feeling better le. i am feelin better, and my laptop sudd ok le.. :)

went church today.. talked to 1 disciple.. facing with someBGR prob..then talked to a grandmother.. she came to find me.. she is reli concerned abt her granddaughter, who is also in a bgr.. i felt kinda helpless.. jus said i will talk to her...

as i slowly grow older, and take more disciples.. as more parents come and look for me.. and talk to me abt their children, i more and more understand.. why do parents worry.. i understand how they reli care.. and i am gettin tired of all these... bgr for fun, flirting with guys etc.. i dun dare say i never do these before.. act.. all these i have done.. sadly.. but aft hearing wad parents and all say.. i dun wan to be like that. i wan to be real and committed..

had cell today.. more of like study cell.. for those hu has block test to study.. and for those pple like me and the tjcians who have no exams.. we movie-ed.. watched saw and mean girls.. haha.. 2 extreme shows.. but was great:)

2 words have been screamin to me today.. after all the counsellin i gave and all the stuff i heard..

GET REAL

i am committin this feeling to You.. You take charge, and You lead.

i am sorry.. sorry team.. sorry mr fan.. sorry mr ng.. sorry everyone.. disappointment.. i didnt expect it to be so soon.. i am out. out of tjc. out of A div. only can be a supporter.

sorry jiao lian. he always tell me that i am a sure point. sorry. :(

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