im listening to at the cross now.. gr8 song!! (: praise Lord!!
Friday
Its Good Friday!! a day to commerate the day tt Jesus died on the cross for us, out of LOVE..it was reli great to see so many youths on sunday again.. (been like a yr since so many youths took up the front few pews..:D) the service was a reflective one. after every few verses, diff pastor will speak and, i will reflect and praise Lord! Jesus died for us on the cross.. He was the sacrificed lamb.. He did nothing wrong, nothing at all. but He took up the cross, and died for us..
*reflection: it is not tt i dunno of His love, it is tt i choose to tk it for granted, and dismiss the thought of it, thus continue living my life at it is..*
after service, me, cor and shuling went to bugis to get things we needed. me and cor got the SAME wallet!! (: jus tt mine is the longer kind. *FRIENDS, PLEASE STOP CASSANDRA FROM SPENDING!* ok ok.. act it is not splurging.. it is.. jus buyin stuff i need! serious.. i bought a new phone *needed*, a new wallet *needed*.. and now.. i wanna buy a bag.. *needed* but i am broke.. hmmm.. soon..(:
aft buyin and all, we went to commonwealth, to this church called Queenstown Methodist. attended a combine service there, and wad was spoken was reli good. ABout God being the vine and us the branches.. about us having to bear fruits.. about testimonies not onli in church, but oso out of church. about not tkin up soo many service areas, and neglecting our basic life with our family. reli a vv realistic sermon.. (:
at nite.. we went to ikea at queenstown for dinner.. it was like CROWDED! y do ppl go ikea to eat? is e food reli nice.. i tot it was jus ok.. anw.. aft tt we went to queensway (shoppin centre selling loads of sports stuff) but bought nth! jus walked randomly.. and tada. we went home..thank God for zhi hao ge who drove a van tt day and could send all the pasir ris tampines ppl.. (:
Sat
went to church early to.. ahem.. let ming li try helpin me do french manicure.. which turned out... hehe.. lol.. but anw thanks mingli! enjoyed the process though the outcome was alittle.. nvm practice mks perfect! u can ask me to be the tester again any time.. (:
went for service, which was evangelistic..there was this guest speaker who was reli quite cool and bilingual.. she didnt look like she was serving in youth ministry, but she reli could connect (i feel)
aft service we immediately proceeded to this red bean game.. whereby u play scisssors paper stone and if u lose u have to give one red bean to the winner.. so u jus try to earn red beans.. and.... I LOST! (according to some, i keep coming out stone but i seriously didnt realise.) so anw, i had to do forefeit (i was the oldest doin tt forefeit and it was a vv image-spoiling forefeit!) so jus did with the younger ones lookin xtra stupid.. :p
aft tt they watch eight under.. i watched it before, and had to leave early for class outing.. so i left and met dearest 26/07! had like e fullest dinner ever! each ate like 3 pieces of pizzas( i ate 2 since the last wasnt nice *i reli onli like hawaiian*) and may drumlets *which rocks btw* and soup.. man we were like bloated!!! chit chatted with the class.. and had a great time as usual :p aft tt pong treated us to ice cream cone.. yay! *did i jus say we were bloated!!!!*
sun
went for easter service.. JESUS resurrected!! HE is a LIVING GOD!! it is reli undeniable!! like how he came out of tt tomb w/o removing the rock tt covered it.. the easter service was evangelistic so it was kinda informal.. kinda weird seeing mu shi and all not wearin robe.. and the ending song wasnt a hymn. (: talked to my sec1 cell aloysius aft service.. reli thank God I am a table tennis player.. so even if he is vv closed up to alot of others, he opens up to me once i start the conversation with table tennis (: and he is coming on sat!! for cell!! (: act he doesnt come on sat.. (:
aft tt went for lunch with shuling and gab (lao pa) at tm.. aft talkin and eating, me and shuling left for expo..
we attended the healing service at FCBC..expo was SO CROWDED!! it was an exposure since we have never been to one.. the worship and sermon was good.. (: then it was the healin part.. the pastor invited all who needed healing to go forward.. alot went.. i didnt at first.. aft singing and praying, i decided to go..it was kinda overwhelming, seeing God's works right before my eyes.. ppl healed and all.. (: praise Lord! i guess i still couldn admit the real prob with me even until e point when i went down.. :(
aft the service, we went to get orange julius before gg to white sands to meet gab again.. ate at the new kopitiam.. and now i m here (:
the past 3 days reminded me again of God's love. Yes we fail Him, we often do.. Yes we sin, we always do.. Yes we disappoint Him, we often do, but His grace covered all of that. He forgives, He has mercy and He loves.. (: when we are lost, He draws us back.. Just like when one sheep is lost, a shepard will leave the rest and look for it, He also seeks us.. He wants to come into our lives. BUt our hardened hearts often reject this love.. and smth impacted me..
When you feel inferior, you are sinning, cuz He loves you so much!!- pastor Kong please rem this cass!
even when i fail You, i know You love me...
prayer - for the non christians in AHS who have heard of the gospel during these 3 days, tt their hearts wil be softened. - for the student camp prep -mrwilson's decision to tk up tuition ministry or not - my spiritual health - my time management - patience - * and ** to be able to accomodate each other, and to show Jesus' Love to one another..
