been a long time i blogged.. sorry.. reli have been bz.. like reli very bz. oh God, i feel it
jus feel kinda shitty today and i really dont know why things went okay today the guilt. yes i am feeling it
presentation was not bad i think we did okay role play was funny enough i think i know fully why You said everything in Your word
comm skills test was i dunno i think okay? argh wadeva. but wad do i do now
have been feeling vv uneasy these few days prob e gulity feeling its jus coming over me and it is engulfing me i jus feel so damn guilty
the feeling of hatred fear is also all over ready to rob me away and i dun like it this way
i dont know how to explain the reasons behind these feelings its just i know it is there i know the reason for it being there but i dont know how to explain them did i make a mistake?
now i am even afraid to step into the building i am afraid to do anything related to it i feel tt all eyes are on me i feel tt.. even i doubt wad i can do now is there reli a way i can stay in this place now
there was this one day chyr chat with me online she said she was reli too bz tt she neglected alot of things i love the place, i love e people
i took it with a pinch of salt then but now when i think abt it i guess it is true the busy-ness ( i noe it is not an excuse) is making me neglect alot of friends and my life is topsy turvy i cant imagine myself leavin it
it jus dont feel right but, i cant see myself stayin in it
ok wad an emo post.. wad the hell is wrong!! i am sorry. i was wrong
