Sunday, May 28, 2006

~a story...a girl.. trapped in a mountain.. it is very cold.. and vv dark.. and no one noes she is there.. no one cares tt she is there..she feels lost.. and she feels tt no one loves her even though she loves alot of pple..~

shall sum up the week ba...

start from wed.... went to watch da vinci code with my cell.. hmm.. it wasn;t as impactful as i tot it wuld be but nevertheless. . i m standin firm in my faith.. den aft tt rite..me and wx had to go back to school to stay overnite to run..(will talk abt tt more later..) so we went lo.. den was walking wth PWJ.. den i looked up.. and i saw isaac... den wx was like later he tot we two tog bla bla bla..i wasnt reli concern abttt lo.. bcuz since he and i let go le... whoever we r with shdn concern each other le lo.. justt. i was more concern if we culd talk and be friends again.. sadly we didnt.. so was kinda disappointed la.. ya anw.. abt e run. tj was gg to haf sports carnival onthurs and fri ma..so it was like the start of the camp den some tjc students haf to like tog run 290 rounds to commemorate the start lo..den vv sway.. table tennis peeps had to run at 3:45am.. wa super tiring.. aft running.. my ankle felt like it was gg to tear apart... it was super super pain.. but.. aft a while.ok make it after some while.. it was beta le lo.. ya so tt was wed..

den thurs.. sprts carnival started.i was ic of tabletennis.. with dang shi la.. den bcuz dang shi and some others had other games.... so i was like rather bz.. den got zhuang kuang happen.. so i had to di sheng xiaqi sae sorry to this girl la. but ok.. nvm at least it ws settled..den ya.. when it was finally over i was like super relieved.. den iwent home and slp.. till 9pm.. woke up dneaft awhile slp again.. haha too tired le..

den fri. was a slack dae la!!! nthto do.. did my CL test.. den aft rot and rot and rot.. den announcementwas tt we culd onli leave at 4.. wa den me and grace cannot tahan.. so we sneaked out lo.. haha.. bad hor.. den at nite.. had this fashion parade thingy... lolz lame thing la.. den ya. bla bla bla..

today sat.. i didnt want to go cell.. duno y. jus dun wan.. den angie call sae need help.. so i went lo.. den aft tt aft cell didn wan go service la.. den i told wei jie.. usully he will sae i shd stay.. but he nv sae anythin.. den i was like noone asssure me to stay oso..den i told liu ying.. den she oso nv sae anythihn. i was like quite amazed.. bcuz liu ying shd sae smth de ma..den in e end told wx. den he sae got service.. go service first. deni oso duno wad got over me i jus went lo. ya... ine end was again touched by Him..

ya tts e summary of this week.. tata

your name wrote at ;; 12:17 AM

Monday, May 22, 2006

help!!! i reli need help man.. at this point i blogging. i m at saturation point.. complete saturation point.. i hafen study chem bonding.. and i duno if i hafta take e test tml.. i haf to brief e tt peeps abt sports carnival but i oso hafen kao dim.. i got so many things to do.. it is not that i dun haf enough tym u noe. its.. i jus cant do it. i duno why.. jus saturated. i can star e at e comp for hours but duno wad to write for sports carnival and all.. i reli can feel e stress level..i cannot take it le.... y these 2 days mus pass so slow... jiu ming!!!!

Lord.. my daddy.. help me.. help me bcuz i m weak.. help me bcuz i haf no strength.. help me because without u i am nothing.. pls help me.....

~shi ta, yu wo tong xing de zu...~

your name wrote at ;; 11:05 PM

Wednesday, May 17, 2006

hmm... ok happenin stuff has happened to me.. everyone shd noe i haf a lousy ankle la. den ya.. tt dae aft physio i went for training.. den twisted abit when playing one side one.. den nvm la.. den aft tt went for cell.. den reach dere den suddenly a bit pain.. den still nvm la.. den when worship. .. wa super pain le.. was so thankful tt they started prayin.. so i culd like check my ankle without dem seeing ma.. den aft worship den i reli cant tk it le.. den ae wan go toilet den sit at kitchen tryin to loosen e pain.. den suddenly duno wy wei xuan come in...den he told e rest.. den they all came lo.. den wei xuan sae swollen so muz go hosp... den i duwan so bargain awhile lo.. den in the end call my mama den with wei xuan and shu ling i went to hosp lo.. den duno do wad la.. sat on wheelchair...den duno wad den onli left there at 12plus i think.. ya.. den now beta le la...

errs.. i wanna thank wei xuan and shuling.for accompanying me dere.. and for staying till so late.. hope ur parents didnt scold u all... reli thanks alot lo.. oh.. and also thanks for practically draggin me down lo.. ( sorry i m so heavy.. haha but i am NOT 90kg k.. haha i was jus jokin...) den wanna thank e whole cel oso la.. for praying for me.. and thanks to pwj"s mom for bein so sweet..=D yea... oh and thanks for the CRUNNCHES wei xuan.. haha....

