went to do macro proj.. we were quite very effecient went for a quick lunch at this place i used to go durin internship before cabbin to sch
a small joke in e cab was talkin to jasmine. jasmine: dye ur hair at woodlands. much cheaper cass: oh reli? how much did u download ur hair?
it wasnt meant to be a joke.. it was a real error.. but we had a good laugh
went for macro. boring man lecturer kept using his fave word..
Lecturer: fdaifjijfijafjf SHIT efaidfhahffshio SHIT wefqahfwoghw SHIT yea that is his fave word :P
went for trng worst trng ever in TP admit i wasnt feelin too well but tt isnt an excuse bcuz i wasnt exactly THAT unwell supposed to play up-down and bcuz i wanted to win so badly i compromised on every ball and when i started losing my mental jus gave way
can someone jus gimme a crash course on mental strengthening
and in e end didnt play well disappointed not because i didnt win but also bcuz i didnt exactly press on
grr.. tmr is the release of *** test results all i need to do is pluck up tt courage to go get it back n learn from it but e familiar jitters, and excuse making brought over from TJ is coming back to engulf me n now here i am, tryin to think of ways not to go for it.
but cass.. u jus gotta learn somehow rite? to face wadeva shite u brought urself into if others can, why cant u? mr fan.. maybe u're right that the "this prob wont jus disappear" that "u gotta learn it here,bcuz onli here will e teachers help u" that "all i need to do is to walk in bravely" why didnt i believe u then?
mr courage? wont u jus come knock my door for once?
