Sunday, April 29, 2007
One week since I’ve been in a new school, with totally new friends..
Started off with nobody I knew.. reli nobody.. during orientation, I wondered how on earth am I gg to bond with this class.. den I found my clique, which has a bowler, shuttler and a SCUBA DIVER! :p private joke. Den slowly e class bonds.. and now.. esp aft HTM orientation, the class seem like we’ve been tog for long.. (:
Thursday
I had no school on thurs!! (:
How I LOVE slack time tables. I could make GOOD use of my time(: went to meet anna to teach her maths, (supposedly, but ended up talking abt being a Christian for life), den did some of my tutorials, den went to meet lemon for dinner.. den did some of my tutorial again, den met wx at nite. Fruitful day of catchin up.. sad thing is, I jus cant seem to catch up with the jc pple of my age. They jus seem so bz I dunno where to enter. But still glad I managed to catch up with ppl like son, wx, lemon, Jeremy and all e other non JC2 peep..
Friday
School started at 2. I kept sub consciously thinking it was lecture so can be a little late.. like u noe 5mins to 10. so I slacked ard. And before I knew it, I was rushing to sch bcuz it is act comm. skills tutorial.. haha.. comm skills is fun! Its somewhat like GP, and I love GP (heard tt mr wilson? :P u could prob hint to mr chung and ms lim tt I enjoiyed their GP for me.. hehe jk) aft school, we queued for like an hour to buy the textbook for research in HTM.. and I, being that foolish me, managed to entertain my friends (unintentionally).
We were quite amazed with the bookshop being an NTUC cus it has almost everythin. Then I saw this “hair spray”. The cap was blue and the brand was Gatsby. There was a tester available, so I took it and asked for volunteers to be sprayed. Of cos noone volunteered, so I went to wan zhen, and since she didn’t defend herself, I sprayed her hair. Seeing the blue streak on her hair, I was so amused! I pointed to her hair and said, “ reli got blue!” and she said ya right. So I was like “I AM SERIOUS!” and the rest of them jus seem to say ya right. I was in confusion state when wan zhen said “ how can deodorant have colour!” I was like “ IT IS HAIR SPRAY LA!” and when they saw tt I was reli serious, they burst out laughing.. ok fine, it was reli deodorant.. with a coloured cap.. :/ and tt was how I became the entertainment for the day.. :P
Aft tt we had HTM orientation. Wanted to pon, but last min decided not to la.. in e end, reli had fun and reli bonded with class! J oh and we played captain’s ball in an ULTRA MUDDY FIELD with ONE WHOLE UNCOOKED CHICKEN which eventually got dissected by us whilst playin. :p
Saturday
Saturday was fun.. went to church in the morning to give my disciples follow up.. (: reli enjoyed the time with them.. (: from the not serious stuff to the serious stuff.. (: thanks girls for making my first time being a discipler such a wonderful one.
Service was impactful. Worship was too.. I mean, ok worship is not for me.. is for God, but the songs reli reminded me of a lot of stuff.. ok I will come back to this later..
For cell, we had a new member..!!! LOBBY!!! Didn’t think she would come, but so glad she did..(: I met Lobby and e rest of the sports class sec1s during this outreach BBQ for all sec1s. prob bcuz I am a sports player, I managed to bond with them quite well.. tt friendship then wasn’t bcuz I had to mk friends since it was an outreach. It was more of, I reli enjoyed talking to them, and it sort of reminded of 2h’03. all e complaints of how teachers treat them unfair, how teachers belittle them, and of cos how trainings are titing but rewarding etc. did try to get lobby and the rest to come for cell, but she didn’t seem to mk it. So when I saw her yest..i was shocked.. (: pleasantly surprised.., hope I will see helmet soon. (:
We played captains’ ball instead of the book since Lobby was here. N I guess we reli enjoyed ourselves.. (:
Btw..
Lobby=Rachel (she is called Lobby because her face turns red vv easily- she act reminds me of twin)
Helmet=cheryl ( she is called helmet because her hair is exactly like a helmet.. but she is cute (: )
Aft cell, I had a fair share of whining to ppl abt how I needed to go back to Yio Chu Kang ALL BY MYSELF.. thankful though tt I had Margaret jie and Chin hang ge who could send me down the long AHS slope..so it was supposedly left with the mrt ride tt I would be alone.. when I reached the tanah merah platform.. I saw kai xiang! He is a tpjc senior.. whom I act never talked to before.. but he recog me and I recog him..haha and yest was e first time we talked.. (: he is reli a nice guy.. nice person to talk to. And he was gg to somerset.. so in e end, he pei me until I was left with 8 stops alone! Yay!! Hee..
To kai xiang: erm ok u wont ever read this, but I reli enjoyed talking to u..and of cos sms-ing u now. (: and u noe wad, I will definitely be praying for your admission to uni.. may u be tt person tt will impact others’ lives soon(:
And from yio chu kang, my grandfather offered to fetch me.. so.. I reli wasn’t alone for long!! Yay!! (:
Sunday
Today was supposed to go church, but in e morning wasn’t feelin too well.. so aft a long time deciding, decided to rest at home.. prob gg out later to cut my fringe.. hmm wonder if I shd..haha..I reli njoy tp.. reli love the friends tt I made..i mean in class.. but in table tennis.. I feel so.. left out.. like they r all from NAS.. and all.. so ther reli clique tog and I reli cant blend in.. so I am always alone. Sitting there alone and all.. shd I quit table tennis? I love table tennis, but I cant seem to blend with the peep.. maybe I shd quit.. maybe tts e end of table tennis for me. But I say this with a heavy heart.. bcuz I prob love table tennis too much to leave. Wad shd I do..and i also feel so alone.like i am not in the lives of my jc2 ahs friends anymore.. and now tt i cant mk it for cell animore, i also feel tt i am not part of them.sudd feel totally new. like all i can rely on is the new friendstt i noe for 1 week..the only comfort is prob, like the songs i sang on sat. alot of reminder that i am not alone, and tt He is with me in everything, everyplace, everywhere tt i go..
Don't you ever wish you were someone else, you were meant to be, the way you are exactly. Don't you ever say you dun like the way you are, when you learn to love yourself, you're better of by far.
nice verse from a song "stay the same." go figure!
prayer:
- kai xiang's uni admission
- anna, qi xi, eunice MYE
- JC2 friends in their studies
- me adapting with school life
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