wow seems reli long since i blogged la.. kk i shall sttart by saeing.. i am super stressed ar.. duno la.. see me stil can laugh and joke right.. act i already to my optimum pt of stress le.. reli la... i mean.. prelims leh! these past few papers were not too good.. took ss lit and a maths.. a maths worst. the other two ard e same.. i noe act prelims not vv impt to me bcuz i m not gg to jc ma.. but call me competitive or wad.. i dun wan to see my results like 20 den others like 10.. i may not wan to go jc for first 3 mth. but still.. dun wan do badly.. kk.. anw.. sum stuff are strucking me now la.. nmaybe when i m feeling bz or wad la.. den i m starting to like think alot when i haf a litlle free time.. like reflect la. den i reflected on my past zuo wei la. from him onwards... when i broke with him.. i was so selfish, so rash and so no li zhi.. hurt him so much and with some stupid logic.. aiyah... but tts over anw la. jus a reflection..apologised to him le.. and glad to see him back to normal. though he seems weird.. and i m not the onli one hu think so.. den came the church prob..guess it was also me la... like reli it reli has some fault in me.. den now i m scared e prob will re appear.. and dis tym this prob will be worse( if it surfaces) so praying hard dat nth will happen, and even if smth happen, it will haf a gd ending lo...prelims will be over quite soon i guess.. two more daes.. den a few daes of break.. den aft tt three more daes.. it will past soon la. den the ordeal of getting back my paper will be here...but anw... i dun care la.. bcuz i noe GOD controls everything ultimately.