hmm.. my first time blogging.. oh well..i nv tot i wud ever blog la.. bcuz i oways tot it is quite stupid to write a diary and let everyone read.. but i now i reli need to get things off my chest.. den in a moment of rashness.. here's my blog.. okok i shall start.. it goes like this.. i jus broke up with this guy la.. he is one yr my senior. no doubt we had the best times when we were tog.. den sum things happen i guess.. den the feelings like suddenly fade or wad.. like u noe. i felt that we culdn compliment our characters la.. bcuz things that shd be e same we r diff. things that is beta to be opposite, we r e same.. so after thinking for very long, i decided to break up with him to prevent a longer hurt next time la.. i wanted to tell him after my bdae-- which is 12july. but he suddenly guessed it like on the 28th june.. so i jus told him.. it reli took me alot of courage to tell him.. so i tot things will jus end there and let me get over this asap.. however.. it did not turn out that way.. he wanted to patch.. and he reli sounded so sincere.. i admit a few times i was vv moved and i reli almost grew soft and re accept.. but it is reli my principle not to go back with a guy hu i broke up with b4 le.. u noe last time allen oso like dis ma.. so i keep saying no lo.. although a few times i was on the verge of accepting.. act all these are ok. the prob is. suddenly he seem to haf so many supporters.. like everyone asking me" wad e reason of the breakup and tt i shd patch back..etc.." that's when i reli got so frustrated la.. i mean.. y is everyone pressing me? thank GOD i still haf a few good friends.. grace u all rocks!(not onli grace la.. those hu were there for me.. ) thanks for being there for me!! and to lemon and jer.. thanks alot.. like on msn i become so.. frustrated then mite haf thrown a little temper or ap u all.. but still thanks for supporting me! =) hmm.. i hope these ordeals will go away soon ba.. tml sports dae le.. i dunno if i wanna run.. dun tink i can conc la.. i jus wana let him noe.. if he ever were to cum la.. that i am reli very sorry for wad i haf done.. but i dun think there will be any turning back.. i m reli sorry.. it is all my fault.. but hey pls get back to normal k.. i dun wish to see u neglecting studies or wad.. if u reli still care for me.. pls dun harm urself in any way.. im reli vv sorry.. oh today i also had my o's CL oral.. i tink still ok la.. hais but in anw i tink i wun get a1 le.. bcuz my paper dat time i sick ma.. retest lo.. haiz.. k la.. my mood act vv rotten now.. so i shd go.. ciaoz!
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