Cassandra Loh

Monday, February 27, 2006

i'm jus back from PLMGS and a miracle reli happened.. and dis reli caused me to think...

i went to plmgs today to watch the juniors take their long awaited CHAMPION throphies... went with grace.. but we reach tt tym they all left le.. =x so we were like quite sian la.. den we walk back to bus stop lo.. it is like at SERANGOON!! ya.. den walk back le. den was choosing which bus to tk.. den e bus came.. den realised I LOST MY WALLET!!! which is act vv weird.. bcuz i rem i got tap aft droppin off e bus.. den we nv stop anywhere aft tt.. so we walked back( bcuz no card and grace no more coins so haf to walk back like 5 stops!!) to plmgs... den we still culdn find.. so i was like kinda lost hope.. but in me, i kept praying on the way la.. that i wil find my wallet with GOD's strength... ya.. den cantt find.... haiz.. den went in to plmgs to check though it is impossible to be dere since we nv even stop walkin since we steppend into pl.. we jus went to hall den realise ahs pple left le den we go off le.. but still since we reach then we go check lo.. den the path we walked dun haf... so i asked 2 pl gals where the general office was.. den they showed us e way la.. then i go ask.. den the person dere ask me alot of qn la.. lady: wad col is ur wallet
me: light blue
grace: got a butterfly dere with a string i think
me: no la no string
lady: wad school are u from
me: anglican high
lady gives a weird expression
lady: do u have any identification inside
man: wad's your name
me: LOH WEI NING
man: correct la
man passed to me
me: oh thanks.. may i know where u all found it
lady: 2 NGEE ANN GIRLS found it in the toilet
me: cant be!!! i never even walk past the toilet!! die the money insie sure gone
lady: no.. all the money still inside
wei ning stares in disbelief

ya dis was wad had happened la.. shocking rite?/ like isn't it a miracle??? i didnt even go pass thwe toilet so if it was found dere, surely is someone took den take e money den throw in toilet ma.. or else hu so dumb will take the wallet and put in toilet???? rite?? but my everything is still inside.. so.. all i can sae is PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!

ya so from his incident.. God can perform miracles.. and these miracles are only from Him. why do we see so many miracles in the bible but not in our lives?? dun question God.. He has His own plan lo.. so ya la.. on e way back.. i was thinkin.. God has HIs own plan lo.. so why worry abt anything.. " DON'T WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING INSTEAD, PRAY ABOUT EVERYTHING. TELL GOD WHAT YOU NEED AND THANK HIM FOR ALL HE HAS DONE. IF YOU DO THIS, YOU WILL EXPERIENCE GOD'S PEACE." PHIL.4:6-7 ya lo.. so true.. see ar.. i keep worrying abt how me and isaac turn out.. but wad's e point lo?? right?? int he end if God wants me to be with him, i cant do anything to stop Him lo.. jus like how my wallet would turn out in sum where SO IMPOSSIBLE!! but if God does NOT want me to be with him, den... now i keep worrying and hopin.. it is also extra la.. ya lo.. so.. haha... CASSANDRA HAS WOKEN UP! yep.. for real this tym.. learn to trust in the LORD la.. =) so isaac, i've let go.. i duno if u will read dis.. but i hope u will.. i've let go le.. i reli have.. i will leave everything to HIM!!!! =)

ok now on a more serious note... i need to tk the p6 cell with wei xuan and aloy w/o any leader lo.. so pray for me.. details sae next tym cuz my account no money and i lazy top up.. haha.. so.. tts it!! bye...

PRAISE THE LORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/s: grace thanks for pei ing me man!!! =) u rawkz!!

your name wrote at ;; 7:08 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

hey son.. ouch.. that hurt.. yea it reli did.. i am now in the library.. and.... i reli almost cried.. yea but anyway.. i agree with wad u sae la.. i oso know i shd forget.. i also noe that i shd jus look upon him as a normal fwen.. i tried i reli did.. but i cant!! everytime i go to the airport.. or when i go to galilee... i jus cant get over.. i know how he feels abt me.. i m absolutely clear now.. esp aft wad u said.. but.. i'm sorry.. i cant forget i reli cant.. i haf tried and failed.. and it is reli tiring.. i even went to the extent of gg to the airport and try to remember all our past.. and NOT letting those past affect me.. yi du gong du.. but it didnt work.. i still cant.. i can appear aloof in front of everyone... but when it is left with me and our Father.. i noe he noes how i feel.. i noe that when i am crying and missing him.. i noe that HE is also cryin with me.. i noe that HE feels my heartache too.. but i also noe that HE has HIs own plan for me and that is y HE didnt let me haf him.. but it is alrite.. reli... i wun grumble or complain that i cant be with him.. i reli dun mind. i jus hope thati can care for me.. and that when he needs someone i m dere.. and when sumthing happens to him, i m dere to encourage him.. and dat when he needs a listening ear or when he needs a punching bag.. i m always here.. he may nv use me anymore.. bcuz he doent want to care abt me.. but at least i hope that he knows.. i am here.. ever ready waiting to be dere for him.. ya thats all.. nth more..

