Cassandra Loh

Thursday, November 09, 2006

recently watched a show.. beautiful show.. reli.. but this show reminded me of a fact.. a show will always be a show..

this girl likes this guy alot alot.. she told the guy she liked him.. but he rejected her.. however, she persevered and in e end... she won his heart.. he started liking her. and they got tog.. wad a beautiful story.. STORY.. recently i found long lost letter... when i first found it,i got a shocK! i tot i hid it well and i would never find it again. many times i missed him and i wanted to find the letter.. but i couldn find... that day.. without the intention of finding it, i found it... whils reading the letter, i winced... once again i asked myself.. why was i so dumb.. why did i not think carefully.. all these would not have happened! once again.. i blame myself for the result.. but then again.. i m glad..glad tt u could get over me..glad tt ur life is back to normal.. i rem readin one of ur blog post den.. u sayin how souless ur body was.. how u did not feel like doin anythin.. i rather u now.. happy and carefree.. wad abt me? ive moved on i suppose... sadly i could not.. could not move on as carefree-ly as u.. sadly i could not jus leave everything down and say.. tts it! im over with him... time to time i still do think abt u..time to time i stil do regret wad i did.. but i always have to remind myself..of wad u said den. it's over.. u n i noe it..yes it so is over... i promised it'll be e last time i think of u.. i promised tt i will never never look back.. i dun deny i broke e promise.. and reli i feel like breakin it again and again.. but seein my cousin;s weddin made me realised... how much both parties mus love each other b4 a marriage can work out.. how God mus be in the middle of the relationship b4 the marriage will work out... how much.. understanding and patience both party mus have before the relationship will work out.. its nt easy.. and we werent ready for all these commitmment i guess..

we're fools.. fools tt loved each other.. but did not noe wad had to come with this love.. but i never regretted being tt fool.. bcuz at least i noe.. i had memories with u.. i duno if u still cherish the memories as much as i do...but u noe smth..i reli so want to carvemore memories with u.. as a friend..as a brother.. i wan more memories of u n me..

also wondering these few days wad kind of person i m.. peraps my dear friends can tell me? the fact tt u have my address means u r my close friend.. so do tell me wad u think i m.. as for myself i think i m..

i dunno le.. mm.. help me kz.. hehe i wil only use as reference though..bcuz ft all its He who sees hu i am..

~i miss u~

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