Cassandra Loh

Thursday, June 28, 2007

my best-ies: love u gals!

the rest of the pics are below.. (:

today was a GREAT day......

i found mr courage from the 2nd method mentioned yest..
went to school
nothin to be given out
YET
-_-

met gab for lunch at mensa
had a nice time chatting
always great to have suprises
like ppl joining u for lunch

went to chiong my report
and i did it(:
gab came to find me again
with fishballs :D
went to toys r us to get tt rubik cube
and i am trusting tt he will solve it
"fingers crossed :P"

went to meet grace and qi
ate at a hk cafe
roamed ard pasar malam(tts where the showe caps came from :P)
and started the whole cam whoring session :S

reli had a great day. :D
*pray for jing2

i need Mr courage for tmr again :S

Labels: mr courage again

your name wrote at ;; 11:17 PM

aunty grace and all the cleaning stuff

me with shower cap

3 of us (:

shy! :S

3 of us in e mirror with our shower caps

grace and cass (:

cass and qi

christmas is coming (:

qi diving

qi tempted by grace's food

qi and cass and barney

we are sad :(

us in shower caps

wads e big deal? :p

3 of us(:

grace and qi

and again (:

qi.. CUT

qi's dreamin of grace.. ewww

qi with her fave-soccer balls :D

qi yawning!! :P

grace and her octy-pusy

o.O

l.A

us (: (:

us (: (: (:

Labels: pictures

your name wrote at ;; 10:38 PM

frequent knocks on his door..
and entering jus to find mr courage sitting inside
together with mr fan
i would leave his office
and be filled with courage again

frequent smses to and fro..
and receiving replied jus to find mr courage in the msgs
sent by ananias
i would read his msg
and be filled with courage again

paced below LT1 many times..
jus to see mr fan patiently waiting for me
to accompany me up LT1 tog with mr courage
and stuffed papers under my feet
with msgs like
" u can do it"
whilst i did my test
and i would be filled with courage again

lookin at the board
these words faithfully sat there
throughout my first 3 mths
" LOH WEI NING OWES ME x CUPS OF THE MOST EXP DRINK IN STARBUCKS"
and those words brought mr courage close
to fill me with courage again

now i need mr courage again...
but i cant locate mr courage
where did the door, the phone, the papers and the board go to?

mr courage.. where r u??
thank you Lord for sendin ppl to show me where mr courage was that time

Labels: mr courage

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Wednesday, June 27, 2007

went to do macro proj..
we were ~~quite~~ very effecient
went for a quick lunch at this place i used to go durin internship
before cabbin to sch

a small joke in e cab
was talkin to jasmine.
jasmine: dye ur hair at woodlands. much cheaper
cass: oh reli? how much did u download ur hair?

it wasnt meant to be a joke.. it was a real error..
but we had a good laugh

went for macro.
boring man
lecturer kept using his fave word..

Lecturer: fdaifjijfijafjf SHIT efaidfhahffshio SHIT wefqahfwoghw SHIT
yea that is his fave word :P

went for trng
worst trng ever in TP
admit i wasnt feelin too well
but tt isnt an excuse
bcuz i wasnt exactly THAT unwell
supposed to play up-down
and bcuz i wanted to win so badly
i compromised on every ball
and when i started losing
my mental jus gave way

can someone jus gimme a crash course on mental strengthening

and in e end didnt play well
disappointed
~~not~~ because i didnt win
but also bcuz i didnt exactly press on

grr..
tmr is the release of *** test results
all i need to do is pluck up tt courage
to go get it back
n learn from it
but e familiar jitters, and excuse making
brought over from TJ
is coming back
to engulf me
n now here i am, tryin to think of ways not to go for it.

but cass..
u jus gotta learn somehow rite?
to face wadeva shite u brought urself into
if others can,
why cant u?
mr fan.. maybe u're right that the "this prob wont jus disappear"
that "u gotta learn it here,bcuz onli here will e teachers help u"
that "all i need to do is to walk in bravely"
why didnt i believe u then?

mr courage? wont u jus come knock my door for once?

