Friday, July 29, 2005
hmm.. seems like a long time since i blogged. yea.. i feel that i am gg on fine.. i feel that there is absolutely no prob with me. no doubt i haf faced alittle problems like in church and school's stress... but i believed tt i culd cope with it. i believed that i wun be affected so easily. i believed that i wun be so weak and so easily brought down. but i realised that was wrong all the while.. we are NOT as strong as we think.. lemon. u once said tt u r stronger than u think. i chose to believe it too.. but i realsied that it is not exactly correct. this is bcuz. sumtimes when u think that there is nth wrong with u.. or u think tt u will be able to overcome any difficulties, u will be proven wrong by the medical science field. i jus got proven dat i haf been defeated by all the stress and all the prob dat i haf faced. lost to it. psychatrist seem to be the word e doc can sae onli.. it gets abit irritating. till now i m sure that my MENTAL IS COMPLETELY FINE! i m not under tt LARGE amt of stress tt i need to see a psychatrist or receive any treatment.. DUH!! but all i get is.. sumtimes unconsciously u r breaking down but u duno. "dun bottle up ur feelings" says alot of pple.. but hu is reli dere to listen? hu ca see thru u and understand u? i used to think tt ppl hu wrote this kind of things are reli weak. they cant even control themselves?! but..ironically. now here i am.. writing all these crap.. funny isnt it.. there r sum pple hu always think tt they r weak.. and they dun dare to believe tt they can do anythin.. den there are another type of pple hu think they r coping all fine.. and act.. they r not.. wad type am i? guess?! i was both.. WAS.. at first i tot i culdn do anything bcuz im too dependent.. den when i like try to get myself up.. i end up weaker than i tot i was.. this period i muz reli thank GOD for being there for me.. how true it is that he wun forsake u at all no matter wad happens.. i let HIM down many times. i noe i did.. sumtimes i evenn let him down with me knowing that i am.. like when i noe i m not supposed to do smth, i still do.. and let him down.. but HE forgives and accept u again.. HE nv leave u in a lurch even if u r like.. a pathetic little thing in this huge world.. all the pple hu r reading this but not yet christians.. sum times when pple ask u to go church or to like try accpetin or understanding GOD, dun close urself up! y not jus try listenin and understanding.. and maybe pray for HIM to cum into u... i m sure u wil reli feel HIS presence. bcuz HIS presence is so strong. no one can force anyone to believe in wad they dun wan to. but then.. u always shd give urself a chance to see this whole situation and feel HIM. okok i shall jus stop here.. i m not forcing anyone yea? jus trying to like.. share.. yea.. okok.. also i wan to thankhim for being there for me all along. thanks u.. i understand iand i agree that we bot shd not haf so many "things" tog anymore bcuz it wun do u or me good.. so i will stand up. i promise tt i will yea? and u too muz stand up k.. memories will still be in us la.. jus tt.. since it is impossible, we shd jus stop being like TOOO xlose. but this period of time reli thank u for helpin me.. duno y but i feel that u haf changed alot already. =) i will bravely face WED.. e doc appointment.. hopefully he wun see smth wrong with my mental.. bcuz im totally unexpecting it.. tml is the 30th anniversary concert.. BALLET.. muz SMILE.. SMILE is thre word.. no frowns, no tempers... ok cassandra? sorry to all my frieds if i haf thrown my temper at u.. i haf reli been to o frustratred with so many things le.. Reli so sorry.. I reli didn’t mean to like.. throw my temper at all of u.. sumtimes I jus dun feel like talking.. or like I was thinking of too many things le.. I will soon be back and =) de… and to my mummy./. though I noe she confirm wun read and she’d beta not!!! But to her :
Mummy.. I m vv sorry. I noe at many times I threw my temper at u.. but sumtimes it is reli vv irritating that u keep insisting I haf sum mental prob or wad.. I noe u r concerned.. but sumtimes I jus reli dun like u to sae this type of things.. I can share all these with my friends.. I dun mean tt I dun wan to share with u.. but I jus hope that at home, it wil be when I m happy. Dat it seems like nth has happened.. and we can jus laugh and joke normally.. I reli hope u wil understand. Sumtimes when I like snap at u or wad.. I willl also feel vv sorry and regretful.. so now I jus wan to say.. SORRY MUMMY.. I LOVE U.. I reli do.. and I reli do care for u..