ok wow.. long one.. ok anyway.. updates.. yest i went to changi rise.. yes u didnt hear wrongly.. it is changi rise.. his house.. u noe why.. long story. i m supposed to give follow up dere.. den in the end i dunno wad happen then eunice nv ans call s and all.. and the other two pri6s and i were like waiting like idiots la.. so i decided to sms him to ask him for help.. though he sounded very unwilling, but yeah.. he still helped me.. when i stepped in,... i almost cried.. i miss the place so much.. dun sae i am kua zhang but the smell was reli still e same.. the smell of the place and all.. the outlooks.. everything.. i miss the place so much man.. ya den i gave follow up and all lo..

tml rachel is leaving for australia le.. dunno y but ppl ard me are all leaving.. i'll miss rachel so much,, zhe me shuo we were both from xiao..and now we still in the same serving cell.. the pri6s cell.. so ya.. developed a rather close relationship with her lo..=( i reli pray that she will be fine dere and wwill reli get use t the place asap... and that when she is lonely.. she will nv forget that JESUS is always with her on every journey she embarks on.. amen! =) when she is leaving..den i also felt smth.. is it always when we lose smth then we know how to treasure it?!?!

ya.. i shall stop here la.. gg airport now..meet prisch friend... lolz airport AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!! ='( okok... stopwhining!!! i tot i jus promised to be dere for him.. not to be his burden by keep sticking to him like glue...

"now den i reli feel this feeling dat he felt.. ying wei zai yi qian nian yi hou, shi jie zao yi mei you wo. wu fa shen qing wo zhe ni de shou, qian wen zhe ni er tou.. bie deng dao yi qian nian yi hou, suo you ren dou yi wang le wo.. na shi hong she huang hun de sha mo hui you shui jie kai chan rao qian nian de ji mo.."

a verse for myself and for everyone out dere.. " some trust in chariots and some in horses but i trust in the name of the Lord our GOd..."

your name wrote at ;; 3:50 PM

Wednesday, February 08, 2006

it is indeed a long tym huh? heex.. anw hello everyone.. or rather.. my two readers.. haha realised how sweet u all are lor.. always comment! =) firstly let me sae smth.. results are coming out in 2 daes tym.. good la.. dun wan to drag on further.. i believe everything God does He has His plans lo.. so no need to be too sad over results if nv do well la.. =) sae ez but i duno when it reli happens i can tk it not.. haha but o well..

let me share abt my dear jc friends.. =) i muz reli thank God i've got a great OG group so it is like.. my JC life has been rather colourful la..=) later share with u all a few interesting characters.. but reli.. i dun think i wana stay in TPJC lei.. although i will definitely miss e pple here la.. esp those j2s whom i m gg to intro vv soon!!! =) first... one og my.. ogl i guess... haha.. he is reli a great guy.. description.. he is a christian.. fastestr 400m guy in school.. fastest 100m guy in school.. plays in hockey school team.. friendly.. cant speak chinese.. haha ok.. second person.. table tennis captain.. fun loving.. nice eyes... played with isaac b4.. vv caring and helpful.. ping pong is like siao... playing style exactly like isaac.. third person.. a raffles guy.. super cute.. fastest long distance runner in school.. hockey member also.. when he runs his hair will fly up.. =) okiez.. now dun start questioning y all guys.. bcuz.. in TPJC table tennis i onli train with the guys i dun train with the gals so i duno them at all... den there are no other ways to know seniors le.. oh and in track abut track is not interactive de so i dun reli mix.. =) oki... BUT BUT BUT..i wanna emphasize.. i like NONE... i duno y but like so many good guys put ionfront of me but u noe wad.. none interest me.. ok.. so dun start guessing or wad kz.. =)

ok... on sunday i went to yan coach's house to bai nian.. and i saw isaac.. i tried vv hard to start a conversation la.. at least i think i tried lo.. but it didnt seem to work to me.. =( nvm io wun give up de.. i wun give up this friend of mine.. read his blog... he seem to be troubled over some stuff... i vv vv vv long nv read his blog le.. so read den like WAH!! so many happenings... haha.. jus wana tell him.. (if he reads) " hey isaac... tk care yea? your back and your knee and your whole body la.. u noe u are super accident prone de.. so muz tk care.. esp ur back.. vv impt part of ur body!! and ur mental.. hmmm.. dun get pessimistic k.. muz stay optimistic u noe.. bcuz.. if u get pessimistic, then e battle is lost le.. =) jiayou!! will be praying for u!! and well done on e thief! u are a police man!!! ur parents muz be proud of ya!!! =) "

k jus now i asked isaac to look after his back rite.. well.. my back is hurt too.. so i noe how it feels lo.. i strained a nerve in my back.. so it affected my right hand and my left hearing.. so now my left hearing like on off de.. den my right hand also vv weak.. yeah but dun worry.. i will be fine.. jus that quite upset bcuz of this rite.. i lost to a sec1 gal in table tenni.. but nvm.. injury ma as WX said.. =) so isaac muz tk care k!!!!!

hmmm.. ya i shall stop here i guess... to grace and chyr.. tk care k... hope u all wun get too affected... tk care and i will keep u all in my prayers... miss u all loads.. qi too!! i miss u man captain!! and to son.. hey.. vv touched tt u asked isaac if he culd still be ur lao pa.. =) also vv glad tt u all are back to friends.. tts like so great!! though i m quite envious.. but.. good for u man!! dun lose this relationship again kz.. treasure it!!! bye da jia!

your name wrote at ;; 5:48 PM