Labels: mental weakness

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Tuesday, June 26, 2007

was attentively listening in class when emily took this

was wondering wad she was doin when she took this(check out janice at the background. like gg to fall aslp anytime la :P)

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yes yes.. tts how bored we get in school nowadays.. man.. we can do absolutely ANYTHING to entertain ourselves!

now we are all like rushing our projects
talk abt last min work

nth much to update
jus tt trngs are gettin more and more
but i m enjoyin it..
i meant the trng onli

to all the JCTs ppl and the SP ppl:
all e best for your papers..
(:

i choose to believe in miracles..
what abt u?

Labels: miracles

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

lobbie HAD TO remind me abt the dumb photo i took that AHS is still using now..
HOW TO WEAR YOUR UNIFORM RIGHT
check out the socks (so high)
check out the skirt (so long)
check out the hair (so neat)
check out the shirt (so ~~tucked in~~) yea rite dun be fooled. it wasnt tucked in.. tts why the words had to cover my shirt so the untuck wun show :P

got these from janice's blog. will post more aft chargin my phone (:

your name wrote at ;; 1:43 AM

today is an aww day..

went to get e billabong bag.. (:
will post pic some other time cux my phone has switched off :X

went for renai.. overcomin personal weakness..
when jiami jie asked abt our personal weakness, i immediately tot of bad tempered and stubborn.. but as we sang With All I am as response song, i tot abt the weaknesses again.. weaknesses noone see.. noone except You. i commit them to You,help me O Lord to overcome them with Your unfailing love.

then went to play pool with son, alvin and dan since janice couldn meet earlier..
played like dunno how many games..
all was good except for the high psi(due to ppl smoking in an air conditioned place:S)

went to meet janice aft tt..
the heels were alr killing me.
and i had to lose my way in SUNTEC -_-
went to have our meal.. not too bad.. (:
the interview was quite good..
the GM was nice
the place is nice..

I WANT TO BE IN THE SERVICE IND LIKE NOW!

(:

the social pressure ~~of life~~of getting attached, i shant conform

help me O Lord, not to conform to worldly standards or desires..

Labels: stand firm cass

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

My love will bring you home

If you wander off too far, my love will get you home.
If you follow the wrong star, my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If the bright lights blinds your eyes,
my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride,
my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home.

If you ever feel ashame,
my love will get you home.
If its only you to blame,
my love will get you home.
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone,
get back on your feet and think of me,
my love will get you home.
Boy, my love will get you home

gq sent me this song. lyrics is great.. imagine tt the protagonist of the song is Daddy above..wad an assurance..
yepp master.. lets remind each other to always look to Him in all circumstances

Labels: greatest commandment

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Friday, June 22, 2007

shucks..i'm disappointed =X

didnt get to night cycle in e end cux ly tired..
didnt get to hang out to chat at airport too..
so i am home now..
packed my clothes back to where they were..
and thinking of ways to get my dinner..

ok i am jus whining..
it aint anyone's fault
cux i jus reli was lookin forward to the cycling..

can someone jus call me now and ask me out for cycling???
thanks master for accompanyin me even though u hate waiting.thanks for pei ing me even when u were so tired..

-leave spore for a 4 days 3 night (or more) trip
-go for a tan
-go to the zoo
-shopping b4 the7%
-pack my stuff
-cut my hair
-~~eat alot of good food~~
-go for a cycling trip
-~~eat alot of good food~~
-~~sleep alot~~
-~~sleep alot~~

Labels: 2days of freedom left

your name wrote at ;; 9:56 PM

5am.. im not slpin yet

cant get to slp

i am nervous

your name wrote at ;; 5:02 AM

its a long day.. beneficial day i suppose. (:

went for the CAA(changi airport ambassador) interview..
i think i screwed up alittle.. =X
keepin my fingers crossed

oh i had a GREAT talk with ak..
talked abt alot of last time stuff..
and everythin else.. (:
reli a great talk..
and we also talked abt 2H's survival(as in to stay bonded)

sportsclass reli rocks..
2H03 reli proved it all..
ppl say we cant study
ppl say we are notorious, dont give a damn
but we proved them wrong
n i love it when we prove them wrong
who got most creative class in 2003
not bein arrogant
jus proud of 2H03
the class tt proved pple wrong

sorta sad when ak said tt he felt the girls and guys would prob lose the bond soon..
but personally i dun think it would happen.
since we stuck tog for the past 4yrs aft we part
don't think it'd be a prob to bond for the rest of our lives
though i seem like i am distancing myself away from e class at times, i am not. reli i am not. bcuz aft today's talk, i am even more convinced tt i will never wan to be not part of 2H03.

