Wednesday, December 27, 2006

you know.. as the time draws near, i reli feel like escaping.. oh give me a break.. pls give me a break..u noe when u get so scared abt everything and anythin.. i needa break.. i will tk a break... dun be shocked or surprised if u cnot get me, bcuz i needa break..

tired of being a figurine..

your name wrote at ;; 12:29 AM

Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Very Long Never Blog Le

wow... reli vv long never blog liao... shall reli blog abt my life...

SPORTMAG

when i first chose to go to sportmag for internship, it is because it is 1mth.. it is a vv good way to escape from thinkin of some things that u dun wish to think about lo.. when i went there, i quite regretted at first.. bcuz it was like reli kinda boring la. i had to like write articles leh!!! like i dun have enough from GP... lol.. but in the end.. yue write yue smooth la.. i wrote the most no. of long articles.. but reli learnt alot..like my writing style etc... reli enjoyed la.. the company there was also very interesting la.. my fellow interns, Grace, Celine and Jon... had a good tym with dem.. den pple like gordon(my boss), Scott(a vv pro art director), Yong Jin( some internet thingy la)... vv cool... and also the big big bosses, Lina and Wei Yong... great peeps la.. it was a vv relaxing place to work lo.. no need wear nice nice.. my boss sometimes even come in shirt and shorts.
christmas celebration with sportmag cum last day
it was reli fun la.. like hadd reli good food.. i enjoyed almost all e food.. esp the black pepper crab that Gordan cooked.. wow... vv vv nice =) hehe.. but it was like SUPER la.. haha..vv vv nice lor... ya den we played zhong ji mi ma.. my gosh.. playing with these pple are vv diff can.. forefeits were like drinking a whiole 1.5l of water.. tt was celine's. and Jon's... haha super funny.. drink finish a bottle of coke.. or pepsi.. without letting the bottle leave his mouth.. means sorta like one gulp la.. reli tough man. haha... den we made poor scott eat VEGE meal!! haha i jus got to learn that he act dun eat vege at all.. like reli dun la!! like even watermelon he dun like de.. den he had to eat alot of vege.. many times he almost puked.. could see he genuinely dun like vege.. =p SCOTT EAT NORE VEGE LA! oh and i got to noe two guys, who are part timers la.. one is call albert and the other is iz.. they''re reli cool peeps lo.. yepp

RenAi camp
ok this is reli reli exciting k.. i am the secretary of this camp.. and bcuz of it... i reli faced alot of stuff la... ppl think i m irresponsible when i reli haf my reasons.. but anw.. ya shant tok abt tt... the camp turned out well.. *pat on shoulder for whole camp comm!* and God was great *pat on shoulder for GOD* the weather never once failed us.. reli cool... the BS made me realise smth.. i m living without a dream now..... my gosh... sounds freaky.. kk anw. ya.. den the most exciting part.. Boot camp.. ok if u all dunno (maybe bcuz u all never go army b4), boot camp is supposed to be torturous... for the ppl tkin part in it.. and for our case, also torture for the pple organising it... we didnt slp tt day.. oh no reli nv slp at all.. at ard 1am, after debrief with camp comm abt e day, i went to bathe with the rest of the girls from camp comm.. we went to the DNT block la.. den sin hui go in le.. den a centipede crawled rapidly into her cubicle.. my gosh!!!! it was like so scary.. she had to quickly get dressed and come out la.. den we called wei xuan to help lo.. but when he came, it was gone.. but when he was gone, it came out.. haha so we tot it was too unsafe.. so we went back to bao shen lou to bathe.. then me and sin hui and dianne went to prepare the drinks ( will talk more abt that later). at 3am, we all gathered outside fu tang. wei xuan prayed.. bcuz it is reli a vv.. scary prog la.. ya.. den after which,, those pple in charge of waking the members did their job.. i was supposed to be at parade square to get them to be in pumping position.. and i had to be FIERCE.. i tell u.. it reli was so not me.. i was esp fierce to anna, my disciple.. bcuz i reli wanted her to learn not to be so nua la.. ya.. but she was quite poor thing.. den aft being drilled by wei xuan, like in pumping position, and get up and down, and change this get that bla bla bla.. they went to their stations. shall onli tok abt my station, my station we will ask dem if they r Christians.. if yes.. den they have to drink up some disgusting drink la.. all said yes la. den i realised this was too easy. so i made dem sing songs or memo verse la.. ya.. aiyah den jus smth lidat la.. den we had to walk to ECP.. i was alr like a zombie.. wasnt feelin well bcuz i had cramps.. =( so when i reached dere, i jus like collapsed.. as in slp la.. ya.. den they said i snored.. ok sorry i was jus too tired la! sorry. hehe.. den aft tt went back to church.. ya tts all..

