had a relatively bad day.. prob partly due to the fever..
a) i called cab.. in e end we waited for close to half an hour for the cab we called -_- and had to pay still
b) i was late for service due to the above
c) i didnt reli catch the main point for sermon
d) i sat alone in between cell and service and felt so out of place
e) wanted to study durin 1st hr of cell=games, cus test comin but was not allowed to
f) ppl complained abt the steamboat tt i prepared
g) ppl complained abt the steamboat tt i prepared X2
h) the steamboat caught fire
i) came home with my mom nagging at me
yea.. tt was all in a day.. sounds rubbishy?
but oso have stuff to thank God for..
a) had a nice time talkin to marcus b) managed to talk to my 2 darlings after everything c) managed to talk abit to lobbie and jing jing, and got to know some stuff tt happened in their life so can pray for them d) saw sherilyn today aft vv long (: e) bought the stuff i wan to buy alr
hmm.. the prob is reli getting more serious. i guess it is when ppl are aware of the prob, tts when e prob is big. so... action has to be taken.. and the onli action i can think of is to ___. managed to talk to dem to get a peace in my heart tt they r fine. got a confirm with her tt she is ___too. now wads left is.. when?
tmr i am gg to play zhu sheng bei.. (all saints cup) not with the youths though.. ( like i would ever be playin with them. lol.. it seems like i have more affinity with either younger or older peep. playin for qing nian qu.. onli girl.. so gonna be on court all e way.. ankle jiayou!)
to sherilyn: gal u owe me explanation!! :P tk care la.. (: meet up to chat soon!! :D and is next sat set?? haha i play with u la!
to lobbie: pls tk care and keep tt bubbly spirit! can infect ppl ard u too! (:
to malcom: i can meet u on friday night.. i am free le (: sorry ah keep tuo-ing.
to allen: ok u wun read this but hope u reli get into NIE.. dun bully me anymore la! :P
ankles: master i won't disappoint u me: i trust u guys!
ok tt was dumb-_-
oh lord i feel far. from you. from anything/anyone related to you. i dunwan to go back to the sec1 me o lord. its coming back. would u take it away before it ever comes.
things i need to conquer if it comes: a) vulgarities? b) anti social? c) keepin to myself d) rebellious e) self abuse