And to daddy.. thanks for understanding me so much..so understanding.. ujus keeepin quiet when u noe I dun feel like talking.. u always sae to mummy.. “ nu er zhang da le.. bu xiang yi qian le.. ta yi jing bu shi wo men de xiao nu er” I hear le vv xin suan.. I m still ur xiao nu er.. reli.. love u!
Later got SS test. I tink I eun do well bcuz I hafen study.. my results are dropping.. reli badly. But I will get back de.. I promise..
Hmm.. so guess that quite a long entry le.. so I shall jus stop here..ciaoz… your name
wrote at ;; 11:35 PM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
today i dunno y.. aft sec recess.. suddenly feel that my whole body like hot hot lidat. like e air breathe out hot hot de.. den felt vv uncomfortable.. wanted to go sick bay de.. aft lit.. budden aft lit.. felt to uncomfortable le.. den dunno y i jus go back class lo.. den in bio felt even more hot.. den aft tt i went for dance pract for council.. play bridge le den dance.. den act ok le. den perspire le. den suddenly headache.. den gastric.. haiz.. den i went to gal lo. meet isaac.. den isaac wear until vv smart.. was quite suprised.. bcuz he got presentation today. vv smart la.. though the shirt looks abit too big and the pants a bit too smal. but he still look quite smart.. =) then we stayed dere for quite long le. den aft dat we went home lo.. isaac sent me.. den e busstop dunno y so dark. den rain vv heavy.. en like so saddening lidat.. suddenly it reli felt vv sad la.. if u all think i too dramatic.. think again.. it was reli dark. no lite.. den rain vv heavily. with wind.. den with the prob im facing.. all these add up to the sad atmosphere.. yeah. den i see so many pple on e bus den i vv sianz.. so walked lo.. den he walk with me la.. den lidat lo..den we talked lo.. den lidat.. yea. nth much oso la.. den went home.. den now feel vv feverish lo.. duno if i shd go sch tml.. but if dun go den vv ma fan. aft sch still muz go bcuz aft sch got filming.. yea.. so duno la.. hope wun fal sick now.. bcuz 30th anniversary cuming.. den the prob i haf. solved one i guess... i tink everythin wil be cleared.i hope... today almost broke dwn neh... at nite.. haha but didnt.. im strong ok. k la i dun feel well.. i go off first.. tata... COMMUNICATION IS RELI THE MOST IMPT THING IN ANY SORTS OF RELATIONSHIPS!your name
wrote at ;; 10:36 AM
Monday, July 25, 2005
today mummy send me to church.. den go church den as usual lo. gong dao shu.. den pray.. den PnW.. den dey sang nice songs la.. but i was reli indulging in my tots.. sorry... sorry GOD.. den i was listening to sermon.. den i went into my tots again. den i duno y i stearted tearing.. den zhen han ge turned. den i vv scared he saw so i smiled.. =) my plastic smile is no.1..den i duno y i suddenly heard luo mu shi sae.. nowadays girls wear shorter and shorter lidat.. bla bla bla.. den suddenly smth striked me from wad SKG and PWJ said.. all these mite haf been my fault..suddenly out of a sudden two guys like me... it mite haf been smth tt i haf done.. and this smth (though i duno wad) muz haf made dem vv miserable.. so act.. it is all my fault.. if i didnt do wad i did.. den nth wud happen.. den we could stil be friends.. now PWJ sae until lidat.wad can i do rite.. i guess i reli haf to list to her lo. she made sense anw..haiz.... y i always hai ren ar.. so funny rite.. isaac oso liddat.. den now oso... hu sae i vv lucky.. so many pple like.. or sae.. i haf alot of presents from admirers... think again. it is not a gd thing ok.. ok tts all la.. anw i duno y i feel so sick..gastric flu acting up i guess... =( i dun mind act.. i dun feel like gg sch or wad.. feel like. slpin slpin slpin until i feel beta..your name
wrote at ;; 1:06 PM
