Cassandra Loh

Friday, September 29, 2006

sometimes.. masks are scary.. they mask u till.. noone noes how u exactrly feel.. give u examples..
1) u failed to promote, or u failed ur prelims or smth... wad do u do?
a) cry in front of all your friends and tutor
b) tear the paper and storm out of the class
c) hide it all inside.. and tell ur friends "it's ok la... jus retain lo/ jus do well for o's lo..."
ans: C

2) u like this guy/gal so much.. but by tellin him u may jeopardise ur friendship.. do u..
a) tell him/her anyway
b) tell ur friend to tell him/her
c) jus keep it inside and secretly wish that the feeling will jus go away
ans: C

see.... sad isnt it.. this mask... covers us until we may not even noe ourselves at all..why why why?:? why cant life be like... a child's life.. today in the airport.. saw some kindergarden kids here for outing.. most guys were holding gals' hands.. noone will go and say... EEEWWW SCANDALOUS or smth... bcuz they dun think so far.. this is wad i mean lo... y are we caught in this kinda complicated life.. and who cares if we are a a level cert holder or o level cert holder, or we have a degree, masters, phd? or even pri sch or uneducated.... if u love God, u will still get to go paradise.. we DUN HAVE to be caught in this vicious cycle.. but havin said that... we still cant get out of it..face it man.. we will NEVER be able to leave this cycle.. today had a big laughing day.. me and ly practically laughed at everythin.. but behind those laughters of mine, hu sees e stress of exams. the uncertainty of whether he is..........

Lord teach me.. teach me how to commit my life into ur hands.. teach me that all that happens, You are in control.. Lord... that u noe wads's best for me.. and You can make things happen... I do not have to worry at all because u said WAIT but u did not say WORRY.. Lord... teach me.. Lord teach me.. Lord teach ur daughter.. prayer from deep within..

* have u reli moved on? have i?*

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