have not officially blogged this my last exam of poly life ended last friday!! now its internship and graduation happiness(:
was supposed to meet the clique yest to cel me and grace's freedom (: but chyr and twin couldn mk it so it was a half clique gathering fun nevertheless sang sang sang then chat *ahem* chat *ahem* chat *ahem* :P totally enjoyed myself took some pictures with my phone thus explaining the distorted-ness of some pics it was a rare occasion whereby all three of us didnt bring our cams usually at least 2 of us would have brought
and today we'll be playing tabletennis at grace's house ahhh it's been a long time since we three played tog
qi and grace (with her new hairstyle)
me and grace
me and qi
yay the three of us.
shall prepare for tabletennis (: will be back for more!
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wrote at ;; 5:08 PM
Sunday, August 30, 2009
redefine what is your definition of love before deciding whether you really love dogs zzz in a very indignant mood now
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Thursday, August 27, 2009
Just A Thought..
"Because sometimes there is no easy way out. You just have to grin and bear it. Sometimes the only escape route is to go straight through the flames, just brace yourself and bite your lip. Sometimes you have to sever the ties clean off. Because in every relationship there comes a point when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you."
saw this on cynthia's blog found it so apt for how i am feeling now rainy day, emo day nah not really emo just stirs some thoughts that i've been trying to push back for awhile till i saw this paragraph that just got me thinking again
there are many types of relationships that people will go through family ties, love, friendships, acquaintances.. i've been through all and if some good old friends rem, i had a tough time letting go of a past love relationship nah not going into that cux i've let go of that (we're great friends now and i'm happy with that) but what i realise is harder to let go than a love relationship is a friendship and that's what i am going to talk about
many friends come and go, and those who stay must have made an impact in your life some good old friends remain like the way they were since i've knew them not talking about physical appearances but its what's inside that has never changed some changed, and you try to accept them for their changes accept the new them their changes may have brought hurt to you directly or indirectly but you suck it in telling yourself that being that friend you've gotta accept
but.. when the damage is too much and no matter how good it once was, the memories can’t sustain you. indeed.. the memories still flash at times but i've gotta protect myself too maybe that's why i've to helplessly watch this friendship go down the drain with no remedies that i can think of the pain of watching this friendship that was built over time that has certainly braved through storms go down the drain just like that i am just reminded of how small we are and how helpless we can be and all we can do is to grin and bear bite our lips and move on just be glad our paths crossed before and maybe you don't know it i have once treasured this friendship so much against all odds
Taking Things With A Pinch Of Salt and you should too (:
never liked exams okay fine who likes them right but friends who know me well will know that exams are always my weakest link i remember the times in tjc when mr fun has to walk me into the exam hall and sit with me through my paper constantly writing encouragements and slipping them under my feet aww where else can u find such a nice teacher (:
Friday marks the start of my Sem3.1 final exams have been mugging hard at Elias Macs/Whitesands Macs coursework grades seem fine to me not perfect but ohwell.. at least they are mostly Bs i'm learning how to take things in my stride sure there must still be expectations but i refuse to stress myself out just because of them again (after Tj)
so yea.. life's been great if readers wanna know dealing with some issues, but with the help of drkoh the great everything will turn out fine i'm really blessed with good people in my life like mr fun and dr koh awesome people (:
so while i am mugging like crazy my two dogs get to sleep on my bed comfortably
watching them makes me envious i am serious
and who's so fortunate to be my study buddy this time?
none other than him (:
all the best to the people who are having exams elias mall macs is recently packed with students from sec sch, jcs and polys till then, xoxo
an overdue prelude to my bday celebration in erm.. july
A Thought About Life lying in my room studying for lodging the whole day, i hear ambulance sirens passing my window is today a gloomy day for the people out there everytime i hear the sirens i will wonder if there's anybody inside will the person make it through? morbidity... this day does feel morbid
deaths of friends' friends make me realise its not the length of a life, but the quality that matters read the new paper sometime back reporting about this ite girl who unfortunately lost her life in Tioman all her friends described her as an angel that's a quality life well lived
i'd rather live a short life and leave a good legacy for people to remember than a long worthless one..
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Thursday, August 13, 2009
i am so infuriated with life now my hotmail and blogger and twitter is down i am losing my already short term memory i feel so tired after playing just a few games of table tennis i feel like sleeping but i have not bathed (too lazy to) I got an early lecture tomorrow morning RAHHHHHHHHH I JUST FEEL LIKE WHINING MY WAY OUT!!!
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wrote at ;; 10:42 PM
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Happy Belated Birthday Singapore!
it has to be belated because blogger was down still yesterday so i can only post up pictures today! spent quality time with darl this long weekend i foresee its the last time (for a long time) we can go out and play like this because its gonna be exam period for both of us real soon :(
Day before National Day went to shop alil at Bugis Village it was crazily packed as usual so i decided to stop squeezing with the crowd and do a pedicure instead it was totally impromptu :p (I didnt plan to do my nails!)
totally like the background of this pic-makes us both look happy (:
wanted to be patriotic and paint red but suddenly changed my mind
met up with my darling clique after that they gave me and twin a belated birthday surprise the birthday present was really pretty! (hand made) but I haven got the photos yet so will blog more abt it another time but it was a good meet up all 5 were present and we had some heart to heart sharing really treasure this bond we have (: love ya girls!
