had a major headache today.. so went to school abit later.. but i went (:
before i went, i decided to just on the tv to see wad i could watch to like, wake me up.. switched on the tv, and extreme makeover home edition was on.. randomly, i decided to watch that... but i never thought a show like that would make me tear.. this is the story..
this single mom works as a social worker. it doesnt bring in good money.. but she felt it was her calling, so she continued.. she was a teenage mom, had her child when she was 17.. a pretty girl who is now 10 yrs old.. on top of that, though they are alr rather poor, mom still took in 2 foster kids from the orphanage.. her house was small, packed and.. old.. when the extreme makeover team chose their home, and went there, they were so happy!!! they finally could take a rest, go to disneyland, whilst the team were renovating their house. the team was prob vv touched by how loving the mom was, and had big dreams for them..
in e end, the team turned the one storey house into 2.. and gave dem all they wanted.. a sophisicated room for mom, a dreamy oceanic kinda room for daughter, a space like room for one bro, and a hip hop room for e other.. they were elated.. the girl was screamin and screamin.. they were just so happy and satisfied. (: seeing the joy on their faces, i jus teared.. ok.. when i am typin this, it sounds dumb tt i teared over tt, when i refuse to even cry when i am vv sad.. but yea.. i jus feel so happy for them.:D and at the end the girl said smth.
" i just want to tell everybody, that a miracle can happen to you too so long as you keep the faith."
she is jus a ten yr old girl, who probably does not have alot of money to enjoy her life like her peers do. but she kept the faith.. the phrase "keep the faith" just crashed straight into me..coincidentally, today's QT was on, FAITH..
" if you do not stand firm in your faith, you will not stand at all" Isaiah 7:9
how true.. it is again a reminder to me, to keep the faith no matter wad the circumstance is... even if i am unsure of what lies ahead (which is definitely wad i am facin now), if i do not stand firm in my faith, i will fall.. thank God for this reminder (:
went to school, went for econs lecture, but i didnt have any notes with me.. so started drawin.. hee.. the teacher walked past a few times, and i had to pretend to be VV ATTENTIVE without my notes.. :p
aft econs lect, i was so convinced i couldn tk it anymore.. so didnt go for geog.. sat under Lt2.. read my book.. (: aft tt went for trng..
i was quite sian bcuz there wasnt any coach.. i mean.. i reli dun see e pt in trng without a coach.. like everyone was so slackish and.. jus playin stuff they liked to..i so und wad * meant when she said trng without a coach isnt like trng.. i did try my best to mk the best out of it though.. and finally when i was getting out of my sluggish mode, we had to stop bcuz the pe ppl had to use.. *at this point i was super sian alr..* bcuz trng was supposed to be 5, but bcuz some of them wanted to leave early, so they pushed up.. and in e end, we had to stop halfway. tts when some ppl said they wanted to leave and all.. argh..
at 5 we trained again.. left a few ppl... but it was still those slack kind.. quite a waste of time reli.. like i didnt gain much from the trng.. even to the point i think until my last game, i wasnt even warmed up yet..
but consolation is..we had fun like aft tt.. we were playin those.. haha.. like bend vv low to compete, or tip toe whilst playin, or one legged.. the last game was the most tiring, which was to run to the other side of the table aft hitting the ball once... and thanks to zhi hao, who instigated the whole "aim cassandra" thing.. i lost.. haha.. but tt was fun.. at least for tt i perspired..(:
but o wells.. at least there were good company.. :D
tt kinda sums up the day.. tmr vs TPJC.. and since our team wants to cut costs, i seriously think the coach shdn come.. since, we are gg to play our desired position instead of our real one.. :P
why do i still feel like i am wasting my life away..
prayer -tmr's match -tt i will stop feeling useless -mr wilson will cheer up -i will go to cell with a heart to praise Him -* and ** have a Godly relationship
