Cassandra Loh

Monday, October 24, 2005

hey hey.. haha.. this tym i so fast cum bck for a new post le.. heex... anw b4 writing, i went back to read all e posts i wrote for this short period of tym of blogging.. hmm.. quite interesting ar.. but wow reli vv long.. hehe.. anw... these few daes got BIG stuff happening.. haha.. let's start from the most impt thing.....

YEST WAS PnW NITE AND 3 PPLE GOT SAVED.. THESE THREE INCLUDES MY DEAR FRIEND XIN CHYR, MY JUNIOR WEI XIONG AND THIS SO YOUNG CHILD WHO IS OPNLI 11.. PRAISE THE LORD!!!! it is reli not the music tt did the work,, but GOD who reli touched their hearts.. praise the LORD!! chyr.. if u were to read this... congrats again for being a new baby in Christ. and welcome to this happy family where our DADDY loves us so much that noone can compare... HE sent HIS son to die for us.. HE loves us so.. congrats to Wei Xiong too.. welcome to the FAMILY!! =) glad to see ya saved!!! ok.. so this was the most impt thing that happened.. =)i guess all the angels above are now dancing in delight bcuz whenever someone gets saved, they will be singing and dancing!! amen??

now to my health. haha. my dear friends dun worry k.. i muz haf scared quite alot of u when i "fell down" so many tyms.. sorry sorry... and dorry i so stubborn nv go home.. instead still stayed for PnW nite.. bcuz i was reli looking forward to it and moreover... chyr was comin ma.. and see.. thank GOD i stayed to watch this moment that GOD touched her and the other 2 bro and sis.. =) but still thanks for ur concern!!today aft service.. Yh and SL sorta force me to go doc la.. budden i didn want to bcuz its a waste of money la.. i feel..so i kept saeing no no no.. den aft tt YH said vv seriously " this kind of things reli no need so many pple forcing u de la.. if it is gd for u den jus go la" den duno y one he said tt then i vv guai guai le.. wa he sounds like he's gg to be the next ZY le.. 2nd person im act afraid of hu's my friend..=x but anw i noe it is for my own good and i thank u all for ur concern.. doc sae ... er.. doc sae....hehe act i forget le. onli noe the scary part where he sae it may be fits.. =o wun be so serious ba.. FITS le.. cant be.. den the funny part was in front of YH he ask me.. " r u troubled? r u stressed? do u haf smth bottled up in ur heart and u dun wana sae?" i tink quite gao xiao la.. haha... den of cos i sae no no no la.. haha... ya lo.. but now i m reli feelin beta le.. yep=)

hmm things in my family are getting beta for the info of those hu are reli concerned abt my family.. we r soon gonna get along as usual...yep.thanks again for ur concern.. =)

oh./.. den now come to e heart wrenching stuff.. grad dae. hais.. as e saying goes... there wil be difinitely a dae tt u haf to part de.. so fri was my grad dae.. and.. wrote cards to my dear friends... though vv bu she de.. but also cant do anything.. so all we did were to like keep taking pic lo.. noone cry la.. at least from wad i saw... onli when they show the video den show the national dae performance 2h performed and saw myself playin tt and all.. den the song made me teary.. but still it was ok la. didn cry.. to my dear friends... though we haf to part le.. promise me that we will always be friends k.. i will reli miss u all de.. and i will also miss those tyms we had tog.. be it tyms of happiness,anger,sadness,jealousy,lameness....etc..all these tyms will be carved deeply in my heart...

den on PnW nite.. zhen han ge said smth vv impactful la.. he said that noone will be our friend always except GOD.. u never noe if 10yrs dwn the road, the person sitting next to u will stil be as close to u as now.. den i looked to my rite and left.. xin chyr and yh.. den i was thinking.. wa.. wad if these 2 friends bcome not my friend.. quite sad le.. bcuz i reli treasure them alot lo.. den when we sing dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui.. me xinchy like put our hands over each other den sing tog.. den aft tt aly oso join in...(at first he dun wan de.. but we sorta forced him. =P)den xc and aloy tried to make me put my hand over YH.. not that i dun wan or dun treat him as friend la.. but i jus.. aiyo.. weird weird de le.. like i scared he reject my hand like aloy did.. den also like. got weird weird feeling like.. yeah.so i never.. =p

hmm.. dis sums up the weekend i guess... tues got chem pract.. pray for me and to my sec4 friends, pray for urself and i will be praying for u too...=) tk care!!