today mummy send me to church.. den go church den as usual lo. gong dao shu.. den pray.. den PnW.. den dey sang nice songs la.. but i was reli indulging in my tots.. sorry... sorry GOD.. den i was listening to sermon.. den i went into my tots again. den i duno y i stearted tearing.. den zhen han ge turned. den i vv scared he saw so i smiled.. =) my plastic smile is no.1..den i duno y i suddenly heard luo mu shi sae.. nowadays girls wear shorter and shorter lidat.. bla bla bla.. den suddenly smth striked me from wad SKG and PWJ said.. all these mite haf been my fault..suddenly out of a sudden two guys like me... it mite haf been smth tt i haf done.. and this smth (though i duno wad) muz haf made dem vv miserable.. so act.. it is all my fault.. if i didnt do wad i did.. den nth wud happen.. den we could stil be friends.. now PWJ sae until lidat.wad can i do rite.. i guess i reli haf to list to her lo. she made sense anw..haiz.... y i always hai ren ar.. so funny rite.. isaac oso liddat.. den now oso... hu sae i vv lucky.. so many pple like.. or sae.. i haf alot of presents from admirers... think again. it is not a gd thing ok.. ok tts all la.. anw i duno y i feel so sick..gastric flu acting up i guess... =( i dun mind act.. i dun feel like gg sch or wad.. feel like. slpin slpin slpin until i feel beta..your name
wrote at ;; 1:06 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
today is really a thanks alot dae la. as in.. it is reli super.. duh la... firstly bcuz i vv tired la.. so like not reli in the mood oso.. den dance.. 1st rehearsal was damn bad.. dance wrongly.. though like noone can see e diff.. but i noe ma.. and i noe it is wrong la.. den jus now had sum sort of counselling.. den realise one thing tt i nv tot wud happen.. how cud it be?? i tot we were jus friends la.. so irritating sumtimes... where's all the guy- girl FRIENDSHIP!!! FRIENDSHIP i mean... not BGR.. jus bcuz of these things.. friendships mite go down e drain.. these precious friendships!!!!!reli vv sad la.. i feel so.. lost suddenly.. like.. all the pure friendships.. where isit? friend ship. wad ship? pirate ship? HAHA... i was jking.. did u all laugh.. at least i didnt.. ok anw.. lets move on to some happi things.. got a camera and 150 dollars today from 2 diff pple.. for bdae present.. thanks alot.. yea.. k la.. go le.. im so tired.. evryewhere tired.. physically.. emotionally.. wadeva.. niteyour name
wrote at ;; 2:19 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
yes yes yes!! im so happy.. read my previous blog.. i sae e gd superstars went out and the bad one stayed.. but my favourite this revival round got in.. WOOSH!!! wei jian!! =) tell u all wad.. i voted once..hhee.. shhh. dun tell my mummy.. i not idolising ar.. make my stand first.. it is jus that i feel the real good one shd stay lo. i tink he reli so cute la.. haha.. den not tt he onli has the looks but he also has the voice.. so wad's lacking?? and even the judges think so too..so.. of cos he shd stay rite.. hmm... he's got a gd voice.. no doubt.. okok..i shall stop praising him.. hope the supporters will zhen qi and cont supporting... bcuz im not gg to support animore.. haha.. okok back to me!!! haha.. hmm i wan tot tell those hu confessed to me.. thanks for this compliment that someone like me will be so greatly appreciated.. but im sorry.. jus left a relationship.. and i m not interested to go into another one.. and hor to the 2 annonymous pple. i duno if u will funnily get my blog add like u got my hp la.. but if u do come... i want to make myself clear. stop calling me and saying funny things.. i will get irritated de ok.. firstly, i do not like guys hu dun dare to stand up.. instead do things so hideously.. and secondly.. im not interested now to even noe hu u r.. yea.. okok.. today i went gym.. wa vv tired.. haha.. den saw QS and mitch.. wa their workout is reli.. wow ok.. no joke.. haha.. den i saw this YA friend.. den tml is founder's dae. no need wear blazer le.. happi.. but also sad.. ok weird me.. as in i miss those times functions wuld complain tog abt how hot it is bla bla bla.. yea.. now like.. so detached le..=( okok.. why keep getting negative today. haha.. move on. ok.. erm.. week end is here!! haha. okok.. i shall not jus drag to mk blog longer.. haha.. GRACE WHERE ARE THE COMMENTS!!! haha.. tk care peeps!! haf a well deserved rest! ciaozyour name
wrote at ;; 3:02 AM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
