Cassandra Loh

Saturday, September 01, 2007

this is a post meant to be posted on friday. but i fell aslp halfway. and completed the rest today.=p canceled some rubbish i wrote whilst fallin aslp, but left it here to show u all how weird i get when i m tired=pp

a fully packed day
but a day full of fun, reminiscing and reflecting

was SUPPOSED to meet the clique at 8am
received tons of calls from i think qi or twin
hid the phone under the pillow
(semi-subconsciously)
functioned my brain to focus on slpin onli
(tt was also when i was semi-subconscious)
someone was smart( i think is qi)
dad came in to tell me to call this person back ( who is qi again)

reached macs at ard 9:45
=pp
didnt reli eat
but went to play long time faves
BISH BASHI

after that, the whole clique went into the car
and tada
i arrived at SINGAPORE

in the evening, i brough yj to church
he enjoyed it
which was great
on my part
i also enjoyed it
watched a video for the 2nd time
and i reli thank God

the first time i watched it
i was feelin down abt promos and all
ths second time i watch it
it was more of an assurance

been askin God recently
why are there so many politics in man's life
like
not onli in work or studies
but even in churches i see politics
even admist God's love there is politics
thats scary
i hate to be involved in politics
so i run away as much as i can when i see one oncoming
but by doin so
i may be fallin into a category called
"irresponsible catogary"

this night
while watching the video
which was talkin abt the rain in our lives
and the narrator kept emphasizing
that GOd will bring us thru all the storms of our lives
i took it another way

it was sort of a reminder to me
that God sees all these politics
be it in school, whereby friends backstab friends
or at work, whereby colleagues gossip abt colleagues
or at churches, whereby cliques form or ppl feel too comfortable with themselves
or just simply anywhere
God sees them

God will do what He wants to do abt all these politics
i just have to live my life according to His i guess
and turn a blind eye to all these politics
run away u can call it
i choose to call it
ignorant

yepp tt is the reflection part.

went ka toh jian ( jiandaojian) with son, YJ and LL
at first i felt kinda weird la
but good thing is the 2 males noe each other
and we 2 females noe each other too
so it got kinda easier i guess=D

tt ended the day for me
a long day
but a one well spent

now i shall go blog abt today
lol
wad a screwed up calendar i have
=pp

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