speakers and wls kept askin the students.. how many yrs have they been attending this camp..
3 yrs for me.. 1 yr as grp member, 2 yrs as leaders. i can still rem so vividly my first yr..
i was sitting there, the same way the seats were arranged, with grace. i raised my hand.. i praised God.. i thanked God..
this yr.. student camp started as a challenge for me.. with all e pre student camp prob, i was alr vv drained durin xian xing hui.. and i mus admit. even to tt point, i was still deciding whether to serve or not.tt nite, i was supposed to stay over.. but i decided not to..it jus didnt feel right.
the next day... student camp day 1.. i was welcomed with one of my cell gals confessin abt smth she has done.. and tt got me thinkin.. aft tt throughout the camp.. many events and worskshops just got me thinkin more.. reli thank God for all the lessons learnt..had a reli great time.. it was reli a rather faith stretching 5 days.. bcuz my grp members' dynamics were quite extreme and all..
but i managed to survive thru! (: ok all except the 2nd last day..
2nd last day was the usual out of church activity.. this yr.. it was to macritchie.. complete a few stations before setting off to other places.. my grp was reli not vv hiong de.. like seriously..we didnt run much and all.. but in e end, our grp had e most no. of casualties.. and i am vv vv shocked bcuz we took all e necessary steps, like drinking water, resting and all..
and IT happened again..
this was wad happened to me..
we completed all e stations.. from simpang, we were supposed to go back to church.. i started running.. tts when we saw a cab.. yi qing jie told me to tk a cab bcuz we werent sure if they needed a grp leader to bao dao.. so i took a cab up.. in e end they said need whole grp. since i took a cab, i wasnt tired at all. so i ran down to find e rest of my grp pple to run tog ( to gif dem support since i took such an easy journey up) first person i saw was lobbie.. so i ran up with her.. den i went down again.. i saw cheryl boh rachel wang etc.. so ran with dem.. den went down abit saw jing2, den ran up with her again.. den i was quite tired le. den lemon tell me.. need whole grp.. so yi qing jie and shalyn were still down ma.. so i went down.. and i realised.. they haven even reached the school.. so i ran out of e school, and saw dem on their way up.. then yq jie say.. tell dem they r uncomfortable, no need wait for dem.. so i once again ran up... ( which means the tkin cab = never tk)
when i finally reached the top for the last time.. i went to sit with my grp ppl who alr were sitting.. den i saw rachel wang lie down. and so i decided to lie down too.. aloy came.. and asked me not to lie down at the carpark. so i sat up..den he went to talk to lemon.. so i went back to lie down.. and tts all i remembered..
next thing i knew.. i heard qing long ge sayin "cassandra wake up" and i opened my eyes and saw yh.. den i dun rem again. until i was in allen's car tt i realised i was on my way to the hosp.. i was still like blur abt everythin la... den e next thing i knew, i was in a wheelchair..and kai ge was with me.. dats when i realised. hey i am gg to see a doc!so i immediately say i dunwan.. and aft some persuasion they sent me back to church..
they told me to rest for an hour.. then they will decide whether to send me to the doc.. i rem slpin vv soundly and feelin vv vv comfortable when allen woke me up.. they took my bp and my pulse.. i think my pulse was 102.. den he said.. go doc..i was like.. but i am feelin well! but the moment i stood up, den i realised.. ok maybe not..
went to the doc.. took some stupid glucose test tt made e whole thing so ex! think doc said smth abt heat exhaustion or sth.. dunno la.. but yea.. now i am ok alr.. except tt.. i am still vv slow mentally.. i mean seriously i can feel myself lagging..
to the many many ppl who helped me (first aid): thanks alot ppl... i know it scare many of u.. thanks for e care.. (:
to the many many ppl who prayed for me: thanks alot.. i reli appreciate them and i noe the prayers did help
to allen: thanks alot.. sorry i had to ma fan u AGAIN. and reli thanks for all e care from day1.. :D
to the ppl who said those evil stuff AGAIN ( u all noe hu u all are) : i didnt mean to be down again.. and this time i reli did tk care. and i didnt do it to attract any attention.. but reli.. if u all think tt wasnt genuine..think again. reli noe. i shdn even let wad they say affect me.. but it is.. like next yr am i cut to be grp leader still.. like ppl will jus think i dun tk care of myself bla bla bla.. so now i feel inadequate as a leader.. shucks..
to those ppl who say i never tk care: i reli did ok. i reli dun like to be portrayed like a little girl hu dunno how to look after herself. me and my grp did drink water. we did tk vv long breaks. i dunno why it happened.. so stop it..
hmm yea.. so tt was e big thing tt happened to me during e camp.. but the GREAT thing was.. 4 ppl from my grp dedicated their lives to God.. 3 TT girls and lobbie..
to lobbie: reli reli glad u accepted Christ.. now u can leave all ur burdens to Him and have a NEW life.. like a baby again.. :D lookin forward to see u grow gal.. :D and thanks for being such a caring grp mate.. i noe alo of times.. u took care of me instead of e other way round.. like when u asked me not to run too much, ask me to slp early, ask ppl to keep quiet cux i resting.. thanks alot dear.. (:
n i oso got some stuff in my mind clear.. now tt camp is over. everything is back in place.. same ren ai, same everythin..but i jus gotta stay strong.. stay vv strong.. and reli do things tt i managed to tell others to do..
