Cassandra Loh

Friday, June 30, 2006

bye allen..=( thanks for always being such a great friend.. i'll miss u.. =( jiayou in aust ba... do come back often k.... reli vv happy we got in touch again... tk care and i'll always be praying for u... I'LL MISS U.. ='(

today's a mixed dae.. i was act vv happy.. k i 'll start with the happy part.. today i finished my exams finally.. but i fell aslp la.. but at least its over.. o well.. den i went to eat and pass laptop to clement and wei jie.. den mum brought me and bro to doc... bcuz my bro still sick and me too but our med fin le.. so go lo.. den see dr winston.. who is our family's friend.. so ya.. haha.. go in den see lo.. den i fufiled one of my life's dream.. nv told anyone dis b4.. but.. i wanted to be a doc when i was young ma... onli bcuz i grew up starting to fear erm.. ya some stuff which i will touch on later.. so i forget abt my dream le lo.. so i act reli wanted a day when i finally could use a stethoscope and like hear heart beat.. k maybe this is funny.. but ya.. seriously la.. den today i heard!! u noe it was so cool!!! i used his stethoscope and listened to the heartbeats.. i was reli so.. man zhu..

kk den another thing.. today i was at the library.. den walked past this book tt caught my eye.. so i went back to see the book. "getting over what u fear". i took the book and started reading la.. den couldn't find my fear.. so went ol.. searched on yahoo.. <> ya.. this is wad i fear.. and i reli fear.. tts y i gave up being a doc... i searched it.. and a term came up.. necrophobia.. hmm ya.. think tts wad i m afraid of and reli cant be able to.. cast my fears away lo.. ya...

oh den today my ma got a moto razar.. wan gif bro.. den she bought wrong buy pink! lol.. den bro wan black.. so he sorta asked me to gif him mine la.. den see him oso quite poor thing la if he haf to use pink.. so ok lo.. took e pink one.. yea.. sorry lemon..muz pass ur phone on... but i made my bro promise to tk good care of it.. =D

k.. den e bad news came.. =( allen leaving le.. =( he's gg to study law in australia.. no wonder yest he was like so sweet la. sae he reli treasure me and all.. i'll miss u dearly.. tk care kz.......

~as we grow up in life, we realise that there is reli absolutely no human tt can stay with us forever.. parting.. is a stage we all haf to go through.. ~ quoted from allen

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