Cassandra Loh

Monday, March 31, 2008

Collide- Howdie Day

The dawn is breaking
A light shining through
You're barely waking
And I'm tangled up in you
Yeah

I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the wrong words seem to rhyme
Out of the doubt that fills my mind
I somehow find
You and I collide

I'm quiet you know
You make a first impression
I've found I'm scared to know
I'm always on your mind

Even the best fall down sometimes
Even the stars refuse to shine
Out of the back you fall in time
I somehow find
You and I collide

kinda like listening to this song nowadays
not everybody is for everybody
the special one
the planned one
may jus not appear now
and we jus have to wait
bcuz somehow i find
you and i collide

oh i jus made a fool of myself today man!
jiao lian sent me home from ntu
and we were reaching my home
and as i have been tking cab vv frequently
i accidentally told him
"uncle hump can already"
and i jus cant stop laughin even til now
i act took him as a taxi uncle
omg
i shd stop cabbing for a while
LOL

Labels: collide, taxi

your name wrote at ;; 1:31 AM

Saturday, March 29, 2008

3 things i took from the hk drama i am watching

1. Even when everybody disappoints you and leave you, your family will never do the same

ya ya ya i am typing this when i just showed my mom attitude an hour ago

its jus

u noe they love you

but u just cant help but quarrel with them

but deep down

i noe who will never hurt me

i noe who will always be there, no matter what happens

2. A mistake may cost a lifetime
in the show, a girl (the show jus keeps emphasizing she is a christian idk why)
she made a mistake with a guy once
and she contracted aids
and the consequences she had to suffer
jus tormented her all the way
it was jus ONE mistake
but the consequence she had to bear was
a lifetime
dont wanna dislose why this is a msg bombarding to me
but just know that it impacted me alot

3. Life is so fragile

in the past, i always thought the fragility of life is over exaggerated in dramas

that was until people ard me start to fall ill

be it cancer, or other health problems

ppl ard me are jus starting to go hospital and all

its like within 3 months

5 people that i know have gone or are still in hospital

just like in the show

this girl had to fight cancer over cancer

i know all these are in His plans

but it jus ache me to know my friend is suffering in hosp

or that my friends are worried abt their parents who are in hosp

to these friends,

i know even if i say i understand, i dont. so i wont say it. to those whose parents are in hospital, i really pray that they will get better soon. please take care of ur own healths as well. to you, i know its not easy fighting cancer. and it reli pains me to know that you are hospitalised again. please be strong and get well soon. i'll be praying for you. we are the powerpuff of the neighbourhood, beating all the guys ard here yea? stay strong powerpuff. cant wait to go bak chor mee with u and shake our heads at the pasir ris guys again.. (:

this doesnt seem to be a happy post

Labels: lala

your name wrote at ;; 4:42 PM

Thursday, March 20, 2008

still haven got the hk pictures
but i wont disappoint my readers
:)
guess wad
ive got a new family member!!!!
:D

no its not a baby sister or bro
(i wont wish for one like now)
its..

RASCAL

see the thing on my dad's lap

2mth old jack russel

cutey pie

super active

super small

super curious

reli love him la

but bcuz he is so young

he doesnt listen to us at all

tt makes it hard for my bro and dad

who has to clean up his mess since he is not trained yet

he's a super active dude

and he runs faster than me

and his name

was given by yours truly

jus like i name doggy doggy (my previous dog)

i now name this new puppy

RASCAL

Labels: rascal

your name wrote at ;; 4:22 PM

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

hello hello
haven blog since i went to hk
haven got the pictures from twin yet
got some from qiqi (not too many since we did not spend alot of time tog)

hk trip was fun
it was shop till u drop
seriously
for a clear breakdown of wad we did
check out
www.memorieseverlasting.blogspot.com
:p
im lazy
yes i am

jus noe tt i spent QUITE alot of money
yepp
so jus 3 pictures to tantalize ur tastebuds

the 4 of us at the peak

trying to be funny

i love this shot

oh and..
i am like rotting at home nowadays
not complaining though
quite enjoy the
no need set alarm jus wk up feeling
but i think i shd at least do something soon
the hols are flying away
yes tts it
i shall do smth
first on list

restoration of my body and soul :)

