Sunday, April 16, 2006

He did not get crucify by those thick nails..instead, it was our sins... tt caused Him to be hung on tt cross.. to suffer the mental and physical pain.. today's service was good.. reli good.. God reli spoke to me la.. a tot to ponder..wad are we putting in focus now? eg: i love isaac... yes i noe tt..tt is a feeling..no wrong abt tt at all.. BUT.. is me loving him affecting my relationship with God. do i end up loving Him more than God? i keep quarreling with parents.. did He die for us jus so we can quarrel with parents? i responded to the call today. i was e first to respond.. I re dedicated my life to Him.. i will reli do my best.. to love God with all my heart.. when Christ wascrucified.. there were 4 types of pple..1) those hu laughed at him.. 2) those who did not care..3)those hu noe His great love but still do not repent and lastly.. the robber who was also crucified..but repented.which one do we belong too.. o and another point.. do u noe.. when Christ was crucified some 2000yrs ago.. We were all dere.. We were all watching Him get crucified.. we were not dere physically..but our sins were dere.. so ya...r we gg to cont living a life with the cross as jus another jewelry or a teenage icon? or will we reli carry thecross to walk towards the cross?

share with my dear fwens a story.. let's jus let me be the protagonist.. I was in a half conscious mode onedae.. when i walked into a room that looked small from the outside but big in the inside.. inside.. i saw many many slots arranged neatly.. on the 1st one i saw..the guys i use to like.. i opened that slot.. and alas! i saw exactly the guys tt i used to like! i looked at the 2nd slot.. the tv shows i have watched.. wow.. realised all the lovely shows i have watched..but as i try reading to the end.. i culdn.. bcuz there were too many names in that slot.. i started to feel a little guilty.. realised how much tym i wasted on tv shows.. the 3rd slot i saw was the amtof lustful tots i had.. i opened the slot slowly. hoping not to see a long ;ist like b4.. i looked at the first on list.. and immediately closed the slot.. i looked ard and was so thankful tt noone was in the room.. i tot to myself.. i muz destroy all these.. i tried burning them with fire.. i culdn.. they were too hard. i tried to tear them.. i culdn.. i tried all ways but i culdn.. i panicked.. i hid in a corner of the room.. wailing.. jus den.. the door opened.. "no.. i tot.. not Him.." it was Jesus.. He had dis vv vv sad look in His eyes.. i begged Him not to open the slots... But he did.. and from His eyes.. i saw His sadness as he read those entries..then he started signing all the entries... I watched as He signes. over every entry He signed His name.. not long later..He finished signing all the enteries.. and He said.. it's finished... story over.. think abt it..

ok.. next topic..bought a new laptop todae.. the newest in the market.. 1mth old onli.. ya tts all la.. fujitsu lo..

ok abt the most popular topic. isaac... aft todae's service i tot abt it le.. act.. if God wants isaac to be back with me.. He would do it for me.. i shall not force myself to forget.. but i wun ask or expect too much..bcuz i noe he controls all.. if pple were to ask me if i srill like him i wuldsae yes.. i wun deny.. i will still do things i want to get him back.. but he will not be my focus le..ya..jus hope tt if he reli is for me.. my daddy will provide..

o..anw.. i was supposed to type dis in an entry yest..but!!! sum irritating guy.. cancelled the page when i was typing.. haha yes.. it is wei xuan.. he's name appears in my blog again! haha...tt dae at geace's house.. he go use my fone msg isaac la. u noe i dun dare to msg isaac.. but he like did it for me la.. i dunno shd thank him or kill him. lolz..den i was typing blog entry den he go cancel.. ARGH!!!! haha.. but o well... thanks ar wei xuan.. my blog supposed to be noone noes except a few vivid fan of mine.. haha.. now wei xuan and aloy noe... but i dun think they will rem la hor..haha..

ya jiu shi zhe yang.. this is the good fri weekend.. but also a bz one for me.. gg to haf 2 tests.. and got 9 assignments.. WHOA!! onli finished 2 and a half.. and i m left with tml!! jiu ming ar!!!

love is like a jigsaw puzzle.. sumtimes sum pieces may seem to fit.. but when u act try to fit it in.. it does not fit aft all.. but reli.. u will eventually find the rite one and settle dwn... =) a pt. to ponder.....

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