National Day drove over to Art's house to fetch that slowpoke couple told them we were reaching in 1min but they didnt come down on time so we had to take pictures to kill time
shall just post 1 of the many (:
went to tampines to get our takeaway dinner before heading off to Marina South to catch the fireworks( first time watching with a boyf!) bought lucky and rascal's food from tampines as well and me and janice were just amused by how gay our boyfs could get!
haha look at how happy they are (:
drove to marina south there were already 10000 people waiting but we totally didnt know if we were waiting at the right place we just followed the crowd luckily we managed to catch it in the end but all four of us shared the same sentiments the fireworks this year was just too short! luckily i managed to catch the heart fireworks(think its the highlight??) and me and darl managed to take one shot with the fireworks art and janice tried waiting but the fireworks ended already it was so boohoo-ly short
us waiting for the fireworks
didnt catch it at its best, but nevertheless, at least i caught it (:
credits to art for taking such a fabulous shot! (still wondering why i placed my hand on his tummy!)
they tried waiting too, but the display was over :(
went to sing after fireworks cux we didnt want to go back so early my darling cutely cant catch the beats of many songs but its okay i still love you! haha
couple 1
couple 2
art looks like a small boy in this picture! (janice, your boyf's legs has muscles too lah!)
and for once after so long we took group shots we've been going on double dates for so long but never took a group photo before!
yay!! (:
many things are better left unsaid many things are better left un-remembered
if you don't answer all calls and sms-es we cannot help you if you don't seek help it will be more disastrous in the end please let us walk with you through this mess at least give us a sms so we know whats going on i can accompany you to a doc that wont know your parents we can go to one that's far from your place but how can i accompany you if you are not even replying me? you cant hide this for long dear what's the point of keeping all these to yourself? i am sure you will see this so please sms or call me any time i will definitely pick up i've been holding on to my phone and i wont off it to silent mode when i am sleeping get back up on your feet the world wont stop because you're down do something for yourself and please dont be silly jus cux of a mistake stop saying that your mistake is worst of all i am sure everyone makes mistakes and yours in nothing compared to alot others wake up lady let me walk through this mess with you
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wrote at ;; 11:22 PM
Last Presentation with 3.1 Mates
yay i can upload pictures again shall faster upload the pics of the outing with my project group mates
finally on tues our last proj presentation came to an end no more for this sem went to celebrate eeling's birthday as a group after the presentation all squeezed into my car again haha
cue cards before presentation
cue cards after presentation
weikiang*act cute* playing with his tie
tim was totally unaware when i took this pic!
we went to pizza hut for student meal quite worth it now as compared to last time when me and janice went now the pepsi is free flow but hawaiian must add $1 =_= still i wont eat anything else walked around aimlessly after lunch and decided to take photos it was like a farewell thing like everyone must take with everyone quite funny
it all started with me and tim
serene and i
miaohong and i
eeling and i
serene and eeling
miaohong and eeling
miaohong and weikiang
weikiang, eeling, tim
weikiang and i
miao hong and tim
yay my 3.1 group mates (:
one more public speaking speech to go (maybe going to post one more post about a blog i saw just now.just thought i had to blog this post first cux i needed to upload pictures and blogger is kind to me now.) till then, goodnight!
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wrote at ;; 12:40 AM
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
blogger is still not okay :(
anyway i was doing up my persuasive speech for public speaking tomorrow topic: Abortion basically i am against so i was researching to back my viewpoint when i saw this video its really lovely and the song is just so nice sad i couldnt find the lyrics so you all gotta listen real hard! watch the video! its REALLY worth the watch!
to you: it will not be a dead end nothing is a dead end there will always be hope as long as you reach out for help please do not give up on yourself i'll get help with you i will walk through this with you i will be there for you my dear friend its not the end
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Tuesday, August 04, 2009
What's Wrong With Blogger!?!
so not only my blogger has problems i've been reading ppl's blogs and alot of them are complaining that they cannot upload pictures i couldnt too for the past few days guess today's my day (:
a few updates:
went Streams of Praise with darling on sat i've been to this praise and worship event for about four years i think at the same place, with different people this time, its with darling clement commented that going for these kinda stuff with your other half is always fulfilling and he was right to have darling beside me worshipping together made everything feel more right than ever (:
its three of us on this journey, me you and Him (:
many couples like doing this, but me and ben took about 15min to get it to look alil like a heart!
went to eeling's 21st bday party after that it started at 6 i think but we reached at like 11pm cux of SOP but nevertheless, we still had a great time especially when janice and art came to join us
i always think he look gay-ishly cute taking such photos :p
that night we were mad like cux janice and art came out so late she insisted that she would kill me if we went home straight after the party so we decided to go pool
couldnt get nice pictures as usual :(
i love this blouse (:
looking professional? :p
last update POL-ITE games came to an end on friday we got champion which is really great(: i honestly think that everybody played a part including the seniors who came to support that closes the chapter of poly table tennis for me it has taught me lessons i guess
bottle of 100plus grace gave me on the last day of the match
i promise i will never forget these symbols of the clique ever (:
my BEST friend always (:
tp girls- champs!
To Grace:
dear girl, you've really been a great friend. You are really God-sent, and i am so thankful beyond words for a friend like you. the bottle you gave me sort of brought me back to the before poly (aka JC) times, and snapped me back to the NOW where i am graduating soon. the 1yr (JC) plus 3yrs (POLY) was really not an easy and smooth road for me, but it was because i had you and the rest, that i managed to tide through and now i am finally graduating! (: looking back at the transition between jc and poly just makes me shudder, but it was then that i saw the true test of friendship! (: love ya girl (applies to clique too) rest assure i will also be there for you always! thanks for being my best friend.