ok.. when im writing this rite.. im like mixed feelings like.. basically.. shawn jus told me that switzerland is accepting students from o's onwards...which means if i wan to go. it's like i can go immediately aft o's la.. hmm.. good news rite? means i no need waste time in Spore.. but.. duno y i feel so weird... i dun think i'll be able to gif up all here.. like my church friends(ASC) and my school friends.. ok not onli school friends.. but also my best-est friends.. grace.. qi.. chyr.. twin..shihui...ken.. bla bla bla.. all my dear friends.. reli love u all!!! hais... i jus got to get more close to my church friends.. cant bear to leave.. i duno also la.. act mummy also dun wan me to go so fast. she sae not safe.. oh man... i cant stand the tot of saeing bye in the airport la.. wonder wad will evrything be like when i cum back.. okok.. i shall jus stop here.. can feel my tears welllin up le.. =( kk go le.. ciaoz!your name
wrote at ;; 10:16 AM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
i'm now super stressed ok..super.. i feel like.. so horrible la.. ok. my results are dropping.. no need to tell me. i can see.. my chem and maths tests didnt do well.. i noe that.. i noe that prelims are comin.. i noe!! i noe that o's are comin!! i noe..!! i noe i haf to do well so tt mummy daddy wun lose face to relatives.. i noe!!! but there is reli too many things to study!! and many other things to do.. i feel like jus giving up everything and jus stop studyin la.. reli.. why not go switz immediately??! i prayed.. real hard u noe.. but i still seem to feel so lost in this studyin thingy.. dun understand y some pple can jus sit there like a robot and study study study.. i jus cant la!!! maybe im stupid, restless, and wadeva la.. but sorry la.. how i wish my results were still like last time sec 4 beginning.. L1R5=10? i want that too!! it doesnt help when i see so many pple catching up with me!! so stressed up now.. thanks lemon for being there for me...but still.. i feel so... argh.. duno how to sae la.. i reli wish o's are over can!!!!! i noe all the seniors will tell me" i have been thru all these and jc life's so much worst bla bloa bla" but hu cares abt jc life now? now all i noe is im feelin so stressed bcuz of sec 4.. full stop! maybe im more weak la! u can i cant la.. dun need to keep showin me all the airs of being in jc and hafin ti study more than me rite.. ok sorry.. maybe i m being too subjective.. guess i shall jus end here.. and guess wad im doin next? S-T-U-D-Y!your name
wrote at ;; 6:14 AM
Friday, July 15, 2005
hey hey!! haha sorry peeps hu read my blog. sorry ar never add posts.. haha i either too bz or too lazy.. haha.. okok.. err.. let's start from.. . me and lemon gg to sim lim ba.. we meet to go sim lim la..[ bcuz we sae eat tog ma.. den he need to go sim lim so i went with him lo.. haha den that was the first time we went out tog la.. so alittle.. haha.. i was a little nervous i guess? haha.. den aft tt den ok le.. haha.. den sat on a super duper long bus67 ride la.. den on e way we started tokin alot lo. haha.. den aft tt finally reach la.. den go eat beef rice. he vv funny de.. if the yolk is those not overcooked type den he will eat the yolk onli.. den if the yolk is those overcooked type den he will not eat at all... haha. den jus nice i dun like not overcook de.. so i decided to xchange with him.. den eat le lo.. den aft eating den walk walk walk.. learnt alot of com parts.. quite fascinating wor.. haha... den aft tt we went to KFC at bedok to eat bcuz aft tt he need to go back school for MM.. ya.. den in the end i decided to tk cab lo.. anw thanks lemon for tt lovely dae! haha.. den e time past all e way until sat lo.. on sat went for cell grp la.. den played a cool game.. haha.. we got blindfolded lo.. den we were arranged to stand by each other den when start we haf to walk ard den later stand at the same position again.. beside me on my rite was Jhong la.. den on my left was marcus.. den i kept pokin Jhong until he sae "hu pokin me" den i recog his voice.. haha.. den marcus was like PS ger PS ger.. den i noe hu le lo.. haha.. fine la.. my PS pronounce wrongly onli ma.. haha.. den aft tt got dance pract la.. den ar.. the start dance rite.. got pple never come for the ballet dance la.. so they taught me the dance for 5 min den im supposed to tk over.. den i tink i made a fool of myself la.. haha.. den ending im supposed to dance finale myself