Wednesday, September 14, 2005

wow seems reli long since i blogged la.. kk i shall sttart by saeing.. i am super stressed ar.. duno la.. see me stil can laugh and joke right.. act i already to my optimum pt of stress le.. reli la... i mean.. prelims leh! these past few papers were not too good.. took ss lit and a maths.. a maths worst. the other two ard e same.. i noe act prelims not vv impt to me bcuz i m not gg to jc ma.. but call me competitive or wad.. i dun wan to see my results like 20 den others like 10.. i may not wan to go jc for first 3 mth. but still.. dun wan do badly.. kk.. anw.. sum stuff are strucking me now la.. nmaybe when i m feeling bz or wad la.. den i m starting to like think alot when i haf a litlle free time.. like reflect la. den i reflected on my past zuo wei la. from him onwards... when i broke with him.. i was so selfish, so rash and so no li zhi.. hurt him so much and with some stupid logic.. aiyah... but tts over anw la. jus a reflection..apologised to him le.. and glad to see him back to normal. though he seems weird.. and i m not the onli one hu think so.. den came the church prob..guess it was also me la... like reli it reli has some fault in me.. den now i m scared e prob will re appear.. and dis tym this prob will be worse( if it surfaces) so praying hard dat nth will happen, and even if smth happen, it will haf a gd ending lo...prelims will be over quite soon i guess.. two more daes.. den a few daes of break.. den aft tt three more daes.. it will past soon la. den the ordeal of getting back my paper will be here...but anw... i dun care la.. bcuz i noe GOD controls everything ultimately.

now is another thing.. thesefew daes.. or rather b4 YH went to army la.. i was being tormented by... this prob la.. spiritually lo.. so it is like.. it was an ordeal for me.. thank GOD for him.. he was like dere for me la.. but den when he went off i was like oh no this is it.. luckily.. reli luckily.. i had still good 2H-ers liek jW and WJ.. thanks alot.. for pei ing me dat nite la.. den SKG talked to me abt it on sun too.. i got wad he meant la. thanks SKG.. now shd be beta le ba.. yeah..

i wanna thank all those hu haf been praying for me or wishin me gd luck all e way these period of tym.. though ur messages may seem small.. but it reli made a big diff la.. so thanks alot lo.. k la i need to go study le.. tml chem le.. so will try to cum again soon.. and to the few who i always read ur blog.. i jus read urs... and happy that things r gg on quite fine for u all.. tata!

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