ok.. firstly.. i managed to wake up for morning QT today!! :) decided to give morning a try again.. bcuz aft all, wanna start the day on a high note.. :D and i made it.. special thanks to mr wilson (:
Qt was on isaiah chapter 6.. abt being sent by the Lord.. sorta struck me alot. like.. wad type of impression i am giving to the ppl at school hu noe tt i am a christian.. i mean.. i realised.. my testiomony aint good..like i have not been gg for lessons everyday (bcuz i reli dun see e need to), but wad would the teachers and classmates think.. wad abt being a light shining for God.. thus today, even though i was vv tired, i still decided to force myself to sch.. (resulting in a headache but its ok)
however, i was bored to death in school!! bcuz i didnt dare to go for lesson (fear tt i would get kicked out of class since i haven been in sch for so long) but one step at a time. today i went to school. tmr i shall go for lectures :D
went to CCHMS.. it was decided dat i dun play, at least for the first match.. played against JJC.. the team did well, and we won 5-0.. :D
next school was NYJC, who had quite a no. of rather good players.. we had to make a fast and matured decision, and e moment it was made.. i was so stressed! i tried my best not to show it, but i couldn cux.. i was STRESSED!!
the first singles was quite a waste, but tts bcuz Hui Hua is sick la.. its ok gurl! :D first doubles reli fought hard.. good spirit!! but we lost both.. :S
i was the 2nd singles.. and to be truthful, i was so stressed (did i repeat this twice jus now?) bcuz i was playin the deciding.. sort of.. like if i lost den its e end.. plus, she is e best player ( i think) my hands were jelly, and my legs felt stagnant.. esp since i haven warmed up.. my first service was a out.. i tot.. tts e end!! but i quickly changed that perspective.. and told myself, to stay cool.. in e end, i won 3-0 by God's grace, and also.. with the help of guo wei jiao lian (bcuz yan jiao lian cant come) he reli helped e team alot.. thankew vv much :D sorry i made u cry... i am reli sorry.. hope u will get over the defeat soon..=x
2nd doubles did great!! :) though their opponents were weak, they didnt get complacent.. but they did their best, and YES! we won! :D
3rd singles was ying en and i mus say the atmosphere was.. super heated.. she was laggin behin 2-0, but got it back :) well done girl! though she lost in e end (close fight), i noe she gave it her best shot so we dun have any regrets :)
we were alittle low aft the defeat.. but jus a little.. we got over it quite fast, and started jokin ard.. :D
aft tt, me, en, val, qi, jaren went for dinner at TM food court.. chat chat chat. and okays.. my hokkien is lousy.. lol.. they were laughin all e way... on e bus.. but was sorta relieved tt everyone was happy again.. shdn hold on to defeat for too long.. we even outrightly talked abt the game infront of en, val and hui hua hu unfortunately lost.. *proud tt u girls could pick urselves up so soon*
aft tt.. i treated them to the promised xiao long bao.. :D it tasted sooo good!! haha.. yum yum..:D
we walked ard and chatted for awhile.. before we left to go home.. *and we tot of the strategy and politics when playing with rjc :D*
i'm reli so touched tt u all had e faith in me
*anw.. there are photos below.. :D pls tk a look! *
prayer: -mr wilson to cheer up - team to get over defeat and still play well - my ears- tmr i have prepsared myself for all scoldings :D