Recruitment Drive
ok this one i mus reli say.. i was kinda disappointed.. ok basically church had a recruitment drive la. it was like for us to reconsider our serving positions, and for some of us older ones, whether we want to step us to take a new role lo.. and for the sec4s, to let dem start serving la.. ya.. so i was reli tinkin hard wad to do.. den my STEWARD cell mates said.. go Pri 6 cell.. confirm de.. they were so confident tt i could do it.. act i didnt want to la.. bcuz.. i dun reli like or noe e p6 ma. so didnt reli like e idea.. but i went to look for someone to tok to la. den this someone, i never work with b4.... den this person told me that i shdn be cell leader or intern bcuz i dun meet some of the eexpectations and all la.. i was so taken aback la.. like.. wad! ya.. den went to tok to pwj..who is my cell leader.. afft tokin vv long, she help me circle cell intern la.. den i told her i cant la.. but she said she felt that it was e right thing to do.. yepp.. i jus felt tt person could be alittle less judgmental on me lo.. aiyah dunno la.. its over anw,..

STEWARD CELL STAY OVER CUM CHRISTMAS PARTY
this was reli way cool.. went to pwj house to stay.. we ate kfc plus california pizza.. den watched 9pm channel 8 show.. den aft tt had cell evaluation. aiyah all these quite confidential den since alot of ppl noe my blog le den beta nt say. den aft tt they say they wanted to watch meet the Fockers. den i watched also la. but expectedly i fell aslp.. hehe oops... lol.. den i woke up jus nice when e show ended.. zhun hor.. haha.. den ya lo we had a talk la.. den wei xuan joined us.. den we taled and prayed for each other. at tt point, i reli loved the cell more than anything. we reli prayed for each other and all leh! in the wee hours of e day.. and we ended prayer tt tym, it was like 6 le.. lol.. i went to slp la.. den all of us wanted to go home ard 7 plus la.
i felt a bang on my head. i heard this man's voice "wake up la! wak e u so long le!! wk up!!" i opened my eyes. jus nice another pillow came flying at me. oh it was wei xuan (as usual). yuan lai they were waking me up for e past like.. duno how long.. i looked at e tym.. great! 11 plus.. wad happened to the 7plus.. lol.. i think all of us overslpept la.. haha.. ya den we went 85 for lunch den went to office le.. we talked alot abt matters close to our hearts.. reli kinda.. great..

CHRISTMAS EVE AND DAY
i wasnt reli lookin forward to christmas.. bcuz for one.. my family's not in spore.. first tym christmas without family ma.. secondly, my friends are all bz with their families.. so quite sian la.. christmas eve i went to bugis with my master (daniel) and liu ying.. den we shop ahile onli den go food court nua.. den aft tt went to bugis street.. den aft tt went for good kway chap.. hee yum.. den aft tt liu ying say needa go.. den left me and daniel. we shopped awhile. den we looked at e rain, then we jus felt like nuaing.. so we went to shaw to nua.. haha.. went to this turkey restaurant, tried some interesting sauce for bread calle Hummus.. haha.. at first it tasted weired.. but eat long den ok le.durin this nuaing session, managed to tok to daniel... we talk talk talk den duno how we ended up toking abt smth i haf been avoiding to tok abt so long.. my retain. we tok vv long abt it lo.. but he was reli a great listening ear la.. ya.. thanks master! -)

retain
finally.. e most impt thing.. the thing tt is gg to affect my life vv soon.. for those readers hu dunno. i m honoured to tell u tt i haf been retained. ya thanks alot... den aft tokin to master, i realised, it is real lo.. it is jus next week when i haf to go to sch.. with my GREEN uni whilst others in their sec sch uni. my gosh.. u can try killin me.. it is reli a horrible feeling.. then imagine all ur friends.. haiz... they promote tt tym u jus fin promos la.. man.. i feel like life jus stopped for one yr.. haiz.. duno la.. i m seriously nt lookin forward to sch reopen.. i dunno what i m feelin, so dun try askin tt.. i jus... know tt i dun wan to hear ppl tokin abt it and all.. i mean, call it sensitive or wad, i dun wish to tok abt it.. unless rite.. like my master, we tok and he listened. i told him alot tt he dunno.. ya lo.. den i realised not everybody i want dem to noe abt me lo.. ya.. i guess i m not tkin it well enuf yet. hais....

tt shd be all.. if have iw ill update de.. -) gosh i m reli so tired.. consecutive many days slp so little.. haha.. so i shall blog e rest if haf next tym.. =) hey u all mus reaf din the blog.. although long.. but quite intersting ma!!! ya lo.. so i hearby wish my readers a merry christmas! enjoy boxing day.. and rem.. God loves u and so do i..

your name wrote at ;; 1:45 AM

Monday, December 11, 2006

.. now at sport mag..hee hee.. vv restless bcuz jus fin trng ma. so vv tired.. anw... since i m so bored, i decided to do some interesting things to benefit my dear readers.. =DD enjoy!

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