event 1 went with mom to support bro today.. B div bowling championship.. at the stand, u will hear things like..
"sports school leh. dun do well throw face la" "sports school sure win wad" "they dun win they train for wad" "that's mike.. heard he is good!"---mike is my bro
honestly, if my bro isnt in sports school.. i prob would have said these stuff too.. but with my bro in SSS.. i und the pressure he and his team mates feel.. no doubt they train more.. but they are stil kids.. same age.. the pressure they face jus because of the jersey on them.. i feel quite bad for them too.. to add on, my bro faces a higher expectation due to the achievements he had in the past few yrs.. :S
in the end.. my bro didnt do too well for singles.. not as others expected..ppl whom my bro dun even noe will ask him.. "mike wad did u bowl" and when mybro tell them.. they will be like"oh.. how come".. frankly speaking, i am not disappointed with my bro.. and he aint didappointed with himself either.. i asked him if he feels upset.. he said..
"i will jus reflect, but i wont let today's not too good performance affect me"
at tt point of time. i was shocked.. he is jus a 15 yr old boy. and he has a mentality tt is far more matured and far-sighted than some 50yr old aunties. i am proud of him- MIKE LOH XIAN YAN
event 2 went to support AHS B and C girls.. C won.. B lost (ironically, to SSS).. but they did try their best :) talked to zhen lao shi.. heard alot of stuff tt i dun wish to say.. jus summarise..that sometimes ppl are too results orientated.. =x
of cos got to talk to a few jiao lians.. namely jiao lian Lim (sec 3-4 coach), jiao lian Li (sec 2-3 coach) and guo wei jiao lian (not my coach at all.. but got to know him few mths ago.. ) jiao lians.. are reli.. nice ppl.. they always seem so sporty and fun lovin... and usually NOT RESULT ORIENTATED.. :) at least for the coaches i noe... :)
and i got a free shirt. fullstop.
event 3 had training.. didnt do too well..my hands were shivering most of the time ( idunnowhy). but i played my best :) coach didnt come.. so we jus competed ourselves.. oh but i so enjoyed the doubles with qi.. hee.. we were strong k! haha... =) too bad we never get to play tog :(
event 4 went to visit my grandad who got admitted.. he is fine le. :) thank God.. :)
event 5 got to know this gr8 teacher (yr 3) Mr Wilson.. enjoyed talkin to him though we jus knew each other.. :) great follower and steward of Christ.. =) hearing and sharing testimony was great.. +D
o.O tts all.. haha.. eventful rite.. now for tmr..
event 1 pack my room.. =x k why does tmr's event sound SO MUCH MORE BORING
event 2 collect med checkup report -_-
event 3 GO FOR TEMASEK IDOL! I SUPPORT SPZ!!! =D now this sounds so much better.. +D
some thoughts for today.. who are we doin every single thing in life for? if it is for ourself, we get result orientated.. if it is for pple ard us/ expectations, we get result orientated.. but if we do it for God.. we get God orientated.. i wan to do things for Him!! i wan to dream BIG DREAMS for HIM!! and HIM alone :D
faith is the essence
prayer -pray for mr wilson's busy day and interview -pray for my attitude towards life and towards pple -pray for my buddy's spiritual growth