ma.. den wa.. i super nervous la.. den i keep changing dance bcuz i keep forgetting ma.. haha.. so since is i cheo de.. i just keep changing lo. haha.. err.. den aft tt went to meet grace they all to cel me and twin's bdae.. wa.. they so sweet la. haha.. they put this happy birthday thing on the ground then stuck there.. den their combined present was a mug.. super curte la.. mine is eeyore and twin's was piglet. haha... ok thanks alot la.. i had an nice time la.. den sunday went church lo.. den aft tt den we went airport lo.. to study with nix they all. whee! haha den aft tt go eat steamboat. den unexpectedly, i saw fu wang! haha den we tok on sms awhile den i start gobbling my food le. haha..den aft tt send my bro back to sch lo.. he ar.. i haf to admit look more and more sei le.. he go back sch last time is scared scared de.. bcuz not vv familiar with the place ma.. den now. wa!! haha.. go back like more comfortable than at home lidat.. lolz.. den mon me and fu wang went to watch F4. for my bdae la.. he treat me lo.. i think the show ok la. not bad lo.. but not tt good too.. den aft tt i went home.. hmm.. then thats abt all ba.. ya thanks fu wang.. hmmm kk go le.. ciaoz!your name
wrote at ;; 11:34 AM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
today it is my bdae!! haha.. early in the morning i go class den saw a present from joel le.. thanks lot! =) den aft tt keep receiving presents lo... heex.. then aft that was maths test la.. but sorry mr chan i was too in a bdae mood so i didnt do well la.. i didnt even reli study.. haha.. den aft tt during alot of lessons i was so scared i will get caught by teachers bcuz i couldn reli conc la.. haha oops.. den aft the long wait it was aft school la.. den i was supposed to go council room ma.. so i went lo.. den suddenly huimin they all came in den sae" CASS GO OUT!!!" den i was like shocked la.. they so ji dong can.. lolz.. den i went counselling centre look for liuying lo. haha.. den aft tt they call me sae can go in le den i went in.. den wow.. got cake and this puzzle that the whole functions pa gif la.. i was vv touched seriously. i noe how hard it is to do puzzle.. thanks functions! haha.. den aft tt go parkway lo.. den i tot we were early bcuz Jhong sae he on his way ma.. in the end they all there le.. haha.. then we started eating.. got me, liuying, lemon, jhong, henry and beale.. haha.. den we eat alot la.. den super full can! den aft tt went to bedok play billard(i can finally rightfully go in la)!! but then henry wearing U.. so he went lemon's gdma's house to change shirt lo.. den we waited at macs.. haha den jhong gave me the present that they all gave me tog. it is a book abt GOD's will and the way He wants us to lead our lives.. meaningful la.. =) thanks alot! then went to play billard.. haha starting i was super lousy and cannot make it la.. haha.. i was like hitting balls that wun even hit anything.. den aft tt i xia ding jue xin ma.. den tada!! i improved abit la.. lolz.. den aft tt i rushed to pasir ris bcuz he was there waiting for vv long for me to go tk present le.. so i went.. den i took the present den he jus left le.. nv sae much. so i took it to macs.. den i opened the present.. saw the bottle of hearts.. i felt super gan dong.. bcuz i noe his character. not ez for him to do hearts since he like so da nan ren and sporty sporty de.. how to sit down and do la.. haha.. so i was vv touched..den i saw my pics.. i was like.. oh my gosh.. culd reli see e effort la.. reli vv sweet.. den came the beanie. small details liddat he oso noticed.. i even forgotten when i said i wanted a beanie.. but he remembered!!! den came the leta.. i read.. he wrote alot.. since we were not tog to all the special events dat took place.. i culdn help but cry le. i was reli reli touched.. i felt so guilty, so horrible and so cruel and wicked and everything u can describe(negatively).. i noe lemon and jhong saw me crying la.. but they pretend duno lo.. yeah.. then aft tt went home with lemon.. yea.. tts abt all la.. thanks to jhong, lemon, ly, beale and henry.. i had a nice time.. to grace, yq,xc and all.. thanks for ur presents!! love it! and to functions and pa.. thanks alot...and to those who wished me. thanks for remembering! and to him.. reli thankew. u reli made me vv touched.. once again.. i want to sae.. im vv sorry...your name
