i'm now super stressed ok..super.. i feel like.. so horrible la.. ok. my results are dropping.. no need to tell me. i can see.. my chem and maths tests didnt do well.. i noe that.. i noe that prelims are comin.. i noe!! i noe that o's are comin!! i noe..!! i noe i haf to do well so tt mummy daddy wun lose face to relatives.. i noe!!! but there is reli too many things to study!! and many other things to do.. i feel like jus giving up everything and jus stop studyin la.. reli.. why not go switz immediately??! i prayed.. real hard u noe.. but i still seem to feel so lost in this studyin thingy.. dun understand y some pple can jus sit there like a robot and study study study.. i jus cant la!!! maybe im stupid, restless, and wadeva la.. but sorry la.. how i wish my results were still like last time sec 4 beginning.. L1R5=10? i want that too!! it doesnt help when i see so many pple catching up with me!! so stressed up now.. thanks lemon for being there for me...but still.. i feel so... argh.. duno how to sae la.. i reli wish o's are over can!!!!! i noe all the seniors will tell me" i have been thru all these and jc life's so much worst bla bloa bla" but hu cares abt jc life now? now all i noe is im feelin so stressed bcuz of sec 4.. full stop! maybe im more weak la! u can i cant la.. dun need to keep showin me all the airs of being in jc and hafin ti study more than me rite.. ok sorry.. maybe i m being too subjective.. guess i shall jus end here.. and guess wad im doin next? S-T-U-D-Y!