobble ard.. but wells... at least it isnt swollen le.. =D tues shd be cn tk out bandage ba.. or maybe tues.. see how.. =)

this post is a dedication post.. =) aft facing with all that i had to face, i felt like.. i cnot connect with my friends anymore.. i felt tt.. i couldn.. share wif dem.. i felt like.. i m e onli one left behind.. i felt like noone could understand.. u noe its like.. how come e friends closest to me... dun understand...but.. in e end.. God placed other ppl whom i never tot would be..to help me thru this period.. not tt e close friends arent impt.. prob.. it tks time and effort to heal back the scar ba.. afterall... we've once been so close.. den sudd... everything change... kk back to focus... pple to thank.. in no order of merits.. =D

a) STEWARDS!!! first on list!! =) thanks alot for understanding when i didnt want to talk, thanks for understanding when i needed to talk, or when i jus needed to chill and hang ard.. thanks for the prayers, the chats.. thanks loads.. u guys have been a GREAT support.. =D

b) master... thank you for all e care and advices, and most imptly, helpin me and guiding me to reconcile with God.. and also helping me with my maths despite ur busy schedule.. =) thanks for offering and thanks for e heart.. =)

c) mr fan... thank you for all e pushing sessions.. all e sessions u motivated me, although there was this 40 cups starbucks.. but thanks alot for reminding me again and again that i am not a failure.. thanks for the quotes and all.. and thanks for all the reverse psychology tt ALMOST made me hate u! =p

d) alvin lai... the reason why i wanna thank u.. i guess.. onli u noe.. but thanks... for letting me be accontable to someone.. thanks.

e) danny ge... erm..act first time i talked to him was.. on fri..by chance, we got into same grp for prayer meeting.. and shared lo.. den aft prayer meeting he talked to me.. and shared and encourage me.. thanks alot.. =)

f) son... thanks alot.. for always being dere... though it was a little... jerky at the start of e yr.. but.. we're back to normal le! =)

g) kiat shing.. haha my buddy.. we are buddies for the purpose driven life book.. =) thanks for e encouragements, and the prayers.. =D u rawks! ok many girls esp.. ahem SL will be envious!! keke..

h) Shawn.. thanks for coming back.. as in though he come back not for me la.. =p but he come back pei me eat drink and be merry... reli enjoyed e time.. i was truly happy.. =D

i) my 3 dearest disciples.. =D though we always laugh and joke they noe i m upset.. and they will offer me with their hugs and words... though they are young, they are darlings.. =D thanks darlings!

j) jeremy.. u are so kelian.. haha everytime ask me wad happened, jus nice is when i dunwan share.. den u have to get e rejection.."sorry dun feel like talkin abt it now".. lol.. sorry sorry.. but i noe u care.. thanks..

*oh my gosh now i noe how stressful it is.. i cannot seem to rem all e ppl. if ileave out anyone.. SORRY! *

k) TJC TT TEAM.. aka t^3.. e card and all.. thanks for all e encouragements... reli nice to noe how much e team still loves me.. =D

l) 26/07.. my gosh.. sorry i was so emo on thurs.. sorry sorry.. haha..but u all reli sweet la.. =D sms me although same class, hug me in e middle of lecture suddenly... lol..thanks alot pple.. =)

m) ms jocelyn chan.. thank u for e verse tt u sent.. was quite surprised but nevertheless.. thanks alot... =) i shall do my chem tutorial more regularly.. =pp

n) 2 bros in ECF.. daniel and gup qing.. thanks for e book or lolipops or encouagements or prayers. all deeply appreciated.. =DD

o) eugene.. though didnt reli talk to u in SLC.. in e end.. still ended up talkin and u encouragin methis yr.. thanks alot! =D

p) e other repeat students.. u guys have reli been my moral support!! thanks alot... we'll get over this tog.. no matter wads our choice ultimately, lets jiayou tog yea!!

q) ananias... haha.. i think noone reading the blog will noe hu this is..lol.. unless i say another name.. but never mind.. he shall stay annonymous.. in case.. thanks alot for being there, and spending like... 4 hours chatting with me. sometimes u talked.. sometimes u kept quiet.. when i was most confused.. thanks alot.. for being there.. what a weird way we met and talked.. but guess it was planned all along.. thanks alot...in the future i still will have to rely on u alot... i will help myself, bcuz i wun let u or anyone else down.. =) thanks alot ananias..

r) Daddy in heaven.. thanks for not forsaking me when i left u.. thanks for ur endless knocks on my door. thanks for putting e pple above in my life.. thank GOd..

mans.. i m so sorry.. i reli vv stressed le! haha.. sudd cant think of anyone else..so jus end like tt.. will update if i think of any others.. =) but to those i have mentioned.. thank u!! u guys have been great.. supporting me along e way.. i wouldn have made it thru without u guys.. =D

your name wrote at ;; 9:53 PM

why must i sprain my ankle like now??

went for baptism course tday.. was ok la.. guess i m a restless person, so kept moving ard.. lol.. act tday den i ask parents abt baptism.. still not very confirmed.. hmm hope can ba.. =)

today went for dinner den aft tt polar bear.. tday was a heated one manz.! exciting with a little element of irritatants.. =pp

i reli hope my ankle will recover before tUES.. I wan to train!! why on earth did they change the rule to forbid TA 1 and 2 to play!! =((

unexpected circumstances..

your name wrote at ;; 12:30 AM

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