wrote at ;; 2:55 PM
Friday, July 08, 2005
wow.. seems quite long since i last blogged.. ok i shall blog now bcuz i m waiting for the super star results to cum out.. i hope hu i like wun go out.. haha.. i hope who i dun like will go out.. ok duh.. erm.. firstly i wana say thank you to liu ying.. my dearest er zi. for commenting on my blog.. hmmm.. and hor. happy 15th bdae once more la.. haha.. trip me on ur bdae.. yao si ar.. xiang sha zi ji de niang! haha..hmm.. i rem when u told me that ur wish was to haf me and him happily moving on.. be it whether we r tog or not. so i bought u the monkey with him la.. hope u will like it lo.. dun worry oki.. we r both fine.. and im vv touched tt u care so much for both of us and i m sure he will feel the sincerity of u too.. thanks alot.. hmmm.. this monkey shd haf special meanings to u ba. esp ur monkey incident.. yea.. hope u like it again!! and anw.. wad de la! the good ones are all out and the 2 lousiest score pple got in!! hais.. its all abt fame and popularity le.. no more sense!! wadeva.. i dun care also.. haha.. okok.. short post this time.. ciaoz!your name
wrote at ;; 2:00 PM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
hey... today was a... sianz dae. k i went to library early in e mornin la.. den aft tt saw Eric.. den he teach fin tuition den sit with me to study lo. bcuz tml he got his poly term test.. yea.. den study lo.. den saw F2 and yu bing.. den i told F2 so sad.. arcade no more. den she sae stil haf.. den i flew up to play my BISHI BASHI..haha.. tml last dae le.. haha..hmm den i told jay abt my break up la.. den she sae she understand how i feel la..den i was quite taken aback la.. bcuz i didnt noe she wud understand.. act i tot noone wud reli understand la.. bcuz no matter how it sounds.. it still sounds like it is my fault ma.. but she even sae. i noe u feel even mnore horrible than him.. i was quite touched lo.. ok.. den i went with Eric ma.. den hafen eat so went dwn buy sushi. first time i bought so many sushis la.. haha.. den eat until super full.. haha.. den study abit den aft tt val came.. den tok abit lo.. yea.. den tony came and suddenly jus said.. "it is jus tension la.." den i was like"huh" den he sae" this kind of things are jus tension bla bla bla" den i jus nodded lo.. duno wad to sae oso la.. hmm.. den go home lo.. den eat in mummy's room.. SHH.. hehe.. i like to eat on her bed la.. i duno y.. it is my bad habit.. haha. den eat le.. den now blogging lo.. den suddenly i got this vv weird feelin. but beta bit sae la.. haha.. hmmm k lo. den lidat la. i reli duno wad to sae le. duno y today not so talkative. haha.. but is till wan to sae smth vv impt.. that is.. GRACE THANKS FOR KEEP COMENTING ON MY BLOG.. SO SWEET AR.. U R RELI A RAWKSIN FRIEND THOUGH I DUN ALWAYS SAE.. SO CONT TO RAWK ON K.. THANKS ALOT.. FRIENDS FOREVA!! =)your name
wrote at ;; 12:15 PM
Monday, July 04, 2005
today went to church la.. haha lemon was supposed to wake me up at 7:30 ma. den act my alarm rang at 7:30 la. den i tot.. hmmm wait until he call den i wake up la. haha.. den fell back t slp bcuz yest i went to MOUNT FABER when i stay in PASIR RIS>. and i went onli at like 11pm aft SKG's farewell la.. my bro go dere play bowling ma.. den reach home so late le.. by the time slp already 3 plus so i was vv tired.. den luckily i managed to wk up at like 7:45 la.. haha den lemon still nv call wor!! haha.. den i go bathe.. cum out expected to see miss callss. but dun haf. so in e end msg him sae no need lo...since i wk up le.. haha... yeah.. den i went chuch.. mama send me and liu ying.. den reach there saw jer seating alone.. haha but i jus sae hi den go le la.. den aft tt service.. den sae jun yuan slpin.. den he sae he praying.. diaoz..haha.. den aft tt go 85 eat la.. den qi xiang ps me.. he went xavier's house.. den later meet again.. den aft tt go watch lemon and jer and eric play billard.. den watch until e went to play photo hunt.. not bad la.. for two pple.. den ar. i was alittle pissed with qi xiang la. bcuz he told me yest dat he told matthew dat