aft the interview, met aloysius(BIG)
had a whole load of fun la! and crap!
went ikea.
ate there den walk den ate again.. (:

tmr will be a GREAT day, ok maybe except in the morning
will be gg for night cycling with dan and ly onli.. :D

i seem to be doin many last min stuff.. my list of stuff again..
-leave spore for a 4 days 3 night (or more) trip
-go for a tan
-go to the zoo
-shopping b4 the7%
-pack my stuff
-cut my hair
-~~eat alot of good food~~
-~~go for a cycling trip~~
-~~eat alot of good food~~
-~~sleep alot~~
-~~sleep alot~~

countdown: 10hrs later
iamnotnervousiam~~not~~nervous

Labels: CAA, catching up

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Thursday, June 21, 2007

ok today was reli quite a eat good food day.. so i sorta did sth out of tt LONG LIST.

-leave spore for a 4 days 3 night (or more) trip
-go for a tan
-go to the zoo
-shopping b4 the7%
-pack my stuff
-cut my hair
-~~eat alot of good food~~
-go for a cycling trip
-~~eat alot of good food~~
-sleep alot
-~~sleep alot~~

met dan for 5star chicken rice.. and we witnessed sth reli interesting..

we were talkin when sudd "BANG"
a taxi bumped into another taxi right infront of the 5star chicken rice.. and the stall ppl started coming out.. not to kaypoh.. no no.. is to get the cab's plate no. to buy 4D.. i was like.. wahh.. haha... tot it onli happened it shows.

went to parkway.. walked quite abit to get ideas for my new room and also ideas for my first meal tt i will cook for the LUCKY one. :p

oh den went for apollo fried kway tiao...it was good.. its been like more than 10yrs since i ate fried kawy tiao.. i was jus convinced by dan tt it would taste good, and it did (:

tmr's e interview+projects day.. eew.. but nvm.. fri's prob e cycling day.. yay!! :D

as e day draws near...the more i am ~~contemplating~~
cass ~~don't~~ assume! ROAR I SAID DON'T!

Labels: CYA interview

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

ROAR!!!

im like rotting my days away...

:(

many things i wanted to do for this hols

-leave spore for a 4 days 3 night (or more) trip
-go for a tan
-go to the zoo
-shopping b4 the7%
-pack my stuff
-cut my hair
-eat alot of good food
-go for a cycling trip
-~~eat alot of good food~~
-sleep alot
-~~sleep alot~~

manymany more.. but ive done except maybe e last one.. and i have 5days left..

so i shd start NOW!

anybody wants to go cycling?

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

i wonder why some ppl jus wan to be old..

ppl 4-5 yrs younger can tell me tt they are old alr..

ppl same age as me can tell me they are old.

ppl who are jus in their twenties can tell me they are old..

and they seem to be proud of it.. for me, i'm happy to be young.. i dun forsee myself sayin

" i am too old to run"

at least for the next ten yrs..

n when ten yrs is up, i hope i will still be alive and running, not brisk walkin in some park (not tt its bad. jus.. its alittle.. erm slow.)

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had a great chat with my son jus now.. (= and aft tt master.. miss those times when i would never miss my son bcuz we were gg out almost everyday.. aww.. she is reli one sister i can share absoultely everything and trust tt nothing will leak out of her mouth.. love ya loads son! :D dun be too disappointed abt the _______________ k.. i guess its all abt being ready lor.. maybe _____is jus not ready (:

oh i also went to do tt paint thingy with lobbie.. man i m reli getting addicted to it la! grr.. this gotta stop. i am ~~NOT~~ going to spend so much on those ~~lame~~ painting stuff

communication is reli SOOO impt. assumption reli kills man. son told me this b4..

ASSUME=making an ASS of U and ME

so i shdn assume. i shd jus wait n see...

