its times like this that i realise how precious sleep is
Labels: valentine
Labels: random
Labels: filming, reunion dinner
your name
wrote at ;; 2:24 AM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
which i dun think i did well
but ahh well.. its over
lol
ended it quite sweetly
let the pictures do the talking..
present i gave him (black), present he gave me (white)
present he gave me... from..
yea swarovski..
present i gave him (stole idea from grace)
presentsss
and because of this..
he is my valentine (:
HAPPY VALENTINES' DAY PEOPLE
and especially to my cliqueyour name
wrote at ;; 11:15 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
ahh but i am still alittle awake
saw that twin did the 25 random thingy
and so
since even my twin did it
i shall do it before i sleep
hehe
1. i give dogs convenient and nice names (reminded by grace) for eg: my first dog is called doggy derived from dog, and now one of my dogs is called rascal, derived from russel
2. i prob can't do without my car anymore
3. i am actually becoming a homey, as in i dun like gg out anymore
4. i dislike lecturers who make me cry and still dont bother
5. i've a clique of 5 of us, in which i am very sure will never part (:
6. this clique consists of crazy people. 2 are maddies who dare to do almost anything, 1 is silly enough to drag us to boon lay to buy straws, and the other can sing SHE songs for the whole k session. i am the craziest because i succumb to all these people and follow suit :p
7. i used to love purple but now i dislike that colour
8. i hate cold blooded animals like snakes and frogs
9. i love shopping but i hate walking
10. i officially dislike sentosa because i have been going there for a whole semester
11. i jus came back from a short catch up session with a friend i haven met for vv long at downtown macs
12. i love driving after 2am
13. i have never been stopped in a road block
14. i always think policemen in their uniforms are cool, and so i always offer to accompany people to the police station :p
14. i am filming a mediacorp drama now, and i kinda dread to watch myself in april
15. my shoe size is bigger than normal, resulting in much difficulties finding nice fitting shoes. So i know all about how finding the right shoes require patience.
16. i get hooked onto hk dramas much more than taiwan
17. i rarely appreciate korean/jap dramas
18. i have never read a comic in my life
19. i miss the hk trip with my clique, and i wish they would consider a shoppin trip again soon
20. i dont mind gg for an overseas cip with my clique ( we organise ourselves)
21. i love cantonese as a dialect
22. i've recently learnt an important lesson to not judge people for who they are because i am nobody to judge them
23. i miss changi hospital's food
24. i actually do miss my cell
25. i am so gonna have a hard time waking up tomorrow
wasn't that hard
tomorrow is a long day
spending almost the entire day with tseyun
p/s: natalia will prob never see this.. but all the best there. miss us, and do come back with nougats soon. Give ya my blessings, and so sorry i cant send u off :(
alright off to bed for 4 hours of precious sleepyour name
wrote at ;; 4:32 AM
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
very soon, my 2nd year of poly is going to be over
i quickly browsed through some of my previous posts
and came across one where i was contemplating between poly or jc
reading the post, i still can feel what i felt then
the struggle, desperate for a direction
it was the first time in my life i realised
i need to make a REAL decision
quite some time ago
met up with some of my sec sch guy friends
in particular dangshi, who also was in tjc with me
he told me stuff tt i did then when i was uber depressed
i laughed at myself, and brushed it away
but when i thought back
i can never believe i walked through those shit and came out alive
then i remember what a lecturer asked me recently
he asked me if i liked what i finally chose
and told me to keep my eyes on God to make the rest of my life decisions
life is simple
it should be
but human tend to over- complicate stuff
making what seem to be simple tough
love for example was always easy
it was always about whether
i love him?
he loves me?
we love God?
he loves my family?
i love his family?
if all the above is yes
we are all set to go
remember a joke i had in my jc days
long story but to cut short
i actually just said "let's go" when i tot a guy reli asked me to be with him
but now
"let's go" seems naive
seems like many things have to be thought about too
its not only about me, you, God, my family, your family
its about him and her and they and anonymous
of course i know
that when you reli love him
what him/her/they/anonymous say shd be taken lightly
but still
who can safely say tt they wont be affected
and to people like YOU who have been backstabbing me and him
i dun see how saying all that will make u feel good about urself
why cant u just live YOUR own life and stay out of ours
from all the different people i hear different versions
but no matter how i track down
its still always you who started the fire
what do you want of me??
what difference will it make to your life when you do this?
sigh.. not feeling good about this at all
why cant people just leave me aloneeeeeeeeeyour name
wrote at ;; 12:48 AM
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
so i had time finally to meet up with my darling clique (:
although i had filming that day and thus met them very very late..
and didnt have dinner with them
only had starbucks (:
top: qi, grace, twin
bottom: me, chyr
haha this photo is so candid!
at my dad's karaoke
the 5 of us again!! :D
love you guys!
reli sooo happy that we can dun meet for awhile but still talk so normally
like we will never feel awkward around each other
like we can sing and go out of tune forever and not feel bad
let this friendship always go on k(:
okay the next picture will make every girl jealous :P
i told dyt i would do this
hehe...
tired after a LONG day of shoot
alrights thats all for now..
happy cny everybody (:
cass signing off (:your name
wrote at ;; 3:43 PM