he is not gg to watch movie le.. den bcuz he sianz in billard den he sae go watch movie.. den i sae dun wan la.. already jiang hao dun go watch ma.. den now go.. so sianz. it is at shaw tower some more. den he sae but he promised matthew le.. den i sae i tot he told matthew he not watching le.. den he sae but he feel vv bad. bcuz he promised him le// den i was like i tot u told matthew? den he kept twisting the story la.. twist until he dun even noe how to end it and he didnt noe wad he was talkin abt.. anw den he noe he wasn't speakin sense le s he surrendered.. den we went sch lo. wanted to go council room rest de.. den in the end we went up le den someone lock e shutters.. hais.. in the end i had to climb down la.. thanks to lemon or else i wun dare de.. haha.. err... den go council outing lo.. BBQ.. hais den from tml onwards i muz be on strict diet le.. bcuz.. i most prob haf to danve solo ballet for church. den muz wear leotards.. so cannot fat fat.. ahha nvm aft 30july i will reward myself.. haha.. eat and eat and eat... haha..den now home lo.. tml i muz do hw le.. jiayou cass! =) this isaac thingy i guess come to a fullstop le ba.. yep.. so. i go le.. ciaoz!your name
wrote at ;; 2:08 PM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
hey.. today jus finished sports day.. wow.. super tired.. k.. i reached there late la.. bcuz act meetin shihui and chyr at 6:45.. den in the end chyr sae she jus woke up. but she vv fast.. so wait until.. ard 6:55 lidat la.. den she reach le.. den we go lo. reach tanah merah mrt.. den look at timee.. 7:20!!! den we were like oh no.. den we wait for bus 14 la.. but in e end den realise other buses oso can.. so we took e next bus.. which is.. 38.. so we took.. in e end it turned!! so we had to alight.. in e end make one big round we still took cab in e end.. but we late.. luckily shawn help us tk attendence first.. thanks! =) wa den i watch high jump.. wa alvin and zach is so shen la.. so li hai.. haha.. heard alvin break record.. wa... haha.. den i was abt to run my 10m.. haha den ms loh sae.. "runners on your mark.. get set.." i was like grabbibg my tummy la.. i wanted to.. ahem.. da bian.. haha.. den i running i rem wad mei mei sae..(she oso competitior from bball) she sae faster fin den can reach the toilet le.. haha.. so i run and shout " da bian da bian" haha.. den in the end i not sure i got third or fourth la.. den aft tt heard commentator sae.. first GB sec GG 3rd bball.. den i was shock dao.. bcuz ar..i noe e bmt.. hu's e fastest shd haf gotten first la.. den in the end nv get anythin.. so i felt bu dui jing.. so go ask Mr Hoo.. den in the clear mistake le.. i got 3rd.. haha.. okok not bad la.. den b4 4*100 starting rite.. den i look at ying qi. den i was like i reli need to da bian le. haha den she ask me to go lo.. so i went la.. den she came and tell me.. starting soon le.. hurry.. haha den i chiong.. da half way den go le.. haha.. den aft tt den felt beta.. though like halfway done.. haha.. but nvm.. den "on ur mark. get set go" den my ankle guai dao.. haha.. den in e end lag!! oh my.. lag the whole team. im sorry!! but in the end we got 3rd.. thanks to all my other team members--ying qi, ying en and xiao hua.. to ying en and xiao hua-- next yr cannot run with u all le.. so sad.. but u all muz still jiayou kz.. yep.. can de..=) so this is quite a good ending lo.. no more ahs sports dae le.. hais..oh den wen wanted to play pooll.. den chyr culdn go in bcuz ar.. she lost ez link.. so in the end they go play at simei.. den i accompany twin go hosp check her chest.. bcuz she felt pain lo.. haha though we like spent 2 hrs dere la, but i tink it is quite worth it,.. bcuz we chatted alot lo.. so like vv worthy time. yep.. tk care twin!hmm ya den me and nat go east pt walk.. den saw isaac with sheri.. den i vv scared so nv tok to him lo.. yep yep.. den me and nat spent quality time over dinner.. oh b4 tt we saw sec4'04 councillors. sae hi den go eat dinner le.. den tok tok tok. haha.. ya lo. den go hm.. den saw violet.. den tk to pasir ris tog. den i saw bus 3 den i cheong AGAIN.. haha.. den go home den now blogging le lo.. ya.. ok lo.. jiu shi zhe yang ba.. buaiz!your name
wrote at ;; 12:55 PM