Labels: heart to heart

your name wrote at ;; 11:54 PM

I'm Not A Girl, ~~Not Yet~~ A Woman

Britney Spears

I used to think
I had the answers to everything
But now I know
That life doesn't always go my way, yeah

Feels like I'm caught in the middle
That's when I realize

I'm not a girl, not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl

There is no need to protect me
It's time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own, oh

I've seen so much more than you know now
So don't tell me to shut my eyes

I'm not a girl, not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl

But if you look at me closely
You will see it in my eyes
This girl will always find her way

(I'm not a girl) I'm not a girl, don't tell me what to believe
(Not yet a woman) I'm just trying to find the woman in me, yeah
(All I need is time) Oh, all I need is time
That's mine, while I'm in between

I'm not a girl, not yet a woman
All I need is time
A moment that is mine
While I'm in between
I'm not a girl, ooh
Not yet a woman

get it ppl? i dont need to be protected.. because i will definitely learn to face things myself and find my way. and when i do tt, i mk sure u ppl will drop ur jaws. take that people! (=

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Monday, June 18, 2007

the MONSTER paint thingy we did

anna and qi xi with the paint thingy

anna and i with the paint thingy

qi xi and i with the paint thingy

qi xi eating ice longan

anna eating longan

mee eating longan

OUR longans (=

your name wrote at ;; 10:52 PM

today was a BUSY day

i went to sch for 2 projects

den went to meet my disciples darlings

reli had a gr8 time (=

we didnt plan for any activities.. we jus wanted to spend time together. met at tamp mall.

1st activity--- FOOD
we bought our respective rubbish food ( octupus balls, fried chicken, jap chicken, bubble tea), and stood at some table eating.. had a good time chatting and sharin about the student camp.. :D

2nd activity--- walked ard
we walked ard.. alittle here alittle dere.. got bored VV fast

3rd activity--- went to do this paint art thingy.. e chairs were like mini can! and my legs were so long i had difficulty stuffing dem under e table.. lol.. but it was fun. shall post the pic later.. :D

4th activity--- went to check my ear for any possible infection.its a complimentary service by the ear piercing place.. (:

5th activity--- walked ard century... got bored jus too soon..

6th activity--- FOOD..ate roti prate and ice longan..

see.. they are jus normal activities.. but it was reli quality time together.. (: n i reli treasure it.. love ya gals!

went for trng aft tt.. didnt play too well, prob cux not feelin too well.. warmed up with.. err i duno her name.. den trained with jean mok.. den played competition with cheng gui who was ON FIRE.. haha.. den aft tt jus played ard with hoi shek..

den met lemon to get wu jian dao vcds.. yayness! :D
thanks alot lobbie for always praying and supporting me.. thanks alot.. reli glad to see u praying alr.. your daddy above hears all your prayers k. (: tk care of ur health too

as the clock ticks, as e days pass...

Labels: disciples and disciplers

your name wrote at ;; 10:28 PM

Friday, June 15, 2007

i believe in wad i believe in..

i may have my weird principles.. but they are my principles.

i dun conform to wad others do.. i dun have to, n i dun like to.

because i am ME.

i am like still having the after effects of a heat stroke- accordin to lemon.

my mind moves slow..seriously..

ok maybe i always have been slow :p

n ppl say i became black..

e word is tanned! i have sandals tan lines and its kinda cool (:

anw..today i random-ly saw Martin.. n i realised i miss e RGs.. like..ppl may see us as some trash.. but we see great stuff in ourselves.. (:

took before i decided to leave tjc..and den i also realised i miss myself in tt GREEN uni..

oh n i miss e food of TJ..

me and my alot of sauces food..

i miss 26/07 ALOT.. a class tt bonded fast and had MANY enjoyable times TOGETHER

and i miss acting bimbo with my fellow bimbo

and of cos.. my team..

if i could turn back time, wad would i have done?

to octy-pusy: of cos i still read ur blog my dear friend.. and dun worry i am fine.. (: do tk care and jiayou mugging.. now dun dare ask u out cux u seem bz.. next time ba..

innocence

tmr is shopping den cell den training.

GSS is irritating.. it mks me spend.. grr...=X

Labels: innocence. heat stroke

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