Cassandra Loh

Saturday, November 18, 2006

why is it so unfair!!!!!!!!!!!!!! jus for a pathetic small thing he has to be kicked out..wad the la! stupid management... =( i hope he will tk it fine... man.. reli hope he is fine lo..

wad a joke.. some ppl thinkin of H3.. it is a choice for dem.. some pple thinkin of whether to drop subject... some pple thinkin of whether to conditional promote.. whilst some pple thinking of whether to retain.. some pple thinkin of whether to go poly... and lastly, some pple thinking of what course they shd tk..

in other words..

some pple are upset they didnt get the H3 they wan, some pple are upset they haf to drop subject.. some pple are upset that they have to conditional promote. some are upset they have to retain, some are upset they have to go poly..

in other words..

some are happy to get their H3.. some are happy they dun need to drop subj.. some are happy they can conditional promote.. some are even happy bcuz they GET TO RETAIN...

what a big diff isnt it.. Oh gosh i reli cant imagine.. can the top few ppl plusspare a tot for the bottom few.. stop complaining if u cant get tt H3 or if u hafta drop subject.. try getting retain!

today.. was a normal day.. went to tat standard chartered marathon meeting... supposed to be 1030.. we reached at ard 1120.. bcuz couldn find e place.. go inside.. sit awhile.. den leave le.. o well.. den went eat with Grace den go shop abit.. bought a lousy quality belt den went to church.. was vv chuan and tired s couldn reli conc.. so basically didnt gain much.. but in e end.. aft servie, go inside. saw fu shun mu shi keep walkin ard me.. finally decided to call him la.. respect ma.. so i said

cass: fu shun mu shi
fsms: how r u
cass: ok lo (smile)
fsms: reli?
cass: ya
fsms: dont be too upset la k..
cass: i wont de.
fsms: you may look back and realise wad a gd plan it is for u
cass: i doubt so (controlling my tears)
at this moment, joy came in for awhile
joy: cass mus ren ur tears dun cry.. wait until i tok to u k.. bye!
cass: orh bye (tears started droppin)
at this moment anna came in
anna: cassandra jie.. dun sad ( stood beside me and gave me a hug)
cass: wa so tall le ar can let me lean le
anna: alot of pple also say i grew taller
cass: haha good (snuggled in her shirt)
anna: dun cry... dun sad.. i oso will sad
at thismoment marg jie came in..
marg jie: in the end still cheng bu zhu le.. zhong yu ku le..
cass: mmm
marg jie: wads in ur mind now?
anna told marg jie all
marg jie: anna cass jie wun face any looking down de rite
anna: will la
marg jie: u are supposed to say no at this point of time!
anna: aiyah.. but God wun ma.. and so wun me and qi xi and eunice..

bla bla bla.. vv sweet disciple i haf.. so touching.. ='( but anw in e end.. anna prayed for me. in chinese k.. first tim i hear her praying infront of church leaders(when she act dun even dare to do so in front of youths..) and first time i hear her speak so earnestly in chinese.. so like a small girl reli pleading with God.. i was reli so touched den...

no matter how.. doubtful i m of God.. how angry i am.. how... upset i m.. zhen han ge is rite.. i still do have things to thank God for.. bcuz at least i noe.. ultimately. i can thank Him for giving me such a great disciple like Anna.. so zhen han ge if next tym i say i duno wad to give thanks for.. please remind me of this k..

my emotions are upanddownagain... Lord.. please show me ur grace and mercy now..

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