Cassandra Loh

Monday, April 17, 2006

it was a huge blow.. it was a deep pain.. but i can ask for nth else le.. i m contented.. talking about tymin.. God reli noes best.. i reli haf to yet again agree with this statement... remember in the previous entry i talked abt how i re dedicated my life to Him and reli put my focus back to Him.. ya.. so tt was sat.. and on sun.. i told myself. yes cassandra.. live for God!! but i was still abit unsure abt isaac's stuff lo. as in u noe.. was afraid of convincing myself to get over.. i prayed real hard.. tt He reli show me the right way la.. i mean..no pointme guessing and all.. if he reli isn't the one for me, i m willing to gif up.. i m reli.. so i prayed for a sign.. i didnt get any until at nite.. he suddenly chat with me on msn.. it's over.. u and i noe it.. piercing indeed it was piercing.. but wad can i sae? God reli did show me the sign jus when i needed it most lo.. so it is like when he told me that it reli is over.. i was quite thankful.. vv thankful instead. i noe the ans from Him le.. and i am willing to let go.. i haf asked God.. y dun u show me this ans earlier.. then i wun haf to suffer for so long.. but... like wad Grace said.. He wants me to wait.. He wants me to make a decision first.. yeah.. i made it on Sat and He confirmed it on Sun.. thank u Lord.. thank u daddy. thank u for always being so faithful.. for always noe ing wad's best for me and giving me only wad's best.. and keeping me from all my harm and all.. i thank u and praise u o Lord... bcuz u r the king above all kings and u r the one hu sits on the throne. yet u r always so reachable.. thank u for lovin me though i m so unworthy of your love..

whoa wad a long para.. ok todae in sch was.. errmsss... 1st) chem test.. i didnt bring calculator.. den li hao today ask me if i ok not. i wa like ya do i look like i m not... lolz..but.. ya.. aniwae.. den bla bla bla la.. long dae lo.. den went airport to cel chyr's bdae.. didnt tell her tt we cel. jus told her to cum meet me for dinner bcuz i wanna chat lo.. den act grace and qi and ju dere le.. ya.. had a gr8 tym catching up la..reli enjoyed it.. guys u all muz tk care k? esp the 2 hu diff sch from me.. muz jiayou wor!! dun haf me look aft. hehe.. muz zhang da le.. =p

show u all a song.. muz read e lyrics k...

o heart of mine why muz u stray
f from one so fair u run away
and one more time u have to pay
the heaviness when He bless u
O heart of mine come back home.
u'vebeen too long out on alone
He's been there all along watching for u down the road.

so come home running his arms are opened wide.
His name is Jesus and He understands.
He has the answwer that u r looking for. So come home running
just as u are

O child of God so dearly Loved
and ransomed by to save your blood
and called by name daughter and son
wrapped in the robe of righteousness

so come home running His arms are opened wide
His name is Jesus and He understands
and He has the answer u r looking for
so Come home running jus as u are

nice rite this song..meaningful? He is there all along.. jus whether u r too blinded to see.... i m moving on,, i reli am.. will u believe me?

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