Labels: hk trip

your name wrote at ;; 1:42 PM

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Rah!!!
i jus cnot slp!!
my mind jus keeps flashing back to the driving test i had earlier on
the whole process of the test
and the tester jus keeps coming to my mind
and i'm actually frightened by his face now
=_=

in one and a half hours time
i have to wk up
tried sleeping since 2 hours ago
my gosh
didnt think i would lose my sleep cus of the tester
not bcuz i failed
but bcuz of the tester's face
and how traumatizing he was

this is no good
no good at all
i imagine myself driving again
but the thought of the tester sitting beside me jus makes me feel like
giving up
ok i mus be kidding

why must the tester be so terrorising
his ferocious face
plus his sniggering smile
and his accusing voice
is all over my head
oh God, get him out of my head pls

tester tester, pls be more friendly next time
im serious abt the terrorising part
you have made it to top 1 of the most terrorisin person i have ever known
not even any teachers, friends, relatives have been as powerful as u
maybe it is a must to be so serious
but i see other testers at least communicating normally with the students
you jus totally started terrorising me from the moment i said good morning

you said,
move off now. go go go. hurry up. speed up speed up

you didnt even reply my good morning
and i was not even ready yet
haven checked my side mirror

maybe i shd jus watch some vcds.

Labels: tester

your name wrote at ;; 3:35 AM

firstly thanks to those who told me its alright that i failed my driving
thanks to instructors who said nvm la, we will mk sure you'd pass next time
thanks to taxi uncle who say i shd go complain
thanks to cell for being angry for me
thanks to janice, kc, grace, pinchen. shiyang, aloy, qiqi and all else who said i m jus suay
im not angry anymore
looking forward to my next driving lesson :)

owells
tmr is my hk trip
or shd i say today
needa wk up at 5am
and its 1am
lol
thanks mom for buying such a huge luggage for me
to fill it with things i buy back

:(
results will be out on my sec day of the trip
spoiler
applied for autoroam jus to receive it ( now i m regreting)
ahhh
so excited to be spending 4 days with clique in a country ive never stepped on before
:)

now i think i reli shd slp
bye singapore!

to cell, hearing ur plans for after a's is so exciting!! may you all enjoy the place that God is gg to put you all in. Congrats on moving on to the next phase of life!! :D so happy for all of you!

Dear Jud, i reli hope its not ur car too.. haha..kidding.. hope to see ya in driving school soon. remeber not to roll back again in future. it may cause immediate failure ;) enjoy the joy of a manual car! :D

Labels: HONGKONG

your name wrote at ;; 1:07 AM

Monday, March 10, 2008

they say all things go wrong together
how true
i shall now reaccount how i failed my driving test with 4 points
=_=

everything went smooth
felt i could pass
like totally
went back into school
there's this freaking slope
and there was a L plate infront of me

SUDDENLY
this L plate rolled back(shd be engine stall or smth)
but still i tot
its not my fault ma
so i still confidently went upstairs
den he said

tester: 4 demerit points. never check blind spot when you were turning
me: orh ok
tester: but u got immediate failure
me: huh why
tester: remember the car that roll back. you almost got into an accident. that is immediate failure.
me: WHAT ITS LIKE NOT MY FAULT
tester: if accident, is it both must be responsible?
me: =_=
tester: but anyway, you did very well. next test should be can pass. good luck