ya it was a vv scary exp la.....den today i wanna watch the bball match but in the end... mummy dun let.. haiz... =( but we won.. heex...

mmz..... and happy bdae to hui hua.. sorry culdn go sch cel with u.. mmm.... tts e end for today's post.. oh ya!! u noe..for lian he zao bao comp.... my first opponent is a hwa chong quite good gal and my sec pponent is the NGEE ANN AGAIN!!!ARGHHHH can be gd frends le

your name wrote at ;; 7:45 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

PASSPORT!! haha.. lolz.. ok this joke is a weird joke..i sae l u all alsomay not find it funny.. but to us it is SUPER funny.. kk... later den sae..

todae some of the2H'03 peeps went to Ubin to cycle.. haha.den we bluf dangshi tt need airport the nite b4.. den bcuz he never go 4 den he believe.. lolz. den he tot for one whole nite den he decided he duwan go bcuz need passport den he from CHina den lidat vv ma fan.. haha den grace msg him in the morning sae no need. den he last min decided to come.. haha. den ya aft some dilly dally.. we finally reached ubin lo..den we rented bikes. den off we went! haha.. 2 pigs overslept.. pig 1 is samuel. hu met us str8 at changi ferry terminal.. pig 2 is juliana my DEAR TWIN hu reached when we al at ubin so shego dere study..lolz.. kk.. den we cycled for quite long.. den smt happen.. we were gg down this gravel slope..den i went quite fast la.. den the last 2 behind were grace and zi qi.. den suddenly they stop.. den i heard someone fall.. den i turn.. and i saw a gal face down.. i was like oops someone fell.. sway.. den i see grace standing dere so i tot shd be no prob..but nevertheless i went off the bike to see see look look.. den i got a SHOCK.. the gal ( a stranger whom we den found out is ex pupil of AJC) was bleeding so badly!11 her shirt was white but it turned red.. hr upper lip bleed until.. wa the skin pop out.. i oso duno how o explain. but the blood reli alot alot... den i ask her lie on me.. den she did la.. den wa the bleeding super bad so had no choice but to call the ubin police. they r also the rangers ma.. den they came aft vv long.. i think ubin vv bufang bian ba. den brought her to main land hospital la.. ya.. super scary lo.. den aft this we went o cycling la.. den blabla bla.. until lunch tym.. we ate lunch dere.. den we saw HUANG BI REN.. haha.. ya she also dere with family.. lolz.. den we eat la.. den went on to cycle ar ubin 1 more tym den we left go find juliana.. den we went to zi qi's house with to watch movie and play.. haha we watched monalisa smile and i not stupid 2.. den we played x box and DDR on key board de.. haha.. den at 8 we eft to west plaza( so happy so near my house.. ) haha. bcuz samuel's dad got a zhu chao shop dere so we went there to eat a big meal.. wa the dad vv nice. lolz.. we eat steam boat PLUS alot of other food. got sotong and all.. each person onli pay $5 andfor me i onli needed to pay $2.. lolz.. wad a move.. thanks man!! haha.. den we supposedly end the day le.. but now i m gg to watch movie with wei jie.. haha.. ya.. so hafen end.. haha.. oops i gtg my dad send.. i will cont later..


ok today is tml le.. as in aft watchin movie yestt den i vv tired... haha.. so now i cont... ya.. so abt the passport rite... is jus a replace name for scam.. u noe.. like we sae dio scam.. now we changed it to passport.. haha.. bcuz dang shi got scam ma.. haha... so we will like passport each other.. esp me and zi qi..haha... ya. oh yest watched posiedon with wei jie. it was vv nice la..=D so ya.. tml gg service.... hehe.. go slp le.. nite

your name wrote at ;; 11:34 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

hey hey hey.. haha quite long never post le.. hmm... i am happy.. haha.. i reli am.. bcuz i haf finally.. stepped out of tt darkness le. i finaly can see the light again.. haha.. i finally am not blinded by some pointless stuff and losing out on all the goodness God has created.. =D i reli wana thank a few pple..

first i wanna thank God.. thank that faithful daddy of mine.. this period of tym i was a naughty gal.. reli naughty... had doubts in Him.. even did nto trust Him.. but He never have p on me lo.. reli He didnt.. tym and tym again HE gave me a chance to reconcile with Him.. and tym and tym again i did.. but jus to drift away agin.. but now?? i am firm standing with Him.. waiting for His plans for me..

next i wana thank my dear friends.. esp grace, chyr, qi, son, lemon, hoi shek, aloy etc.. thanks for always being there lo... like sometimes i reli get irritable and all.. but ya thanks alot for bearing with me.. and at tyms being so firm with me.thanks alot..

next.. all the jiao lians.. haha. u all are reli cute man.. haha oneby one keep dvicing me abt isaac.. haha.. esp li jiao lian and ling jiao lian.. reli thanks alot lo.... u all nt only are coaches but good friends too! haha thanksalot.. li jiao lian was the vv firm one.. and ling jiao lian is the caring one.. thanks alot man!!!

