i was reading the posts of judith and kenneth, the netball and volleyball captains of tjc respectively..
i see the way they feel they let down their team.. i see the way they try their best to gel the team together..
dats when i realised, wad a lousy captain i have been..
dats when i realised.. how much i miss tjc..
*miss being the captain of the table tennis team with dang shi.. *miss setting goals tog.. *miss trng tog.. *miss the dinners tog.. *miss the chang jiao ppl *miss the hua mian ppl *miss being the one who talks the most during training *miss how coach will always dare to tease me about I**** bcuz he isnt there *miss how we play friendly competitions *miss how we had that tiring camp, but enjoy ourselves so much *miss lazily doing pt tog *miss pep talking the team(with last min draft) *miss cheering with the team *miss them suaning me abt guys -_-
so many more miss-es..
coach said today " u dun look very happy. last time in tj u are the one who is the noisiest, bringing the team spirit up. now u are so quiet.. u dun look happy"
and he walked away..
halfway playing, he said i wasnt trng prop..not like b4..
and he walked away..
he is disappointed. i noe.
i dun wan to disappoint my coach.. i want to prove.. that i have not lost my passion for table tennis..
tmr i will go back.. and i will be the cass again! i will play the table tennis i love with the ppl i love with the coach i love with the place i love.. and i will proudly say:
i haven lost my passion for table tennis at all
coach: ok u will never read this.. but anw.. jiao lian.. wo mei you bu xi huan ping pang.. wo mei you men men bu le.. wo mei you xiang hen duo dong xi.. wo bu hui gu fu ni de.. wo hui yong xin lian, yong gong da.. xie xie ni ti xing wo, yuan lai wo hai zhe me ai ping pang..
tjctt07: I RELI RELI MISS U GUYS!! T_T(dangshi taught me tt this sign means "crying" :D)
