Tuesday, August 26, 2008

i am not sure if this is the life i want to be pursuing
sometimes i wonder
how come my life can change 360degrees in just like half a year
oh well
maybe i really need to
re evaluate what i want in life
like what i really want

thanks wx for tryin to talk to me
but like i said
prob i reli need to re evaluate what i reli want in life
and prob muster all the courage before i decide to step into the life i was living before
but still thank you
for always being one of those who try to pull me back

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your name wrote at ;; 8:18 PM

Saturday, August 16, 2008

haha decided to show some pic of my dye-ed hair
though it is not vv obvious in the pic okay
maybe nt even seen-able but i m jus bored..
rahhh


i look like i have short hair here :P


side view (should be able to see the col better)


( front view of my layered hair)
back to studying~~

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your name wrote at ;; 6:58 PM

FINALLY

i guess many htm yr 2 students will have the same sentiments as me
it is FINALLY over
SSM SSM SSM
is OVER
last thursday was my last week of SSM
and i HAD to be the headwaitress
i tell you i was freaking out since two nights before
every now and then
my mind will go back to the checklist of wad to do and wad not to
but vv proud of the team
bcuz like Mr Zainal said
we reli did improve alot
(:

and so
jus as i promised myself,
i went to DO SOMETHING about my hair immediately after ssm is over
my my
my hair was like a bush alr
(for those who do not noe wad ssm is, it is a module whereby we work in a functioning formal dining restaurant, and it sorta function like in army. yea go figure)
so ya we had to tie our hair into a bun ( and by bun i mean reli bun with NOT A SINGLE STRAND OF HAIR NOT IN PLACE THUS I DID NOT DARE TO CUT MY HAIR)
and we had to have our hair in black (which meant i had to spray it black every wk)
so ya today i went to dYe my hair
and layer my hair
phew i finally feel neat

exams are coming
hehehe
i shd start mugging
SOON
i wanna go for a leg massage first!!

oh ya thanks chyr for coming to support on thurs
and thanks for leaving so late so we had more time to clean up without being timed:)
and thanks for that comment you left on the comment form, which chef immediately identified was written by my friend :P

i have a few pic of me in ssm. shall upload next time when i have more courage :P

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your name wrote at ;; 5:01 PM

Tuesday, August 05, 2008

SCREWED

i feel so screwed
oh God
i feel so screwed
ssm test thurs
ssm proposal due thurs
BESE proj due on fri
geogtravel on fri
geogtravel test mon

my results are like a mess
everything is not going on smoothly now
my results, my lessons..
after all those busy hustle bustle
i feel like i am down to zero
the emptiness is like engulfing me
i am afraid
so afraid of the world i am putting myself in
i am afraid that i made wrong decisions
that now i have to bear the consequences

some things i just kept to myself
i feel like my heart is hardened
hardened to feelings
hardened to care
i feel the mask grow thicker and thicker
and i am starting to lose sight of everything

please tell me its not over
please tell me
it is not game over

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your name wrote at ;; 5:56 PM

Monday, August 04, 2008

sometimes it is really about perspective
i remember the time me and son set at cartel
of course that was when she still had that short short hair
haha
and we made a whole list of must haves
but when it comes down to reality
i think son will agree with me
that it isnt reli all that impt
so son,
i am glad i gave you my support that time
glad that you are still happy
and that you never ever regret
love ya!

i am now so bz
though projs are mostly over
left a few individual stuff
but my exams are coming
and i am quite screwed
because i aint exactly vv on track
so yea
mugging time for me

anw i moved out of one more phase of my life
the kallang phase
though i didnt blog much
i reli did enjoy myself there
teaching these peeps english
seeing them improve from literally zero
building a bond with every single one of them
so much so that the girls tell me everything
i felt like a family there
but i guess its time for me to move on
cant keep staying there

i need to get my life back
back onto the lit road
wait for me, don't leave me behind....Jesus

your name wrote at ;; 5:39 PM

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