lastly will also like to thank isaac..for tt firm conversation ttreli woke me up lo. ya.. so thanks la..

tts all.. =D

kk.. school is fine la.. getting alittle used to the studying thingy la.. ya... den my class oso quite cute la.. haha..den my chem.. haha bcuz nowmove to organic chem le. den i understand so can do tutorials and all... so it is fine le ba.. though i think i didnt do well for spa.. but wadeva it is over..

k la.. dun be so sao xing le la.. tml is vesak dae!! i m nt happy bcuz it is vesak dae but bcuz it is a HOLIDAY.. haha i reli need e break. yay tml got 2H'03 outin!!

gotta go le.. haha.. buaiz!!

your name wrote at ;; 11:13 PM

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

wa i am super super super super super angry today.. as in reli angry la.. ok lemme tell u all wad happened k..
let a be some chem teacher
a: everyone did so badly for chem pract, esp wei ning, don't even bother!
me: i where got never bother
a: look at your results
me: i passed when so many people failed la
a: fine.. but when u were doing the pract also like you don't bother
me: i never lo.i did try my best
a(screaming) : don't argue with me because i am only 19!
me: i am not arguing! i am jus reasoning out with you!
a(screaming): stop it ar Wei Ning!
me:can u just listen!
a: keep quiet
me: stop picking on me!
a: why would i pick on you when i dun even know you!
me: how would i noe?
den i started crying le.. den she just walked away.....

ok maybe it was my fault that i talked to her that way.. but hello!! i reli did my best and she reli is picking on me!!!arghhh>..... i m so sick of her lo.. luckily she leaving soon... super angry la... manz... i dun even feel like gg sch tml bcuz i muz see her for 2h tml.. wa i am super angry la.. o man.. i hope she leaves soon la..

anyway i dun care.. i noe i did my best... and i passed my mock when alot failed.. den my econs oso pass.. although i didnt pass high la.. but my class highest is 15/25... den i got 13.. ok la.. haiz.. wadeva.. humph...

today didnt go training bcuz my back pain again! haiz.. and rite.. i am saving money for alot of stuff.. so like cant spend too much.. so i bought a whole loaf of wholemeal bread... =D

aiya my whole dae mood is GONE bcuz of a... argh.!!! jiu ming ar.... i need some anger management!

your name wrote at ;; 9:29 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

jus came home from studying with sheri... haha it went quite well..quite productive la.. at least for her lo...haha i got teach her ma. i oso did my alkanes and my GP lo.. haha and alittle APGP.. yep.. but nvm la. her exams cumin so exams more impt lo.. hahahope i haf been of help though.. =P

i was on my way home rite.. when i saw 2 vv heart warming sights.. 1st) got one malay family.. den the bu was quite crowded la.. den the elder son told his mom.. u sit.. so e ma sat.. den aft tt the 2nd child..hu is a guy too.. den he found a sit. den e older bro sae..ok u sit.. so he sat la..den he called his sis.. who is the youngest to sit on his lap.. vv sweet rite? i mean it is like.. so nice la.. they so young alr noe how to like love one another lo. i think when i was tt age i was still like playing and quarreling with bro la. haha.. den the younger sis was playin er tamacochi.. den she tell her sec bro.. abang.. how? den the sec bro vv sweetly explain.. wa!! the 2nd bro onli ard 8yrs old lidat lo.. imagaine tt la! so sweet

den 2) saw this gal on e mrt.. she sat beside me la.. she is like 3tyms of me.. so she took like 2 seats to sit.. go imagine la... den beside her was a VVVVVVV handsome and muscular guy. so i was like wa this guy super handsome can.. haha.. den aft tt i didnt care le.. den i walked towardsbus 3 busstop.. den i saw e gal and e guy holding hands.. i was like WAD!!! i nv tot they wud be related la.. the guy i muz sae is vv handsome lo.. he culd easily find someone much beta lo.. but i guess this is wad true love is lo.. she is reli vv bu pei him.. but he still chose her lo.. muz be her insides ma.. reli pei fu.. isn't it vv sweet???? as in if i am like her i wil feel tt noone wil ever like me lo.. somemore SO SHUAI le!! SHUAIER THAN ANYONE ELSE!! haha... good la.. God wil provide lo..

talkin abt God.. hmmm .. got a few probs la..but i will try to get over dem.... hee

yarwn.. y i watch super band those i feel gd the udge sae nt good.. den the ones i think nt good the judges think it is good..lolz.. so weird.. muz be the judges lousy la.. haha... i haf CONFIDENCE in myself.. hehe...

k la.. i go makan.. mummy cooked le. and is not steamed food. it is... mince pork patty and err...soup.. haha.... YUMMY

~pls tk care!!~

your name wrote at ;; 7:28 PM

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