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Tuesday, October 18, 2005

hey da jia..s orry i took so long to enter a new post.. loads haf happened these few wks.. hmm. let me share. k.. first is.. aft prelims got back my prelims results la.. like duh. den didnt do well lo.. think it ws an accident la.. as in maybe when doin e paper or wad lo... at first i reli culdn tk it.. so its like i didnt even look at my results or wad la.. all i did was to take e papers, den put into my bag.. den dun even noe where went wrong la.. tk it as i was too much of a coward to face up to reality.. but in front of my friends, i still try to show tt i dun care lo.. like if pple ask how much i got.. i will shout vv loud and smile and sae my grade. smth liddat lo..and i mux sae. if not for this gd church friend of mine.. i wud probably haf kept everythin to myself la.. so tt dae went jogging den told him everything lo.. tried so hard not to cry.. and i reli didnt ok!! =x yea.. den felt beta la. aft talkin to him and all.. den immediately e next dae.. i went for cell la.. den a dao shi prayed for me.. and dis tym i reli cried.. but i also mux sae tt aft cryin and aft the prayer, i reli felt much beta lo.. thanks wJ for ur concern la.. =) and Wx i noe u also care la.. jus jk jk jk all e way.. den at nite tt good church friend of mine also sae he saw me crying and all lo.. den he gave me advices and all.. so on mon, i went back to school, took out my papers slowly and started gg thru them lo... a lot of carelessness tt cud haf been avoided i mus sae. esp the e maths paper.. so now i noe lo.. to all my friends ard me.. u all haf done vv well. keep up e gd work k? jiayou!=)

kk.. den i will move on to.. my spiritual life ba.. i guess this period of tym i feel a little dry lo.. but.. there are always dry and wet tyms la. so i will get thru this lo. den in church i guess i got to noe more friends and more pple lo.. like si hui whom i hafen got to noe her well.. though knew her since quite long ago la.. and shuling.. yea.. so these sisters all haf their... personailties... yep.. den also yu ting jie ask me if i wante d to serve in pri 6 cell as a leader.. asking GOD la.. may HE be e one who ultimately decides lo.. also apart from sis i also got to noe bro beta.. like daniel lo.. got abit closer la.. well.. wad can i do since he's my master and im his.. DOG!?? haha.. but anw dogs are cute k..den yh.. he's been a vv good life supporter man.. haha.. can intro to hospitalks for those hu need life supporter.. haha.. no la. but reli thanks to him i managed to go thru so much lo.. but jus as he said.. GOD wun put trials tt are too much for us to bear lo.. so i will jiayou de. u fang xin.. =) thanks bro!

den... my family oso facuing prob.. guess it is a little financial prob la.. but got my family hay wire lo.. parents are like insane or wad le.. and i still haf to care for my bro.. hu is also facing a set of his own prob la... b4 this dae, i reli felt tt i was so tired and i reli culdnt take it any longer.. but yest, during PnW, aft the prayer for the sec4s and a levels students, i felt reli vv much consoled la.. and aft tt.. got to haf avv gd talk with yh also.. heard from his pt of view.. so overall.. sunday is good lo..as i promised yh.. i will get thru this fine de.. and i will be strong no matter wad happens lo... =) but hey dun forget ur promise =p also wud like to thanks lemon la.. i noe u've been praying for me and reli without this spiritual support of urs, i wud not haf go thru this too.. thanks alot!

hmm.. now the intereting thing.. my relationship prob.. . hmm... ok... i haf to admit tt i do miss him still sumtimes.. but aft clearing up to him wad reli happened, i feel beta le.. at least this stone in my heart is released lo. dun expect any patch back opr stuff k my dear friends.. noe wad u all r thinking.. haha=) den.. to those dear friends hu haf been constantly guessin tt me and sumbody wud be tog, or at least he'll like me or wad. haha.. gotcha!! where's my sakae.. haha.. no la.. thanks for all of ur concern but i think for now it wun happen la.. =) so.. dun guess guess guess k.. haha..

grad dae cuming le. hais... tts quite sad la.. as in.. ='(.. but.. we'll still see each other de la. rite?/ cannot lose contact or wad ar!! haha.. den.. u all muz jiayou in wadeva u all do lo.. i will e praying for u all la...=) k the rest i wil leave it to that dae. haha.. hey son... r u gg to miss me!??!?!? lolz.. u beta sae yes.. !!_) i will miss u too la my dear monkey son.. hais.. i also duno is me or isaac tt is liek a monkey lo.. y my son so monkey-ish ar!!!! =p

k la.. tml is bio przct.. i gtg le.. long post.. nice tym reading.. those u read my post iwill see tt i am act gg thru auite alot of stuff lo. so pls pray for me.. thank u vv much!! buaiz! God bless!!

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