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wrote at ;; 12:33 AM
Tuesday, August 28, 2007
so decided to upload some old photos instead
reminiscing those got old times
lobbie and me
gd friends who just cant stop squabbling =p
half way up the mountain
tiring but who cares??
one of my fave photo for life. the man who made
my life in tj07 exciting(tryin to hide from him)
the 4 of us
once upon a time when we were close
during paba retreat 
during paba retreat again 
i jus love this photo and the team =) 
grace and jaren :) 
the 3 lame gals 
physio intern @ NYP
physio intern at SSS
hui hua and me :)your name
wrote at ;; 12:18 AM
Monday, August 27, 2007
why must i fail wherever i go? why do i always fail to prove that i am not useless that i can do welli am tiredsick and tired of this materialistic worldthis materialistic worldthat i cant exceleven my best subj can fail me wth is wrong with me now i undwhy she chose to do ityour name
wrote at ;; 12:40 PM
why must ppl keep telling me things
that i just dont understand
how i wish the end of the world just come now
but even if it came
i wouldn think i am ready
to face the Lord
grrr
so all i can do
is to take a step back
and look at reality
and wad is reality
this dark world
ok emo post. who cares!your name
wrote at ;; 12:40 AM
Friday, August 24, 2007
sometimes our lives are revolving around ppl
not just around them
but beating them..
a few days ago
me and my classmate were laughin abt this friend
who kept competing with others to get better results
we felt it was foolish
and totally nt needed
but yest
i realised
i too, am guilty for this
and the worst thing is
i didnt realise until yesterday
that my success in poly
was actually based on others
a large part of the reason for me bein like this is prob due to my jc time
always tryin to be the best
not lettin myself lose out to anyone
and that is not good at all
i wan to step out of it.
studyin to meet my own targets
not others
i dun care if they get A and i got B
i dun care if i get A and they get B
it will onli be my target
i wun try to fulfil theirs
after all
its MY life
i'm tired of living others' livesyour name
wrote at ;; 3:39 PM
Monday, August 20, 2007
saw son's blog
saw some unglam pic of me and her MUGGING
aww i reli miss mugging with her
compare these pics with the ones below
dun hang out with her tt often alr
reli cant wait for her to go back to sch
and we will start mugging tog again k!
:D
5!
1!
me and dantoday had a short chat with serene onlinetalked about tjcNADIAH!!!!darling how are u?i haven talked to u for SO LONGi miss u!!pls lets meet up soon!plsssss..and to all the RGsi heard some of u are doing reli welland some are still tryingdun ever give up yea?we wont let others look down on us yeai wonder if tt MDM CHAN is still there =ppto my j2 budsstressful time yeahang in thereitd be over like SO DAMN SOONto ex 26/07how's jc??when are we gg to meet up?!?!reli miss u guys!!aud=bimbo partnereunice=HL milk?elaine= diao hairband?val= french plaitssarah= run tog?wenqi=chem prac?etcetctoday tried to mugbut still didnt reli cover muchok tmr onwardsi am full gear!!!!grrrwatch metmr onwardsDO NOT DISTURB=ppcant wait for the 2mths hols!but for nowit is back to books...=)its okson jus reminded me how much i love mugging too!! :Dok i shall have a good restfull force tmr!!oops... lemon jus said maybe supper laterheheand yaynad darling jus msged mewe prob will meet in the weekends:Di treasure every single phase of my lifethough the downs are reli painful to rem at timesi still will look back at themand smile to knowi once shaped that memory with that someonewho stepped into my lifewhy do i feel different in the same place on 2 different days?your name
wrote at ;; 11:32 PM
ok it is like study week now
and i am STARTING to feel the stress
but as everyone noes me
i am last min queen
oh well
as if now isnt last min enough
><
recently have been gg out alot
went for a drink with chyr
vodka and tequilla
plus escargot
damn cool
i never dreamt eating SNAILS
but high class means high class
even those little things in shells could have
such an enormous taste!!
:D
yest aft church went with yj to study
and i got so bored
and fidgety (as usual)
i started some SERIOUS cam whoring
never so serious before
will put up the pics plus some overdued ones later
:D
today also went to study with yj
this time more of business
studied more
and i got an extra present
i saw pokiat!!
my dearest gp buddy
we shall go out study tog one day k
:)
hmm okok kinda short update abt wads happening
in my life
now
at this moment
its mugging
for 2 weeks
den break
for 2mths
woohooo!!
okok.. for tmr, its back to
"there are 9 types of beers.. lagers, ales, dry beer, light beer, malt, white, ice, stout, draught"
( i typed these without looking at the notes k! :D shows some qualitive studying there)
days pass fast when u aint thinking
no matter wad, memories are still memoriesyour name
wrote at ;; 12:40 AM
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
got B for both macro and RHT
whilst the B for macro was totally disappointing
the B for RHT jus made me so motivated
to study hard for that subj
=)=)
have been splurging these few days
ahhh
let's push the blame to exams
its exams soon
and i am stressed
so i splurge
(ok bad excuse)
act..
a beta excuse reason is..
i need those stuff
so i bought
okay wadeva
i splurged
but i am happy
=)
went shoppin with yj today
splurged like alot..=pp
and tmr mom's gg to splurge on me
yay!!
shoppin with mom tmr
been ages since i did that
i am so looking forward..
:D
glad tt all the projects are done
and only 1 presentation left
but tt means
its mugging time
for exams!!
okok cass
stop procrastinating
u gotta start
like
TODAY
Things bought/got
1) A pair of canvas shoes
2) A shirt
3) A new pair of shades
4) A new pair of slippers
5) A new pair of slippers ( i bought 2)
4) A new backpack-thanks unoehuuare=)
friends, dun be mistaken
i am not turning into a materialistic person
its jus
some stuff tt i accumulated tt i needed
and jus nice got them tog
=)
its true
i must learn to cherishyour name
wrote at ;; 2:02 AM
Saturday, August 11, 2007
sorry.. reli have been bz..
like reli very bz.
oh God, i feel it
jus feel kinda shitty today
and i really dont know why
things went okay today
the guilt. yes i am feeling it
presentation was not bad
i think we did okay
role play was funny enough i think
i know fully why You said everything in Your word
comm skills test was
i dunno
i think okay?
argh wadeva.
but wad do i do now
have been feeling vv uneasy these few days
prob e gulity feeling
its jus coming over me
and it is engulfing me
i jus feel so damn guilty
the feeling of hatred fear is also all over
ready to rob me away
and i dun like it this way
i dont know how to explain the reasons behind these feelings
its just
i know it is there
i know the reason for it being there
but i dont know how to explain them
did i make a mistake?
now i am even afraid to step into the building
i am afraid to do anything related to it
i feel tt all eyes are on me
i feel tt..
even i doubt wad i can do now
is there reli a way i can stay in this place now
there was this one day
chyr chat with me online
she said she was reli too bz
tt she neglected alot of things
i love the place, i love e people
i took it with a pinch of salt then
but now when i think abt it
i guess it is true
the busy-ness ( i noe it is not an excuse)
is making me neglect alot of friends
and my life is topsy turvy
i cant imagine myself leavin it
it jus dont feel right
but, i cant see myself stayin in it
ok wad an emo post..
wad the hell is wrong!!
i am sorry. i was wrongyour name
wrote at ;; 12:13 AM