Tuesday, October 18, 2005

hey da jia..s orry i took so long to enter a new post.. loads haf happened these few wks.. hmm. let me share. k.. first is.. aft prelims got back my prelims results la.. like duh. den didnt do well lo.. think it ws an accident la.. as in maybe when doin e paper or wad lo... at first i reli culdn tk it.. so its like i didnt even look at my results or wad la.. all i did was to take e papers, den put into my bag.. den dun even noe where went wrong la.. tk it as i was too much of a coward to face up to reality.. but in front of my friends, i still try to show tt i dun care lo.. like if pple ask how much i got.. i will shout vv loud and smile and sae my grade. smth liddat lo..and i mux sae. if not for this gd church friend of mine.. i wud probably haf kept everythin to myself la.. so tt dae went jogging den told him everything lo.. tried so hard not to cry.. and i reli didnt ok!! =x yea.. den felt beta la. aft talkin to him and all.. den immediately e next dae.. i went for cell la.. den a dao shi prayed for me.. and dis tym i reli cried.. but i also mux sae tt aft cryin and aft the prayer, i reli felt much beta lo.. thanks wJ for ur concern la.. =) and Wx i noe u also care la.. jus jk jk jk all e way.. den at nite tt good church friend of mine also sae he saw me crying and all lo.. den he gave me advices and all.. so on mon, i went back to school, took out my papers slowly and started gg thru them lo... a lot of carelessness tt cud haf been avoided i mus sae. esp the e maths paper.. so now i noe lo.. to all my friends ard me.. u all haf done vv well. keep up e gd work k? jiayou!=)

kk.. den i will move on to.. my spiritual life ba.. i guess this period of tym i feel a little dry lo.. but.. there are always dry and wet tyms la. so i will get thru this lo. den in church i guess i got to noe more friends and more pple lo.. like si hui whom i hafen got to noe her well.. though knew her since quite long ago la.. and shuling.. yea.. so these sisters all haf their... personailties... yep.. den also yu ting jie ask me if i wante d to serve in pri 6 cell as a leader.. asking GOD la.. may HE be e one who ultimately decides lo.. also apart from sis i also got to noe bro beta.. like daniel lo.. got abit closer la.. well.. wad can i do since he's my master and im his.. DOG!?? haha.. but anw dogs are cute k..den yh.. he's been a vv good life supporter man.. haha.. can intro to hospitalks for those hu need life supporter.. haha.. no la. but reli thanks to him i managed to go thru so much lo.. but jus as he said.. GOD wun put trials tt are too much for us to bear lo.. so i will jiayou de. u fang xin.. =) thanks bro!

den... my family oso facuing prob.. guess it is a little financial prob la.. but got my family hay wire lo.. parents are like insane or wad le.. and i still haf to care for my bro.. hu is also facing a set of his own prob la... b4 this dae, i reli felt tt i was so tired and i reli culdnt take it any longer.. but yest, during PnW, aft the prayer for the sec4s and a levels students, i felt reli vv much consoled la.. and aft tt.. got to haf avv gd talk with yh also.. heard from his pt of view.. so overall.. sunday is good lo..as i promised yh.. i will get thru this fine de.. and i will be strong no matter wad happens lo... =) but hey dun forget ur promise =p also wud like to thanks lemon la.. i noe u've been praying for me and reli without this spiritual support of urs, i wud not haf go thru this too.. thanks alot!

hmm.. now the intereting thing.. my relationship prob.. . hmm... ok... i haf to admit tt i do miss him still sumtimes.. but aft clearing up to him wad reli happened, i feel beta le.. at least this stone in my heart is released lo. dun expect any patch back opr stuff k my dear friends.. noe wad u all r thinking.. haha=) den.. to those dear friends hu haf been constantly guessin tt me and sumbody wud be tog, or at least he'll like me or wad. haha.. gotcha!! where's my sakae.. haha.. no la.. thanks for all of ur concern but i think for now it wun happen la.. =) so.. dun guess guess guess k.. haha..

grad dae cuming le. hais... tts quite sad la.. as in.. ='(.. but.. we'll still see each other de la. rite?/ cannot lose contact or wad ar!! haha.. den.. u all muz jiayou in wadeva u all do lo.. i will e praying for u all la...=) k the rest i wil leave it to that dae. haha.. hey son... r u gg to miss me!??!?!? lolz.. u beta sae yes.. !!_) i will miss u too la my dear monkey son.. hais.. i also duno is me or isaac tt is liek a monkey lo.. y my son so monkey-ish ar!!!! =p

k la.. tml is bio przct.. i gtg le.. long post.. nice tym reading.. those u read my post iwill see tt i am act gg thru auite alot of stuff lo. so pls pray for me.. thank u vv much!! buaiz! God bless!!

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