MAN!! i was like freaking pissed off
it was TOTALLY suay-ness
TOTALLY
=_=
not that i blame the L plate.
i rolled back too before
but STILL
that bugger shouldn have given me immediate failure rite!!!
its like
NOT MY FAULT
:(

now i have to book another test date
sheesh
this is so so so spoiling my day
RAH

Labels: ultimate suay ness

your name wrote at ;; 10:27 AM

Sunday, March 09, 2008

to monster:

thought these kinda things only happen in dramas

never occured to me that you were facing so much

all the laughter and everything that you show

i didnt expect it to be a facade

dont give up please

i will stand by you

sorry i misunderstood you

sorry i didnt see the efforts

reli sorry :(

why am i always so rash in the things i do
:(
gg for final drivivng lesson later
ohwells

cass blundered yet again~

Labels: sorry

your name wrote at ;; 2:24 PM

Saturday, March 08, 2008

i feel so loved!!!!!

:)

ok so i was reli hungry
at like 2am
and i put this as my nick

" i am VERY hungry"

den whilst i was chatting with pple
pinchen and kc suggested i order macs delivery
so i did
den in like 10mins
the bell rang

opened the door
sitting outside was a bowl of piping hot fish soup

then within 10mins
the door bell rang again
opened the door
sitting outside was a packet of chicken rice

then another 10mins
the door bell rang again
opened the door
the macdonalds man

and so
jus because of my nick
i got 3 meals to eat
and though i didnt finish all
i finished most

to those 2 pple, thanks for the surprises
:)

Labels: loved

your name wrote at ;; 3:19 AM

Friday, March 07, 2008

i am RETYPING this post
because the freaking blogger is like spoilt
:(

anw.. i accompanied grace to school to get her a's today
it was a nostalgic trip
the taxi ride there reminded me of all the times my mom will try her best
to speed so tt i wont be late
but most of the times
we dont succeed =P

went into the GO
reminded me of the times i went into the sick bay
because there was maths/ chem lessons
mr chung(my gp tutor) was there
and it was like
awwwwww
=P

met mr lim
reminded me of all the times i received his calls
"wei ning, are you not in school AGAIN"
and how he said he would come to my home to pick me and escort me to sch
haha

seeing the many familar faces reminded me of all the happy moments i had in school
seeing the many familar faces receiving their results reminded me that
i should be there
aiyah i am not lamenting or anything
its jus a comment
=P

oh and it was also great to see the table tennis peeps
esp hui hua- my nanny
i reli think my mom paid her to tk care of me
lol
last time in school
when we were eating cai fan
she would never fail to give me some of her fish
and say
"girl ah dun eat fish again. no calcium"
=P
and all the times she stopped me from doing sports
bcuz of my injuries
thanks girl
i miss u!
i promise if i can i will go back n tk results with u k
jiayou! :D

anw wads gg back without pictures
some pictures with some tt peeps

ying en, grace, cass, hui hua

us again

white angels. front guy is desmond =D

i know that my life is planned by God and i want to glorify Him in the walk of life that He placed me in. (:
pls let me pass my mktg =x

COUNTDOWN TO DRIVING EXAM = 2 DAYS
COUNTDOWN TO HONGKONG = 3 DAYS
cell buddy cheer up. God will make a way for you.

Labels: DRIVING, HONGKONG, TJC

your name wrote at ;; 11:54 PM

Thursday, March 06, 2008

im so so so excited
driving exam is in 3 days
hong kong is in 4
WHEE!!! :D

ok random post

to my dearest peeps tkin results tmr
ALL THE BEST =D

to grace: thanks for the lunch you gg to treat me tmr.. :D
to shuling: thanks for randomly screaming right next to me now =P

Labels: random

your name wrote at ;; 11:43 PM

hokays
so shuling and twin sent me the photos
so get ready for some bombardation of photos
=D

VERTICAL MARATHON WITH STEWARDS

STEWARD cell

STEWARD cell with building

Next up are the pics of the clique
from outing yesterday
hmm
i didnt filter any pictures
all are here
so be ready to see some horrible candid ones
=PP